Chapter 382: I'm Just Putting Up With You
thought that even death could be earth-shattering, but Qing Li finally returned to the dark prison, waiting for her verdict in this square inch.
How long will she stay in this prison, how many days will she have to live, and what kind of death will Shan Liancheng give her? None of this is known. All she knew was that she had no chance to turn over.
Without this final blow, she could have watched over him silently for the rest of her life, not far from him or closer. Even if he didn't look at her more, it didn't affect her love for him.
But now, he will never forgive her again.
But she doesn't regret it, if she doesn't fight hard for revenge, she won't forgive herself in the first place.
Chinese New Year's Eve, a day of family reunion.
Qing Li sat on the damp straw of the prison, unable to hear any movement outside.
However, she can imagine that this year's Chinese New Year's Eve will not be lively.
This sensitive day is the easiest to recall the past, but she only thinks of her mother, because she has never seen her father look like.
When Dayan broke the Daiguo, her father, who was a general, died, and her mother had just conceived her at that time, and she was her father's widow.
Although she had never met her father, she gradually restored her father's appearance from her mother's description, and she imagined that he must be a heroic and mighty general.
Since she was a child, many people have been telling her that the third prince of Dayan is the widow of the acting king, and she is convinced. At that time, she hadn't seen the third prince of Dayan, but she already knew that she and he had grown up with the same blood feud, not only family feuds, but also national hatreds.
She always firmly believed that he would one day return to China.
She grew up in the group of representatives of the remnants of the country who were determined to restore the country, and supporting the restoration of the three princes became her ambition when she was very young.
That year, the eight-year-old Shan Liancheng was successfully taken out of the capital by their plot, and on the way back to Daiguo, there were two people chasing them, one was looking for the three princes, and the other was chasing and killing.
In order to get rid of Shan Liancheng from the pursuit, her mother disguised her as a man. She was only a few months older than Shan Liancheng, and she was a child at that time, and she was about the same size, so it was easy to dress up as a man.
Although she was a little scared at the time, the mission of restoring the country had been ingrained in their long-term indoctrination. It is this mission that makes her brave.
Pretending to be Shan Liancheng, she successfully diverted the attention of the pursuers, but was quickly caught by them, probably because they were afraid that the emperor of Dayan would pursue her, so they left her in the ice cellar and prepared to freeze her to death.
She stayed in the ice cellar for two hours, and her whole body was numb, and she really wanted to cry at that time, but she felt as if even the tears were frozen and could not flow. And she thinks that the third prince will not cry. Because when her mother pushed her out dressed as a man, she hurriedly glanced at the third prince. Although he was captive, hunted down, and all kinds of dangers, he was still a child at the time, but his expression was calm, not like a child.
Moreover, he is really beautiful! She swore she had never seen a prettier boy than him, and his appearance was engraved in her heart at a glance. She felt that such a beautiful person should not die early, as long as she remembered that calm and beautiful face, she felt that even if she died on his behalf, she was lucky.
She really thought that she would freeze to death in the ice cellar, but her mother still came to save her, as a mother, how could she bear to watch her child die?
She was frozen and couldn't run at all, and she didn't have to run far before the men caught up again. She didn't expect the third prince to suddenly appear, and ran away with her without saying a word, when her mother lost her life in order to drag those people.
Later, Emperor Dayan's men found them, and those who pursued and killed them never had a chance again. Originally, they wanted to leave with the third prince immediately, but the third prince insisted on burying her mother.
Seeing that she was helpless, he took her back to the capital, and later learned from Concubine Hui that Concubine Hui and her mother were also very good sisters back then.
At that time, Concubine Hui treated her like her own daughter, and often told her about her father's past, she always thought that Concubine Hui also wanted revenge.
But as a result, Shan Liancheng's life experience was just a misunderstanding, and he had no position to avenge the country at all, let alone restore the country.
He didn't report it, she had to report it, when her father and mother died tragically, she had to do something to comfort their souls in the sky.
But she failed after all, not only did she not take revenge, she lost everything.
If she could turn back time, she would rather go back to the time when they were still on the run, even if they lived in fear every day, even if they could never take revenge, at least she was on the same front with him at that time.
Qing Li closed her eyes, and her mind always remembered what he looked like when she glanced at him in a hurry, his beautiful face had a composure that did not match his age, so at that time it could be seen that he was by no means a thing in the pool.
At that time, everyone had high hopes for him, but she didn't expect that no matter how powerful he was, he could only stand in opposition in the end.
Although they have saved each other and fled together in the past, they are not on the same front after all, and she has always been wrong.
