Chapter 392: What you can't get is always in turmoil

After Ji Xiaoyao left, Di Ying slowly pushed the quilt away, sat up, closed her eyes and scolded secretly, "Di Ying, you are also a female cousin." ”

Her body has been cleaned very clean, but she still feels full of the smell of that person, her skin is fair and fragile, and there are still some poked marks on her body, she raised her hand to cover up those traces of herself, trying to remove those pictures from her mind, raising her hand and patting her head frantically trying to make herself sober.

She can't go on like this, she can't go back, absolutely not.

But he felt that he couldn't face Ji Lingyu, the man who had waited for him for so long, and he felt that he couldn't face the dead Sun Dasheng...... She struggled to go crazy.

Ji Xiaoyao went to the room to change clothes, the throbbing in his body was not completely released, he had been living a pure life for four years, and at that moment he suddenly felt as if he had regained a trace of ...... Significance? Biting the cigarette butt, Ji Xiaoyao went downstairs, Ji Wang was taken back by the nanny, and walked over after putting down the schoolbag.

The maid went up and knocked on the door, but Di Ying didn't make a sound, so she came down, "Mr. Ji, Miss Di doesn't seem to want to come down." ”

She was still angry, angry that she had just treated her like that, women sometimes became arrogant and lost their temper, but to take her back from Ji Lingyu's side, of course he had to use some methods. Ji Xiaoyao's stomach was a little uncomfortable, and the burning feeling of his stomach made him not in the mood to eat, but Ji Wang couldn't do it, he nodded and patted Ji Wang's head and said, "Let's call Mom?" ”

"Is Mommy back?" He raised his head, Ji Xiaoyao nodded and squatted down to look at Ji Wang, and said a few words in his ear, and suddenly Ji Wang's eyes flashed, walking in front with his little fat legs, and when he reached the door, he reached out and knocked on the door.

Di Ying was sitting on the bed still thinking about what had just happened, when she heard a knock at the door, she knocked on the door lightly and heavily, without any strength, and then the milky voice came in, "Mom, I'm Ji Wang, can I come in?" ”

Ji Wang?

Di Ying got out of bed and opened the door, there was no light in the room, but the lights from outside poured in, Ji Wang looked handsome in a small vest, and his eyes were also big, and Ji Xiaoyao was slim standing behind him, she looked away and squatted in front of Ji Wang, rubbing the hair on top of his head that was curled by the nanny.

Ji Wang, this guy is very stinky and fartful, he loves beauty very much when he is very young, he chooses his own clothes every day, and asks the nanny to give him his hair, if he dresses up inappropriately, he will never go out, and he doesn't know who inherited it.

After the operation, Ji Wang's complexion has improved a lot, the little face is still round, pink, and tender, she kissed Ji Wang's face, Ji Wang's eyelashes flashed like a small fan, "Mom, let's go to dinner together, I'm hungry, you can eat with me." ”

He was in a better mood after seeing Di Ying.

Di Ying saw the feet in her sight and wanted to refuse, but she still hugged Ji Wang, and Ji Wang hugged her neck, "Okay, mom will take you to dinner." ”

Ji Xiaoyao saw her waist leaning back slightly, although Ji Wang was young but not lightweight, he turned sideways to give up his position or walked to her, "I'll hold Ji Wang." ”

"No, I can do it myself." She turned her head and said, she didn't look at him and hugged the child down, put Ji Wang on the chair Di Ying was holding chopsticks for him, Ji Wang sat on the table to eat, and he ate Di Ying while serving him vegetables.

Ji Xiaoyao only looked at Di Ying's coquettish side face, her eyes were full of warmth when she looked at Ji Wang, but for herself, she was as cold as ice.

"Di Ying." He saw that Di Ying had been serving him vegetables, and couldn't bear to remind, "It's not good for him, he's a boy, some things should be done by himself, and boys should cultivate his independent character from an early age." ”

"My children know how to raise them." She doesn't know how to take care of children, and Ji Wang didn't grow up by herself, so she wants to give Ji Wang everything good, she said in a low voice, and decided to have a good talk with Ji Xiaoyao, that kind of thing just now can't happen again, she said to Ji Xiaoyao very coldly, "Ji Xiaoyao, we are all Ji Wang's parents." ”

"What do you want to say?" He maintained the position of holding the dish, then withdrew the chopsticks and placed them on top of the bone plate.

"......" Di Ying lowered her voice very low, afraid that Ji Wang would hear the smell of gunpowder between them, and touched Ji Wang's head and said, "Eat well." ”

After finishing speaking, Di Ying looked sideways at the man next to her and said, "We all hope that Ji Wang is good, and we hope that Ji Wang can grow up in a simple and happy world, but Ji Wang also has to understand the relationship between me and you since childhood, and the past between us does not need to be told to the child, nor does it need to be told to the child, his appearance is a bad memory for us." You also feel very sorry for Ji Wang, I will not fight with you for the custody of the child, but I am the mother of the child, and your work is also very busy on weekdays, I can take care of the child on weekdays, and I will send the child to you on weekends. If you have work to do or find it inconvenient, I can take Ji Wang with you. ”

"You want to say that you are going to move away with Ji Wang?" He clenched his fists and asked coldly.

