Chapter 410: The son wants to raise but doesn't wait
Shan Liancheng didn't let her walk barefoot for half a step, and carried her back to Chengqian Palace all the way and put her on the couch.
There was still a faint smell of wine in the inner hall, which blended with the smell of wine on the man in front of him.
Yun Qixi stared at the letter in his hand for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to open it, and after reading it, there was no trace of blood on his face.
Shan Liancheng sat down beside her, and his warm hand reached over and held her hand in his palm.
"Qixi Festival, I have already arranged it, let Ge Feng send you to Beidi tomorrow."
Yun Qixi only felt that his eyes were sore and swollen, but his tears couldn't fall.
This letter came from Beidi, and it was the news of Tuoba Xun's death.
At that time in Beidi, she felt that he had a sense of intimacy for no reason, and now that she thinks about it, it is because blood is thicker than water.
Although the two fathers and daughters lack to get along and do not have the usual deep feelings between father and daughter, family affection is a kind of nature, and when she suddenly learned the news, she still felt as if a piece of her heart had been cut off, and it hurt.
She went to Tiger City a few days ago, originally wanting to see him, but later changed her itinerary. I still want to find a chance to go again in the future, but unfortunately, now, even if she cried in front of his grave for three days and three nights, he couldn't hear it.
For the first time, Yun Qixi experienced the pain of "the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait".
"I have nothing, no mother, no father, and no you."
Yun Qixi lowered his head, his eyelashes blinked slightly, and two lines of tears slid down and dripped on the back of his hand, making his fingers tremble.
Shan Liancheng hugged her and kissed her forehead distressedly, her throat a little tight.
"Tanabata, you still have me."
His familiar breath made her eyes red, but when she thought of this draft and thought that he had called someone else to sleep tonight, her heart was blocked and she gently pushed him away.
"I said, I only need to be a couple for the rest of my life, since you choose someone else, we are finished."
Shan Liancheng grabbed her shoulders, "What do you mean?" ”
Yun Qixi raised his head and stared at him sadly.
"It's over, from now on, you take your Yangguan Road, I take my single-plank bridge, and we will never have anything to do with each other again."
"You dare?" Shan Liancheng raised his voice and glared at her.
Yun Qixi smiled bitterly with tears in her eyes, and looked at him sadly, "Yes, I don't dare, you are the emperor who is high, and I am now a child without a father and mother, what ability can I compete with you?" ”
Her hoarse voice made his eyes hurt and hugged her tighter.
"Tanabata, how can it be over between us? Do you want Lily of the Valley to have no father or no mother? I'm yours alone, and the draft is for you not to be pushed to the cusp, so that you don't get hurt. ”
Yun Qixi's body shook and looked at him blankly.
"Aren't you angry with me?"
Shan Liancheng stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, and sighed helplessly for a long time, "Qixi, it's normal for me to be angry, because you are important to me, I'm angry, isn't it?" ”
Yun Qixi looked at him angrily, "So you're using the draft to block my heart?" ”
Shan Liancheng shook his head, "No, it's just that two things happened to come together, and I originally wanted to tell you about it that night." ”
"Then your queen mother has already chosen someone for you."
Shan Liancheng let her lean on his shoulder, one hand rubbing her arm comfortingly.
"They can get into the harem, but they can't get into my heart, my people, and my heart are all yours alone."
Yun Qixi rushed to Chengqian Palace in such a hurry at first, and he was ready to bow his head in front of him, but he was still one step ahead. may have suddenly received the news of Tuobaxun's death, and he knew that she was sad enough, so he couldn't bear to continue to be angry with her.
"I don't have anything to do with Ling Yun, he was drunk at the time, so he did something impulsive, but only as you can see. He has already returned to Xiliang, and I heard him say that he will soon accept the prince and concubine. ”
Shan Liancheng helped her sit down, slowly lowered his head and gently touched her lips.
"Tanabata, don't let others kiss you again, you're mine."
His words were not strong, but seemed to be pleading, which made Yun Qixi's heart a little sour.
Yun Qixi stretched out his hand to hug him, and said in his arms, "Liancheng, if you are not the emperor, how good it would be." ”
Shan Liancheng patted her back gently, "Qixi, I am in front of you, and I have never been an emperor. ”
But the emperor is his identity, an identity that is full of power, but also exhausting and helpless.
Yun Qixi stayed awake all night, thinking that she was going to leave for Beidi tomorrow, she couldn't sleep. In the arms of Shan Liancheng, he waited for the dawn with his eyes open.
Even if the power reaches the sky, isn't there something irreparable? Such as life and death.
At that time, the second lady left her three relics, a diary, a gold medal for avoiding death, and a jade pendant.
Before Yun Qixi set off, he deliberately found the jade pendant. Looking closely now, the patterns on this jade pendant are very similar to those strange patterns she had seen in the Beidi court. If she didn't guess wrong, this jade pendant must be related to the second miss's life experience, and the second miss's life experience is her life experience.
When he set off with Ge Feng, Yun Qixi knew that there was an old friend accompanying him on this trip to Beidi, who was Yuan Yi, the captain of the fifth detachment of the former baggage battalion. It turned out that this urgent letter from Beidi was sent by Yuan Yi, who was not from Dayan, but from Beidi.
