The faint yellow light in the carriage shone on the man's face, outlining his sharp outline, his jaw tightened, and his slender fingertips tapped on his knees.

Xia Yanran looked at his dark and deep eyes like the sea, and her nose was slightly sour, "Xiao Yi, Second Master Qin almost killed you, why do you want to cooperate with him?" Do you want revenge or—"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was interrupted by his cold voice. He looked at her with a sharp and deep cold eye, "That's right, from the time I left a pair of leather shoes for Xiao Xi to find, I knew that Second Master Qin would find a way to find me." ”

Xia Yanran knew that he hadn't finished speaking, so she kept hitting him, but she just looked at him with her breathing tight.

"I brought it out by Second Master Qin, I can't attack him first. But he was unkind first, don't blame me for being unrighteous again! Yanran, I want to go back to Hong Kong and become the boss of the gang, and I want to kill Second Master Qin. ”

Xia Yanran's hands in front of her were tightly twisted together, and her eyelashes trembled violently.

She wants to return to Hong Kong and re-engage in the bloody world.

Later, she and him, one is light and the other is dark.

It really becomes two parallel lines that cannot intersect.

"Xiao Yi, can't you return to normal life?" She asked in a voice that seemed to be clenched tightly by an invisible black hand.

Xiao Yi took out a cigarette and a lighter from his trouser pocket, he held the cigarette between his thin lips and played with the lighter with his fingertips, but he never lit the lighter.

After a long time, he spoke, "In this life, it's impossible." "He also wanted to wash his name, change his face, and be a serious businessman. But he has a black history, a sworn enemy, and his hands are stained with blood. He's doing well, and some people don't like him. If he doesn't rise, he will only become a fish.

"Back in the gang, I have only two paths to take, either become the boss or die. After becoming the boss, my life will be even more worthless, and countless people will want to take my head. In order to protect myself, I can only sit firmly in that seat. In this life, I can't live a normal life anymore. ”

The tears swirling in Xia Yanran's eyes fell uncontrollably.

She knew what he said.

However, she was very powerless.

Unable to change his current situation, and unable to support his choice.

Xiao Yi looked at Xia Yanran's tears, he raised his big palm, and wiped away the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes with his rough fingertips.

looked at her eyes darkly and gloomy, "Yanran, I have no regrets for imprisoning and forcing you." You bring me a lot of warmth and happiness. ”

He leaned over and kissed away the tears that had slid down her face and were about to overflow into her lips.

The big thick palm with a thin callus held her little face, "If it was a year ago, I would have taken you to Hong Kong with me." If I become the boss, you will be the sister-in-law. If I die, you won't live with me. ”

"But after this incident, I can't be so selfish anymore. The best gift for you is to set you free. ”

Xia Yanran's misty eyelashes trembled violently, her heart was clenched, and she was about to suffocate.

She almost shouted to him, I'm going to leave with you.

However, he is not the same person he was a year ago. A year ago, he was a whitewashed businessman who was doing serious business.

And now, what he has to do is what she is most unaccustomed to and unacceptable.

Everyone has their own outlook on life, values, morals. It is impossible to forcibly change because of love.

It is precisely because he knows that she is a righteous, kind, and positive girl in her bones. Therefore, he was unwilling to take her with him into the dark and dirty gray world.

Say goodbye and be well.

It's not because they don't love, but because of the real problems in front of each other.

It's like a chasm that can't be crossed.

Xia Yanran looked at him with teary eyes, her lips couldn't stop trembling, she raised her hands, hugged his head, and her voice choked, "Xiao Yi, have you ever loved me?" ”

Xiao Yi looked at her deeply and did not answer.

He doesn't know what it's like to love someone, but if he doesn't, how can he give up her and give her freedom?

"I'm a scoundrel, a bastard, as you said before, and such a person is not worthy of love."

Xia Yanran's heart was twitching.

Such a separation forced by reality made her more uncomfortable and powerless than seeing him cheating and hugging other women.

Perhaps, some couples break up, and there is still hope.

But when she was separated from him, she was a stranger.

Once he enters the dark world, there is no turning back.

And she has no way to accept it anymore.

Xia Yanran let go of the hands holding his head, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, and nodded to him, "You are indeed a bastard, but I don't want to lie to you, Xiao Yi, I loved you bastard." ”

When Xiao Yi heard Xia Yanran's words, his body and soul trembled violently.

She said she loved him.

He thought she would only hate him.

Once, I envied Yi Fan and could get her love.

And now, he got it, but he didn't have the fate to enjoy this love anymore.

Xia Yanran closed her eyes, she pulled away the man's hands held on her little face, looked at his eyes, and gradually changed from hot to calm, "Xiao Yi, from now on, we have forgotten each other, and you don't have to feel guilty about me, because without you, I will find a better one, right?" ”

Xiao Yi stared at her for a long time, and in the end, he just nodded silently.

Xia Yanran closed her eyes, she didn't say anything anymore, pushed the car door, and got out of the car.

She didn't look back and ran away.

Xiao Yi didn't get out of the car to look at her again.

Nostalgia, reluctance, discomfort, what can be done, no one can change reality, can only bury all emotions in the bottom of the heart, let it ferment, rot, and then crust!

……

Everything you experience in the village is like a dream.

Xia Yanran locked herself in her home for three days and three nights, and she was drunk every night.

Jun Yuan and Nan Yu took turns to comfort and take care of her, but she was closed.

But she also only allowed herself to be depraved and depressed for three days.

Three days later, she came out of her room.

Didn't be sloppy, took a shower, changed into professional attire.

She wants to get her life on track.

She became a journalist again.

Since then, there has been no more Xiao Yi in her world.

……

Nan Yu and Yan Yan were worried about Xia Yanran, but she was much stronger than they thought.

She is still the girl with a sense of justice in her bones, not afraid of power, not afraid of evil, and insists on her mission as a journalist.

After Nan Yu returned to life in Xia Yanran, she was going to send Xiaokai back to the capital.

Aerodrome.

Xia Yanran came over to see off the mother and son, and after hugging each other, Xia Yanran said with a smile, "Don't worry, isn't it just a man, I will soon forget and fall in love again." It's Gardenia you, when will you be able to achieve a positive result with Mu Shao! ”

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Yanran wrote here, I don't want to see it for the time being~ Remember to vote for a monthly ticket