"I don't live here myself, it's the result of my thoughts, and Ji Wang also needs me." She looked down into Ji Wang's eyes and asked, "Do you want to be with Mommy?" Mom can cook for you every day, send you to school, and take you to play, okay? ”

Ji Wang's eyes looked at Di Ying, and then looked at Ji Xiaoyao as if he was thinking about something.

Ji Xiaoyao wanted to be angry, and after that incident happened in the afternoon, he didn't make any other changes to her, just let her leave her faster? "You take Ji Wang, do you want my son to be called Ji Lingyu's father?"

The man's possessiveness is at work, Di Ying said directly and affirmatively, "This is Ji Wang's right to choose, he can call Uncle Ji Lingyu, how to call it is Ji Wang's own business, but I also have the right to take care of Ji Wang, Ji Xiaoyao, you should understand, even if you want to fight a custody lawsuit, I may not necessarily lose to you, you have the Ji family behind you, and you can even find Chu Qingqing to fight a lawsuit for you, but there is Ji Lingyu behind me, no matter which aspect you come to negotiate, you don't have any more advantages than me, What's more, my mother belongs to the weaker side, and the judge will be more inclined to me at that time. ”

"I can also use all means to get custody." She strongly resisted Ji Xiaoyao, wanting him to recognize this fact.

The two were on edge.

They all stopped what they were doing.

Ji Xiaoyao's jaw was clenched, and Di Ying also stared at the man opposite without giving in.

"Di Ying, didn't you pay attention to what I told you just now?" He tilted his head and placed his hands tightly on the table.

"......" She remembered what she had just said in the bathroom, he believed what Ji Xiaoyao said to herself, and spread her sincerity in front of her, but Ji Xiaoyao could be ruthless to Sun Manman, but she couldn't be ruthless to Ji Lingyu, how could she tell Ji Lingyu?

Or even say what happened just now?

"Forget, Ji Xiaoyao, it's better for you to forget about that incident too, do you think it's worth showing off if something like that happens on the premise of not respecting women's wishes?" She gritted her teeth, "You must have done that on purpose, deliberately turning off the hot water, right?" ”

Ji Xiaoyao had nothing to say, but Di Ying sneered, "Should I applaud you?" Mr. Ji was able to come up with such a solution? to seduce a woman? ”

She calmed down and made herself more ruthless, looking at everything in front of her, there was water in her eyes, and she would still feel sullen and uncomfortable in her heart when she cut off all this, and said with tears in her eyes, "Ji Xiaoyao, when you forced me to return to you, you never thought about it, it is impossible, can the pain of the past really be forgotten?" You can, but I can't. ”

"You'll never know what it's like to watch someone who loves you, someone who cares about you, die in front of your eyes."

"I close my eyes every night and see their faces, that feeling."

"What does it feel like to be scolded and spit on by the living, if money could solve many things, probably we wouldn't be so miserable." Tears slid down the corners of her eyes, and the tingling in her heart intensified.

Ji Xiaoyao was silent.

He has lived a very painful life in the past four years, very painful, he resents Ji Lingyu for not telling him Di Ying's whereabouts, but now he just wants to heal the pain on her body, he just clearly saw the scars on Di Ying's body, some injuries can no longer be healed or forgotten no matter how long it takes, if it is forgotten, then the dead person, is it worth dying?

"Di Ying." His voice was also very difficult to spit out, and he also felt uncomfortable, "I know you hate me, and you can't even forget that past, but I hope you don't hurt yourself, Sun Dasheng He loves you, but he wants you to live a good life even more." What I've done may not be acceptable to you right now. ”

"But, I really want you to come back to me, and let's give Ji Wang a good home together, okay? As long as a person is alive, there are many things he can do, let's take care of his family together, okay? Don't leave any regrets......"

"Don't leave any regrets?"

Hearing this, she couldn't help it, and stared at Ji Xiaoyao fiercely as if she had stood up and yelled at him like crazy, "Ji Xiaoyao, you want to drive me crazy, completely drive me crazy!" ”

She really couldn't go on listening.

She felt like she was at war with heaven and man.

She wants to be happy, too.

She thought, more than anyone else.

Ji Wang was frightened and suddenly held his small mouth, and his cry gradually became louder, and a burst of crying sounded, "Mom......"

looked at Ji Xiaoyao helplessly, "Dad, I don't want you to quarrel, I don't want ......"

Di Ying held her head, she was dizzy in front of her eyes, and she couldn't control her temper, she turned around and ran upstairs while she was staying, she was afraid that her terrible appearance would be seen by Ji Wang, and it would hurt Ji Wang.