843 Man's Heart
? The tears in Luo Xiaodan's eyes slowly fell, and he curled up in Gu Fengchun's arms and nodded, and it took a while before he let go of his arms. Luo Xiaodan is an extremely smart woman, and she knows that now is not a good time to fall in love. Whether it was Gu Fengchun's mother Su Qing or his good brother Ye Ya, they all wanted to know what happened to Gu Fengchun when he disappeared. It's just that Su Qing has always appeared with a hard face, and he never reveals his true emotions in front of anyone, while Ye Ya suppresses his emotions very familiarly, he just needs to see a lively Gu Fengchun, these actions of children's affection, leave it to Luo Xiaodan to play.
Due to Gu Fengchun's timely appearance and the resolution of this crisis, all the team members stopped and stood in place to rest, Ye Ya raised his hand to greet Gu Fengchun from afar, and smiled brightly.
Qiu Huiyan's eyes were also staring at Gu Fengchun very gently, and her smile was warm and warm. She was already well aware of the changes in her son, and her eyes were full of anticipation and relief. Gu Fengchun knew that there were not many people who could see his mother's expression.
"Have you seen Dayu?" Qiu Huiyan smiled as she walked over and asked softly in Gu Fengchun's ear.
"Hmm." Gu Fengchun replied. He knew that the Dayu that his mother was talking about was Qin Qing. In front of the mother, there is no need to hide this.
"So, now, you are a new generation of Dayu." Su Qing smiled and said.
"Hmm." In the face of his mother's keen insight, Gu Fengchun knew what happened to him, and he had already deduced it by his mother.
"That's good." Qiu Huiyan exhaled heavily, patted Gu Fengchun's shoulder, and stopped talking. But Gu Fengchun could see confidence and serenity in his mother's eyes. Seeing his mother's eyes, Gu Fengchun's heart was also relaxed.
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The team rested in place for about twenty minutes, and then continued to move forward, because Gu Fengchun came back and showed the power that shocked everyone, everyone's hearts, which had been hit by the previous series of terrifying encounters, and were on the verge of collapse, almost regained their confidence. Of course, these people are basically the guards under Ye Ya, like Xiao Zhonghua, these old fritters, they are all guys who are used to seeing the world, which of those previous activities did not face countless desperate situations? But when did they not come back to the world after a lot of twists and turns?
"Chen Si, I have something I want to tell you." Gu Fengchun walked beside Chen Si and spoke slowly.
"Say." From the moment Gu Fengchun suddenly appeared, he noticed that Gu Fengchun seemed to have some secret hidden in his heart, as if he had something to consult him. If it had been before, he would have already opened his mouth to ask, but now Gu Fengchun is more mature than before, if his problem can be solved by himself, there is no need to ask Chen Si.
"I just want to ask you a personal question." Gu Fengchun's voice was very flat. Gu Fengchun hesitated, and both of them slowed down and followed the back of the group.
"Whatever questions I know, I will answer." Chen Si's pupils tightened. With his cleverness, from Gu Fengchun's demeanor, he had already guessed the question that Gu Fengchun wanted to ask.
"When did you find out?" Chen Si smiled bitterly. He knew that Gu Fengchun wanted to ask him a question about Luo Xiaodan.
"You know what I want to ask you?" Gu Fengchun was stunned for a moment. He didn't expect that Chen Si would know him so well.
"I've known you for years." Chen Si exhaled a heavy breath and said, "Do you want to ask, is Luo Xiaodan Yun Siniang?" ”
Gu Fengchun was stunned for a moment, he really wanted to ask this question. Speechless for a while, Gu Fengchun only nodded silently.
Chen Si looked up at Luo Xiaodan's back and said slowly, "She is and is not." Chen Si turned his face, looked at Gu Fengchun's stunned expression, and said, "Luo Xiaodan is indeed the reincarnation of Siniang. When Chen Si said this, he had a sad smile on his face. But Luo Xiaodan is not Yun Siniang, you should understand, right? ”
Gu Fengchun nodded and said, "I understand." ”
Chen Si continued: "I knew a long time ago that Luo Xiaodan was the reincarnation of Siniang. But she doesn't have any characteristics of Siniang. Chen Si looked at Luo Xiaodan's back in a daze, with a trace of nostalgia in his heart, but it was more strange.
"Back then, when Siniang was dying, I used the power of Xiyang to protect Siniang's soul, hoping to find a suitable body for her and let her borrow the corpse to return her soul. But due to my negligence and operation error, Siniang's soul was gone. Speaking of this, Chen Si smiled bitterly, and then said: "But because she has the power of resting on her body, her soul can be kept for a long time, and she can also casually find a baby girl to be reincarnated." And this power can be maintained for many years, ensuring that she can remember me after she is reincarnated. Chen Si said slowly.
