Chapter 105: What Do I Know?

The two bottles of pure life soon entered Jian Xi's stomach alone, she beckoned and asked for a few bottles, and drank until she was shivering, standing up with an uncontrollable smile on her face, her body was crooked as if she was about to fall to the side at any time, Sun Wenyu held Jian Xi while preparing to pay the bill.

"Okay, I'm coming!" Jian Xi threw himself on Sun Wenyu's hand unhappily, touched the money from his wallet, and handed it to the boss with a smirk, and he didn't remember to ask the boss how much it was, nor did he remember to ask the boss to find money, so he left the barbecue stall with a beer bottle, and the two held hands and walked back to the hotel from the crowded night market.

I don't know if Jian Xi is pulling Sun Wenyu, or Sun Wenyu is supporting Jian Xi.

Walking to the road in the dead of night, Jian Xi jumped onto the curbs on both sides of the cement road, removed the hand holding Sun Wenyu, held his hands flat to maintain the balance of his already drunk body, and walked on the side of the road with a sway.

"Be careful." Sun Wenyu said.

"Out of the way!" Jian Xi waved her hand, and in the other hand she was holding a half-drunk beer bottle, she felt a little supportive, but her consciousness was still very clear, but her body was a little uncalled, she tried hard to barely let herself fall to the left, but she was still leaning in that direction, she tried her best, but she still couldn't control her body, so she had to jump off the road, pouted and looked at Sun Wenyu and said, "I used to play like this when I was young!" ”

"I'll hold you." Sun Wenyu said, stretching out his hand.

Jian Xi put his hand on it, jumped on the low steps again, staggered two more steps, and said to Sun Wenyu in a somewhat vague voice, "When I was young, my parents had to go to work, my grandma took me, I wanted to play, she just supported me like this, I grew up and became heavy, grandma couldn't support me anymore, sometimes I fell down and twisted my foot and fell all over the body, and I walked with a limp." She looked at Sun Wenyu and smirked, gesturing with a limp.

"I can hold it." Sun Wenyu nodded.

"Then she left, and I was the last person to know the news. I still go to school, and my parents don't let me know what my classmates told me. At the funeral, I watched the people of the brigade holding my grandmother's urn, and I didn't cry, not a single tear fell. Jian Xi still had a strong smile on her face, "You don't know, I loved to cry when I was young, and I would cry every day, but that day I was so angry, I didn't shed a single tear, and my mother said that I was a wolf who couldn't be fed!" ”

Sun Wenyu didn't ask Jian Xi to go any further, he hugged her in his arms, and he could see that Jian Xi was unhappy.

Jian Xi's chin rested on Sun Wenyu's shoulder, and tears fell down one by one, "Back and forth, I have met many people in my life, some people appear and some people leave, I just think that when I am together, I should be good to them anyway, and there is nothing to regret, there is no feast in the world!" In a life of gathering less and leaving more, you should have an open-minded spirit! She smirked as she said "hehe", and tears fell from her eyes.

"But what do I know! After so many years, I felt that my grandmother was really gone, and I couldn't do anything for her? When she was there, she took care of me, loved me, spoiled me, gave me candy, cooked for me, and limped like me, and what about me? Jian Xi grabbed Sun Wenyu's arm and shouted hysterically at her, "We don't even have a chance to repay, and when she leaves, we don't even have the money to go to the hospital to check what kind of illness this is?" She would give me all of one candy, because she couldn't afford two, so she gave her all to my granddaughter. ”

"My grandma has taken care of me alone since I was a child, and my grandfather was outside to take care of his mistress, until my grandma fell ill and died, he didn't take a little time to see his wife," Jian Xi smirked stupidly, "When I am really sensible, I know how unhappy my grandmother who loves me so much, she is a knowledgeable youth from Beijing, but she stayed in the western border of the motherland for my grandfather, and in the end?" In exchange for what? When I was raised and wanted to repay this love, the person who should have been loved and respected is long gone, I'm open-minded! She couldn't stop crying, "I don't really know anything, I'm just a white-eyed wolf who can't be fed." ”

"Jian Xi!" Sun Wenyu hugged Jian Xi in his arms, "If you feel bitter in your heart, say it, I have more life experience than you, maybe I can tell you what to do?" ”

Jian Xi shook his head and cried even more, and his head against Sun Wenyu's shoulder kept shaking.

……

When I was a child, when I was noisy and willful

My grandmother would always sing and coax me

On a summer afternoon, my grandmother's song comforted me

That song seems to sing like this

It's dark and it's raining

It's dark, it's dark

Left as a child and had a life of his own

Fresh songs, fresh thoughts

Wayward and impulsive, when you can't control it

I forgot that there were still such songs

"If you don't drive again, I'll go down and say hello to them." Lin Yixue turned off the power amplifier of the car CD a little lower, so that her voice was higher than singing, she sat in the co-pilot seat and said to Yu Cheng beside her, Yu Cheng's eyes stared at Jian Xi who was held in Sun Wenyu's arms outside the window, and he saw her smile, crying and fussing in his eyes, and he took it all in his heart.