So at the beginning, Wuye actually installed a lot of people in Dayan, and Yuan Yi was definitely not the only one.
It is not an easy task for Agarwood Pavilion to gain a foothold in the capital overnight, and it is not an easy task to be able to sell the tea soaked in Ahibiscus powder to Shan Ziyin and be recognized by him, and no one will find out that it is greasy.
Also, Wuye may have known Shan Cong's true identity for a long time, so part of the reason for his friendship with him is probably because he has a common enemy.
This one thing can only show that her father Tuoba Xun carefully laid out a long game, just to be able to move back Mu Jinluo's bones.
All this is too complicated, but fortunately it has passed, Shan Cong untied the knot in his heart and let go of his hatred. Wuye also fulfilled his lifelong wish for Tuoba Xun.
In the conversation with Yuan Yi, Yun Qixi learned that when she mixed into the baggage camp to go to the front line, Wuye deliberately looked for him and asked him to take more care of her.
Thinking about it carefully, along the way, Yuan Yi did take good care of her, so he knew that she was a woman from the beginning, and even knew her identity.
Also, when they infiltrated Yu Jialing, she was arrested, Ah Lang, that is, Shan Cong didn't know whether to scare her or really, he made a gesture to bully her, but he suddenly received a letter and didn't continue. She still remembers that Alang said at that time, "Someone won't let me touch you", according to Yuan Yi, this letter was sent by him, the letter was confessed by Wuye before departure, he said that if she fell into the hands of Urdan, he would give the letter to Alang.
So Wuye has done a lot of things silently behind his back, and he should have known that the second lady of the Guogong Mansion was Tuoba Xun's biological daughter.
The carriage walked to the gate of the city and met the beautiful Yun of the Splendid Fang, and coincidentally she said that she was also going to Beidi, hoping to go with her.
"Aunt Yun, what are you doing in Beidi?" Yun Qixi asked.
Qiao Yun smiled, "My old friend is gone, and I want to give him a ride." ”
Seeing Yun Qixi looking at her questioningly, Qiao Yun smiled and said, "I'm just like you, going to send Tuoba Xun." ”
Yun Qixi realized that it was no coincidence that Qiao Yun went to Beidi.
On the way, Yun Qixi chatted with Qiao Yun, and Qiao Yun generously told the story of the year.
It turned out that when Tuoba Xun came to Dayan, she fell in love with him at first sight, but unfortunately Tuoba Xun fell in love with her good sister Mu Jinluo, so she could only secretly put this love in her heart.
Qiaoyun's mentality is very good, for this relationship, she does not force, does not complain, and believes that everything is arranged by God.
At that time, she witnessed the pain of Tuoba Xun and Mu Jinluo falling in love but not being together, and she even wanted to help them.
It's a pity that the commoners can't compete with the emperor, and Beidi at that time can't compete with Dayan, so they missed it for a lifetime.
They walked for three days to reach Beidi, plus the two days that Yuan Yi quickly sent the letter to Dayan, and when they entered the Beidi Imperial City, it was already five days after Tuoba Xun's death.
The weather in May was already a little hot, and Yun Qixi was worried on the road, for fear that they would not be able to see the last side of Tuoba Xun, so they were forced to bury him in a hurry in this hot weather.
It wasn't until she saw the mourning hall with a white cloth that she was relieved.
Walking into the mourning hall, I saw the ice coffin placed in the middle of the front at a glance.
Wuye wore a filial piety suit, stood next to the ice coffin, and watched them walk in step by step.
In the ice coffin, Tuoba Xun closed his eyes, very peaceful, as if he was quietly asleep.
He was her father, but before him, she had only had two contacts with him, and now that they were goodbye, they were already separated by yin and yang.
If she had come to see him in time after knowing her background, he might have been able to leave without regrets.
It's a pity that there are many things in life that people don't allow people to regret.
Qiao Yun seemed to have mustered up a lot of courage to walk to the ice coffin, looked at the people in the ice coffin, and two lines of tears rolled out of her eyes in an instant.
Since she met Qiaoyun, Yun Qixi has always felt that she is like a strong woman, and her fragile side is never easy to show, and this is the first time she has seen her shed tears.
"Aunt Yun!" Yun Qixi held Qiao Yun's hand.
Although her own eyes were sour at this moment, she felt that Qiao Yun's sadness at this moment was even greater.
"Aunt Yun, I think my father should go very peacefully, and besides, he no longer has to suffer from illness, which is also a relief for him."
Qiao Yun let tears fall on the ice coffin, and shook her head with tears, "I'm sad not because he died, everyone has to die, and there is nothing sad to think about." I am sad that there is no one in this world who will let me love with all my life's strength. ”
After listening to Qiao Yun's words, Yun Qixi suddenly came to the tears that he had endured for a long time.
Everyone, who has lived a different life, will have different perceptions of life.
This is the feeling that Aunt Yun has loved all her life, Tuoba Xun's death took away the feelings she had never received a response from him, and then made her lose the ability to love someone again.
Not long after, Yun Qixi finally truly realized the meaning of her words.
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