The unspeakable loss is in his heart, maybe he will never come back, if this is the case, Shen Nian hopes that he can start his life again, stop struggling with the past, as long as he is doing well, he can rest assured.

Shen Nian sat on the hospital bed for a long time before leaving to return to the academy.

She didn't come back for the past two days, and Qiu Benming handed over the recorded lessons to her, which surprised Shen Nian very much, she didn't expect him to take special care of herself, because of Jiang Qingyan's identity or because of Shen Nian's relationship, in short, she didn't want to have too much contact with him.

Qiu Benming always observed her when he lectured, seeing that she didn't have any energy, and asked her to eat together after school, but was rejected by Shen Nian.

Shen Nian knew very well that he should keep a certain distance from him, otherwise he might find out his identity after a long period of contact.

At the end of the afternoon class, Qiu Benming was still waiting at the door of the classroom, Shen Nian left quickly, and he followed closely: "Classmate Jiang, you don't have anything else to do, and it's not so difficult to have a meal with me, you know that I have a lot of questions in my heart, why do I want you to help answer them." ”

Escaping is not a way after all, it will only make him more curious, Shen Nian deliberately avoided him at school, which seems to be counterproductive.

"Alright! I promise you. ”

Akimoto smiled softly: "Then follow me." ”

Shen Nian's knowledge of him was all before, except for studying, they rarely communicated in private, mainly for people with low status like themselves, who never thought of contacting such a big person, although he also sent an invitation to himself in memory, but he was rejected by himself.

At first, Qi Zhiyou also resisted when he pursued himself, but later learned that he had the same family background as himself, and he felt that he was a kind of person who could be reconciled, not to mention that he loved him much, but he had a good impression so he dating, but it turned out to be where it is today.

Qiu Benming saw that she had been pondering, her expression was sometimes painful and sometimes tangled, and the focused appearance of thinking about the problem was exactly the same as Shen Nianzhen, who he had seen many times in the library at the beginning.

Secretly~

"Qingyan~"

Shen Nian didn't have this consciousness at this moment, so he didn't answer.

Qiu Benming looked at her who didn't react suspiciously, and didn't know what mood he was in, so he suddenly shouted: "Shen Nian~"

"Hmm~" Shen Nian subconsciously responded and looked up at him, the look and tone of his eyes were clearly Shen Nian himself, so that he couldn't help but receive it all in his eyes.

Qiu Benming was very shocked, could it be that there is really a saying of soul return in the world? Shen Nian, is she really back? But how to explain the person in front of him, that feeling is the same as Shen Nian.

Could it be that I miss her too much?

Shen Nian suddenly realized that it was abnormal just now: "What did Professor Qiu want to ask Shen Nian?" I always think you're curious about her. ”

"Last time you said you were friends, did you hear what she did in advance?" He also did not ask about the Qi Zhiyou incident.

Shen Nian shook his head: "I rarely see her, it's all about communication and learning, I haven't heard her mention anything, I don't know what Professor Qiu wants to know?" ”

I didn't expect him to be so interested in him, Shen Nian was very surprised.

Qiu Benming put his hands in his trouser pockets leisurely, looking chic, but there was a kind of helplessness: "I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, I've always had a crush on her!" ”

"What?"

Shen Nian used to be a topic of conversation in the academy, mainly because the poorest had the best academic performance, and that beautiful face was not favored by rich and noble children at the beginning.

But she was too indifferent and had martial arts, no one could get close to him, and finally she was deceived by Qi Zhiyou, who looked like a dog.

Shen Nian was stunned for a long time and didn't come back to his senses, how could a male god like Qiu Benming like himself, although he had helped himself a lot in his studies in the past, he never felt that he had other intentions for him.

"I was too reserved at the beginning, worried about scaring her, so I haven't been able to confess, I want to wait for her to graduate and propose to her, but I didn't expect the world to be changeable, and it has been separated by yin and yang."

Akimoto's tone was full of regret, and the loss on his face was a little tingling.

Shen Nian didn't know, he really didn't know at all.

But even if she knew at the time, she didn't have the courage to accept such an excellent him.

If you let him know that he is living like this now, he will regret saying what he just said.

There is an inexplicable fear in my heart, so no matter what, I can't let him know who he is, and it is right to keep the best memories in my mind.

"It's a pity that she's dead, and if she lives to hear this, she must be very moved."

Akimoto Akira's deep eyes looked directly at her, and there was an indescribable familiarity: "Hope! ”

Shen Nian smiled calmly and avoided his gaze, and opened the topic: "What did Professor Qiu take me to eat, I'm really hungry." ”

"In the future, outside the academy, call me Qiu!"

“…… That's not good! Didn't you ask me to call you Principal Qiu! ”

"You're holding a grudge, aren't you?"

"Don't dare~"

The two talked and laughed and came to the western restaurant booked by Akimoto Ming, the hall played very comfortable music, and the environment was also good.

The two sat down by the window and enjoyed a candlelit dinner specially prepared by Akira Akimoto.

Shen Nian was very nervous, and he was always uneasy when he was in close contact with him, after all, this was the senior he admired and his mentor.

"Qingyan, I'll go out and answer the phone!" Halfway through the meal, Akimoto excused himself from leaving.

"yes, okay." Shen Nian only hoped that it would end soon.

Qiu Benming came back in less than two minutes, with a bouquet of delicate roses in his hand, and the faint fragrance added color to this dinner.

He gently handed it to Shen Nian: "Give it to you!" ”

Maybe others don't believe it, this is the first time Shen Nian has received flowers in his life, or if it was given to him by someone he admires, the feeling at this time can be imagined.

"It's... That's not quite right, is it? Shen Nian controlled his excitement and did not accept it.

"Qingyan, your reaction is very interesting, even between friends, between teachers and students, sending flowers is a very normal thing, you have lived in a higher family since you were a child, shouldn't it be a very ordinary thing to accept this?" Akimoto was curious about her reaction, why was she so nervous and cautious in the face of herself?

Shen Nian suddenly forgot her identity, she chuckled and took the flower: "It's so beautiful, thank you!" ”

Akira Akimoto returned to his seat this time: "Actually, I always wanted to apologize to you, and I had a bad attitude towards you when we met for the first time." ”

"It's okay, after all, I haven't seen it before..."Shen Nian was not very natural when he said this.

Qiu Benming smiled lightly: "Thinking back to the first time we met, you saw that I was a little excited, what else did you want to express, if you really haven't met before, how can you recognize me all of a sudden, did Shen Nian mention me before." ”

"You are his mentor, and you have helped her a lot, when we talk and learn, she will tell me the methods you taught, so I know you."