Yu Cheng re-hung the gear, stepped on the accelerator and drove out, there was no expression on his face, Lin Yixue's eyes glanced behind him again, "I really don't understand you, just chase it if you like it!" ”

"She's doing well." Yu Cheng drove the car and looked straight at the night in front of him, and said slowly.

"You don't say if she's doing well, you have to ask her, anyway, what I saw was her crying." Lin Yixue spread her hands, hating Yu Cheng's appearance that he knew the world.

"Even if she is crying, it is because she is willing to cry to Sun Wenyu, which shows that she is very good by his side." Yu Cheng looked at Lin Yixue and explained, Lin Yixue swallowed what she wanted to say and swallowed it alive, turned her face to look at the flickering neon that was rapidly retreating outside the window, "I've been to find Jianxi." ”

"What did you say?" Yu Cheng braked the car suddenly, causing Lin Yixue's head to almost hit the windshield.

"What's wrong?" Lin Yixue innocently rubbed her shoulders and looked at Yu Cheng who was startled in confusion, this has never been his style, which can only show that in Yu Cheng's heart, Jian Xi is a soft area that cannot be touched, and such a discovery is good or bad.

The good thing is: Lin Yixue always thought that Yu Cheng was not very good at falling in love with others, but it turned out that he was also a person with feelings; What's not so good is that the person he fell in love with has already fallen in love with someone else, as long as he is not blind in Luocheng, he can see that Sun Wenyu loves Jian Xi, and Jian Xi also loves Sun Wenyu.

"It's okay, don't go to Jian Xi!" Yu Cheng scolded, "She's not you, you can afford to play some games, but she can't." ”

"You underestimate her too much," Lin Yixue leaned on the co-pilot and said, she laughed, "Look, this game is going to be very interesting!" ”

"Lin Yixue!" Yu Cheng scolded.

"Hey...... I just invited her to join Shengjing, and I didn't run to ask her, what is the relationship between you and Yu Cheng, and what are you nervous about? Lin Yixue's words were general, with a little malicious expression, she sighed twice, and bit her lower lip to hide the smile on her face.

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After a heart-wrenching cry, Jian Xi was carried back to the hotel by Sun Wenyu, put it on the bed and turned over and fell asleep, she felt that her head was extremely heavy, and more and more woolen knots were entangled in her heart and pulled into a dead knot, as if she could never open it, Jian Xi could never find a head of this thread.

Only when she was shivering from the spring breeze in the middle of the night, and Jian Xi woke up from a nightmare, she could draw some warmth from the man next to her and get closer to him. It is this happiness that is close at hand, she has no confidence to grasp it, he said that everything can be told to him, but he is the only object that Jian Xi does not want to tell the truth, if he knows everything, it will be completely over between them.

When she woke up in the morning, the sun was still shining, Jian Xi's huge eyes stared at the man in front of her, and when she saw him open her eyes, she responded with the brightest smile, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Why do you wake up so early?" Sun Wenyu looked at the delicate woman beside him and asked.

"I'm afraid you won't be able to see me when you wake up." Jian Xi smiled very well, the two shallow dimples on her face made her look even more charming, and her full lips, eyes curved into crescents, and pink cheeks together formed a smiling picture, which was pleasing to the eye.

"I'm going for a run, am I going?" Sun Wenyu pinched Jian Xi's nose, he didn't know when she became so good at talking and being so clingy, he didn't know the panic in Jian Xi's heart, and he didn't know that Jian Xi was pretending to be calm, only after getting drunk, he could see that she was remembering herself and Cai Fenfen in the past three years.

Jian Xi had already told Sun Wenyu about their breakup, but he didn't tell him why?

Lin Hao has made a lot of phone calls in the past few days, Jian Xi is also pressed down, she will not face it, but she is good at escaping, Sun Wenyu boasts that he is strong enough to give Jian Xi a shelter from the wind and rain, but he himself doesn't know, once one day, this harbor collapses, what kind of situation will the people who are protected inside?

On the Corniche, the sun has just shown its face at the end of the shoreline, and the red afterglow glows with a tiny light. The weather is warmer, there are more and more people on Binhai Avenue, Jian Xi is wearing a thin long-sleeved sweatshirt and follows Sun Wenyu running back and forth on the long street, the sun is gradually getting higher, rising to the air and hanging, bringing the heat of the beginning of summer, Jian Xi and Sun Wenyu turned back to run the last section, and met Li Yunjie and Sun Wentao head-on.

"Brother?" Sun Wentao pretended to be surprised and looked at Sun Wenyu and said hello, "You guys are also there?" After that, he looked at Jian Xi and shouted in a voice close to flattering, "Sister-in-law! ”

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