However, no matter what, she couldn't hate him, only love, love that was humble to the dust.
Suddenly there was movement outside the cell, and her thoughts were pulled back. She pricked up her ears and heard footsteps getting closer.
When a figure finally appeared outside the cell, Qing Li, who had been sitting calmly, suddenly became a little excited.
"What are you here to do? You came to see my jokes? ”
Yun Qixi stood not far from the door of the cell, indifferently watching Qingli sitting on the ground, staring at her with a pair of resentful eyes.
"On Chinese New Year's Eve last year, I came to the prison to accompany him, at that time, many difficulties were in front of us, and the future was full of too many unknowns. It's been a whole year now, and you're here. Isn't it strange that life has happened? ”
Yun Qixi said lightly, there was no ridicule or smugness in his tone, only plainness.
Qing Li snorted coldly, looked away, and didn't want to talk to her.
Yun Qixi ignored her indifference and continued, "Do you think I don't know everything you do? Are you stupid for me? ”
Qing Li looked at her again, a little emotional, "What if you know?" If you kind of you're going to kill me. If you don't kill me, I won't be grateful to you. ”
"Killing is a very serious word in my education, it's not that I don't dare to kill you, I've just been tolerating you, do you know why?"
Staring at Qing Li's slightly stunned expression, Yun Qixi said, "Because he said you are different." ”
Qing Li's eyes flashed with shock, and then slowly replaced by a sadness, and his delicate thin lips trembled slightly, close to the edge of collapse.
"Because he is tolerating you, I think he can endure it, I can also endure it, care about a person, not only do what he likes, but also endure not to do what he doesn't like."
Tears welled up from Qingli's eyes, and Yun Qixi stared at her indifferently and continued.
"Don't tell me how much you care about him, I don't believe it, if you really care about him, would you force him like this and embarrass him? Are you happy to make him miserable? He is not the widow of the acting king, he is now the emperor of Dayan, this is a fact, how much does the grievances of the previous generation have to do with him? Isn't your enemy buried in the ground? ”
Qing Li didn't answer, just silently shed tears.
"He's not an ungrateful person, but he can't let you go easily, even if you can ignore everything you have done to me, but just because you want to burn the emperor's coffin and destroy the emperor's tomb, it's enough to kill you. I like to look at things in two, and I thank you and your mother for your dedication to him. If you have any wishes, just say it, and I will do my best to satisfy you. ”
Qing Li hugged his knees, finally couldn't control it, and cried.
In the empty prison, her heart-rending cry echoed, and it sounded very desolate.
In Yun Qixi's impression, Qingli has always been a decent person in front of people, and she has also had a fierce side in front of her, but she has never been so fragile and collapsed.
People, when they are dying, they will probably be like this, draining all the tears that were suppressed in the past.
Yun Qixi turned around and left slowly, walked for a while, and heard Qing Li's crying voice.
"Ask Ye to bury me in Daiguo, next to my mother, I have never been filial in my life, let me accompany her."
Yun Qixi did not pause and walked out of the prison.
Qingli finally got the punishment she deserved, but Yun Qixi didn't feel so relieved.
Out of the prison, she kept walking towards the Chengqian Palace, her steps were hurried, and she seemed too eager.
Xiao Luzi stood at the door, and before she could say hello, she saw her stride in.
Straight into the inner hall, at a glance I saw Shan Liancheng standing in front of the small bed, standing with his back to her, and Lily of the Valley lying in the crook of his arm.
Yun Qixi hurriedly rushed over and hugged him tightly from behind.
"Liancheng, you know what? In fact, last year on the Tanabata No. 1, I still had a wish, but I was afraid that it would not come true, so I didn't dare to say it. ”
Shan Liancheng put the sleeping lily of the valley back on the bed, turned around, hugged her, and lifted her little face.
"What is it?"
Yun Qixi stared at him with red eyes, "My wish at that time was to give you a child, I understand medicine, I know my own body, and my chances of getting pregnant are small." ”
Shan Liancheng chuckled, "But don't we have lily of the valley now?" It shows that God takes care of us. ”
Yun Qixi frowned, his eyes a little dazed.
"Is our family of three really together? Why do I feel like I'm dreaming? Liancheng, you slap me quickly and let me know that this is not a dream. ”
Shan Liancheng raised his lips and smiled, suddenly lowered his head and kissed her lips, his lips were close to each other, and he said in a hoarse voice, "This is not a dream. ”
Yun Qixi sighed, softened in his arms, and said in a daze, "But, why do I feel more like a dream." ”