"So you've been looking for her?" Gu Fengchun asked.
"Not bad." Chen Si was stunned and said: "But in the vast sea of people, how difficult is it to find someone?" And it's after reincarnation? Chen Si smiled bitterly and said, "She doesn't know that I am an immortal, even if he is reincarnated, she thinks that I am dead." Chen Si said this, and his voice was low: "But I can't give up, because I know that Siniang will definitely not be happy because she remembers those memories, unless I can find her." That's why I came up with the idea of the reincarnation seal, because the reincarnation seal can sense the location of the person who carries the power of the earth on his body. So I spent a lot of time and prepared a lot just to get the reincarnation seal. ”
Gu Fengchun nodded, he knew Chen Si's history. For the sake of the reincarnation seal, Chen Si did not hesitate to fight with his mother, the third force, and did not hesitate to exchange fire with Qin Chuan, but due to the conditional elbow, after more than a thousand years, the reincarnation seal fell into his hands.
Chen Si's smile suddenly became sarcastic. "But when I got the reincarnation seal, I already knew the result. Siniang is blessed by the earth, so her soul is immortal, and she is reincarnated one life after another. But her original memories have gradually faded away, and there is no difference between her and her new soul, so I found that Siniang, who is already a brand new person, and has nothing to do with her past. ”
When Gu Fengchun heard this, Gu Fengchun could feel the feeling of powerlessness in Chen Si's voice.
This feeling is understood and understood.
When you spend countless years, countless strengths, and countless spirits to love someone and find someone, when you find it, you suddenly find that the person you are looking for is not the one you imagined in your psychological side at all, not the original one, and the kind of loss in your psychological side can never be made up.
Especially people like Chen Si. Because it took him 1,500 years. As the so-called 100 years of life, Chen Sizu exhausted the fifteen ordinary people who were born to make an unusually grand gamble, but in the end, it ended up with such a result.
No one can accept such an outcome. Especially someone like Chen Si who has great power. He can even use all the resources at hand in exchange for Luo Xiaodan's favor, and use his power alive to awaken Luo Xiaodan's memories that have been asleep.
But he didn't. Because he had enough reason to convince himself that he couldn't do it. First, Luo Xiaodan is very happy now, her relationship with Gu Fengchun has always been very good, Gu Fengchun sacrificed his life to save Luo Xiaodan, I'm afraid I can't count it on ten fingers. Luo Xiaodan is also fascinated by Gu Fengchun. With such a pair of people, he couldn't bear to step into it sideways. Because he knows that even if he can treat Siniang back then, that's it. Second, even if it awakens Luo Xiaodan's previous memories. The Luo Xiaodan in front of him is also Luo Xiaodan. It's just an extra memory, and there's not much other than the troubles between the three of them. This person will not be Yun Siniang, the kind of feeling he wants to get is impossible to return to.
So, so be it.
Gu Fengchun smiled bitterly and exhaled a heavy breath. He felt very depressed psychologically. Chen Si was carrying too many things in his heart. And why not?
Chen Si patted Gu Fengchun's shoulder heavily and said, "Treat her well." Luo Xiaodan is a good girl, of course, not as good as my fourth mother. Speaking of which, Chen Si's words were a little pantothenic, and his tone was also sour, and he felt that he had a feeling of a sour fox.
Gu Fengchun nodded, but he said bitterly: "Actually, Xiao Dan's memory has already awakened, but she has been hiding this memory all along. ”
Chen Si was taken aback. He didn't know that. He looked at Gu Fengchun in surprise. Gu Fengchun lowered his voice and told Chen Si that he had inadvertently read something in Luo Xiaodan's memory when he had encountered that crisis before.
Chen Si was silent for a while. After a long time, he said: "This is Luo Xiaodan, not Yun Siniang, her personality is completely different from Siniang." Speaking of this, the last trace of hope in Chen Si's heart was also disappointed. In his heart, he had already imagined countless things what it would be like if Luo Xiaodan suddenly regained his memory more than a thousand years ago one day.
Chen Si thought that Luo Xiaodan would at least find himself, explain the situation, and then solve it with himself, but he would at least retain a trace of attachment to himself from 1,500 years ago.
But Luo Xiaodan didn't do this.
Luo Xiaodan is even stronger than he imagined. More single-minded than he thought.
Anyway, Ah Shu has suffered from heat stroke in the past two days, with a fever, and it is almost ten o'clock when he comes back from the drip, his brain is groggy, and he can't use his strength to code words, and the Mexicans are going to stop for a day today, and they will break out again tomorrow when they recover their spirits~ Xia Xu will continue to be two more tonight, it's late, I'm sorry for the children's shoes.