Chapter 248: I Regret Loving You

"No, I can walk over by myself, it's too troublesome......"

Many girls wish they could have such treatment, but Di Ying likes to be independent.

Qin Chu didn't say anything, but when he turned around, Di Ying covered his chest with one hand, his breathing was obviously very short, his face was a little ugly, pale, Qin Chu looked carefully and obviously felt that something was wrong: "What's wrong with you?" Feeling unwell? ”

Di Ying was afraid that he would see something, so she waved her hand: "Maybe I've been too tired lately, and I haven't rested, okay, it's okay." ”

Qin Chu looked at her face, Di Ying almost fainted after taking two steps, Qin Chu stuffed her into the car and planned to turn around and go to the hospital, Di Ying hurriedly pressed his hand: "It's really nothing, I'm just tired, that's why it's like this, my body has always been like this, you forgot, please send me back to Ji's house, it's noon soon." ”

"Are you really okay? Di Ying, don't lie to me. "The body is your own." ”

"I know." She smiled reassuringly.

Qin Chu also had his own business when he went home, so it was inconvenient to ask more, and before Di Ying got out of the car, he repeatedly instructed, "Di Ying, if your body is no longer well, remember to go to the hospital to find me, I will give you a detailed examination, do you hear?" ”

"Thank you for your concern." She went in with the things she had bought, she had been here countless times, and now she stepped on this land again, but her heart was extremely heavy.

As soon as she entered, the butler saw her and called out with a smile, "Sakura-chan, are you back?" The gentleman is in the study. He took the things, Di Ying had already smelled the fragrance coming from the kitchen, but the housekeeper asked, "You and the young master have not reconciled after quarreling?" ”

Di Ying was stunned, and the housekeeper had an expression that I knew I guessed correctly, "The young master's car almost had an accident last night, and he was scolded by the old gentleman when he came back. ”

Ji Xiaoyao had an accident last night? She walked in the direction of the bedroom step by step with a water cup and pills, but her heart was full of thoughts, no wonder Ji Zenglin would call herself, she approached the door of the bedroom with a water cup, the bedroom opened a crack in the door, and it was not closed tightly, she just wanted to push the door in when she suddenly heard Ji Zenglin's voice inside, and asked: "Ji Xiaoyao, what is going on with you?" What the hell is going on with this Sun Manman? Don't forget that you are the one who has a wife! What are you doing with this Sun Manman? ”

He glanced at the photos in the newspaper, in fact, they were all posed by entertainment reporters, he was just drunk, but he didn't do anything with Sun Manman at all.

However, Di Ying and Chu smiled to ......

He was lying on the sofa, and Di Ying looked through the gap and only saw the man's back, and couldn't tell what he was thinking.

"Dad, we'll take care of this ourselves." He didn't know what to do: "I'm measured, you take care of your illness, don't care so much." ”

"If I don't ask, you don't know what to do, if you really have this family in your heart, there is Di Ying, then you should stay away from her." Ji Zenglin pointed to the newspaper with a red face and a thick neck, "Di Ying is the right woman for you, she has liked you for so many years, do you want to live up to her?" ”

Disappoint?

Now who is letting down whom, who is giving up on whom? It's Di Ying who wants to go desperately now, how can he leave her behind?

"I said, I'll take care of our affairs, the twisted melon is not sweet......" he turned the phone in his hand.

Di Ying leaned against the door weakly, thinking about this sentence in her mind, what does it mean that the twisted melon is not sweet. Did he find it boring? Is it really necessary for them to be together?

Her heart sank suddenly, the cup in her hand slid to the ground at once, and a crisp sound sounded at the door, "Who?" Ji Xiaoyao raised his voice and turned his head and walked over.

When Di Ying bent down and squatted down, Ji Xiaoyao had already come over to open the door, she cut her fingers in a panic, Ji Xiaoyao saw that her fingertips were oozing blood quickly, and she shrank her pupils slightly and reached out to grab her hand to come over and take a look, Di Ying went to pull the toilet paper to wrap her fingers, and walked around him to the bed without saying a word.

Ji Zenglin complained, "Why are you so careless? ”

It didn't hurt just now, but now the pain is spreading little by little with the sadness at the tip of her heart, she smiled, "It's just that I was careless, my hand slipped, but it's a pity that the cup is gone." "The cup is fragile, and the relationship with people is the same.

"What's the pity? Your hands are the most important. He pointed to her hand and said, "You went to get the medicine box, what are you doing in a daze?" ”

"No." Di Ying said, Ji Xiaoyao's heart was tightened: "I won't need it anymore...... Uncle Ji, I know what you want to say, you called me back today, you actually want to help us, right? Actually, there's no need for that......"

"Di Ying......"

There was a look of horror between Ji Xiaoyao's eyebrows, he didn't know that Di Ying would also come back today, and he couldn't help but say coldly, "Di Ying, you shut up!" ”

She turned a deaf ear to it, pretending not to hear it, just shrugging her shoulders as if she was very calm, "Why should I shut up, can I just shut up and act as if nothing happened?" ”

He wanted to redeem it, but Di Ying rushed out and refused to look back, as if she had an iron mind, what did she want to do? Do you want to leave even if you are desperate?

After hearing this, Ji Zenglin glared at Ji Xiaoyao, his angry eyes made him quiet, and said slowly, "Di Ying, I know that this kid Ji Xiaoyao did something foolish, but you are husband and wife, and the days will last for a long time, where is there a time for husband and wife to quarrel?" Noisy and noisy can live a life, don't make a decision blindly, didn't you tell me at the beginning, you like Xiaoyao very much, since you like it, then don't give up......"

Di Ying looked back on these years, shook her head for a long time, and after listening to it, she smiled helplessly and slightly sadly, "Uncle Ji, you know...... You know how I've been doing over the years, and now I find that I don't really care, in fact, I will complain, and I will feel that it is not worth ......."

"But ......"

Di Ying shook her head, she didn't see the obscure gaze on Ji Xiaoyao's face, nor did she see his forbearing, ugly appearance, gritted her teeth and heard her say calmly, "Uncle Ji, don't worry about our affairs anymore, if you are really for our good, then let us go with the flow, and we can decide for ourselves." ”

When she said this, she only felt as if she was holding her breath, and a mouthful of blood was about to spew out, but she forcefully suppressed the feeling.

That uncomfortable feeling is also directly suppressed.

Ji Xiaoyao...... You decide. She tilted her head to the side, looked at the wall on the side, and said softly: "It's been so long, in fact, we should have made a decision a long time ago, in fact, for us, those feelings are not important, and there are many ties in our hearts...... I am tired. ”

"I'm really tired and I don't want to keep going any longer." Her hurt voice came from deep in her throat, "I don't want to care about your world in the future, I don't want to know about your affairs, because I don't think it's worth it." She would be sad when she thought of him, so she would completely forget: "I don't think we can get to the end of it like this, you can't give me the kind of life I want, I want to pursue my own life......" instead of just being born for him.

She wanted to live happily for herself.

Ji Xiaoyao's Adam's apple rolled violently, carrying a violent aura all over his body.

Want to pursue her own life, feel like she can't give her what she wants, what does she want? He suddenly thought of what Sun Manman said when he was drunk: If a woman changes her mind, she can't be unredeemed no matter what, and if she wants to fly to other men, she can think of the same way.

She wanted to fly to Chu Xiaolai.

"You've really decided?" He asked through gritted teeth.

Ji Zenglin heard his hesitation, and he was also happy in his heart, and looked at Di Ying again.

Di Ying turned her head sideways, she listened carefully to Ji Xiaoyao's words, and he asked her the answer, if he said - I don't want to, how good it would be.

However, Ji Xiaoyao did not keep it, but asked: Have you decided?

Her fingers trembled to hide her sadness and panic, and she sucked on her somewhat swollen nose: "Yes, I decided." She looked up with a very sad expression, as if she had lost the whole world, and it was difficult to say: "Ji Xiaoyao, in fact, you should also feel lucky, you didn't like me at the beginning, and now I leave the Ji family as you wish...... You can now get rid of me and pursue your happiness once and for all. She thought that he was about to leave her, and suddenly the sadness could no longer be concealed, and it was enough to stab him fiercely, "You should feel happy, right?" Secretly rejoice in your heart, don't worry, I won't bless you! When hell freezes over! Ji Xiaoyao! I wish you all happiness forever and ever! Forever! ”

She couldn't have been that generous.

I wish the past people a happy marriage.

This is the true mentality of most people, if you really like it, how can you be generous to a sentence - I wish you happiness? I wish they wouldn't be happy, and they wouldn't have a good time after leaving them.

"Bless us?" Ji Xiaoyao's emotions were very strong: "You're talking about yourself, right?" What are you performing? If you want to show your deep affection in front of our eyes, is it me Ji Xiaoyao who bears you? Di Ying, do you think you are very open? You-"You should have done everything between you and Chu Xiaolai, right?"

He had all that sentence in his throat, and he didn't dare to say it, preferring to let himself be confused, and not know what to do, which would be better.

He's afraid he'll wake himself up with those things!

"What am I? What kind of thinking do you want to use to slander me? "Break up decently, everyone can't do it, in fact, he has never trusted himself, such a rift has arisen, and there will be more quarrels in the future:" Ji Xiaoyao, you gave up first, no matter what, you shouldn't leave on the wedding day, I don't care about face, I don't care if I will lose face, what I care about is that you didn't come that day." Anyone would die, and at that moment, my heart was dead. Dead completely, I regret loving you. ”