Chapter Thirty-Nine: Love Is So Deep
Seeing Zhang Xiaomo's appearance, Chen Yu reached out and patted her on the shoulder: "It's not that I hit you, but if you really decide to be with Long Chengxuan, there are many things, you have to think about it." Don't wait until later to regret it, it will not only hurt others, but also yourself. ”
It is rare for Chen Yu to have such a serious time, Zhang Xiaomo was silent for a while, and finally did not speak, just nodded, indicating that he would consider it, and then stood up.
Knowing Zhang Xiaomo's habits, Chen Yu didn't force her, picked up her bag and walked out with her: "Shall I go to sleep with you tonight?" ”
"Jia Xiang won't harass you, go back to sleep by yourself!" She didn't sleep well for most of the night last night, and if she went again today, she wouldn't be able to get a good rest.
Hearing that Jia Xiang would no longer harass him, Chen Yu was stunned for a moment and caught up with Zhang Xiaomo, who walked to the front: "You went to find him?" ”
"Hmm!"
Zhang Xiaomo's answer was unexpected by Chen Yu, originally she thought that with Zhang Xiaomo's current identity, she could only help her block for a while, but she didn't expect Zhang Xiaomo to find Jia Xiang directly: "You are crazy, did he treat you well?" ”
As soon as this sentence came out, Chen Yu saw a sneer on Zhang Xiaomo's face, so she understood that even if there was something, it should be Jia Xiang, not Zhang Xiaomo. You know, Zhang Xiaomo is a person who dares to teach Zhou Yan a lesson in the hospital, how can he be afraid of Jia Xiang?
But knowing that she knew, she was still a little afraid: "Who are you going to trouble in the future, remember to take one with me, don't you run around alone, do you hear?" ”
"It's useless if you go!" Although he still doesn't like to talk much as usual, he is still better than before, and he also knows that Chen Yu is worried about himself, so Zhang Xiaomo didn't ignore her: "Okay, go to work!" ”
Although he said that he was at work, Chen Yu still followed Zhang Xiaomo's clinic: "Then I can still ...... tonight"
"No, you can't!" Although I accept the reality that the other person is my friend, it doesn't mean that I can really be so close. In the past three years, Zhang Xiaomo has long closed himself off, and it is already an exception to let Long Chengxuan and Chen Yu enter her world, and it will be difficult to go deeper.
Obviously, Chen Yu also understands this, to be honest, Zhang Xiaomoken asked her to borrow for a night yesterday, which had already surprised her, so naturally she didn't expect anything else.
After an afternoon of work, Zhang Xiaomo was always a little unsteady in his heart, always thinking about the back of Long Chengang leaving in a hurry, and always worrying about something. But she is not familiar with Long Chengang now, he didn't say it at the time, and now she can't call to ask.
The worst thing is that she can't contact Long Chengxuan now, so she doesn't know if something happened to him. Because he didn't know, he was a little flustered, and Zhang Xiaomo was very disgusted by this feeling. Ever since the last time, she had wanted to keep everything under her control, but now, she didn't even know what was going on, and it made her sad.
finally got out of work, and Zhang Xiaomo, who originally wanted to go back directly, walked to Liu Shufang's ward again.
The old man was lying on the bed talking to a woman, and when he saw Zhang Xiaomo coming, he immediately became happy: "Xiao Zhang, have you come to see grandma?" ”
"Xiao Zhang is here? Didn't have dinner? ”
As soon as the woman turned around, Zhang Xiaomo found out that she was Liu Shufang's daughter-in-law Wang Xiufen, who appeared with Governor Zhao last time: "Sister Wang is good." ”
"So what's the polite way to do? Come, sit! After speaking, Wang Xiufen had already pulled Zhang Xiaomo to sit down. She didn't feel it before, but judging from the recovery of her mother-in-law's injury, she also understood how high Zhang Xiaomo's medical skills were: "Speaking of which, I haven't thanked you yet, thanks to you, my mother-in-law can be saved this time, and she recovered very well in the later stage!" ”
Liu Shufang also smiled and nodded: "Indeed, many people in the hospital also praise Xiao Zhang's good medical skills. It's that she has been staying in the emergency room, otherwise she would have been the chief surgeon in the surgery department a long time ago. I heard that she hasn't been rated as an attending doctor this year, and such a good doctor won't be rated, so I don't know what the hospital thinks. ”
Being praised by the old man like this, Zhang Xiaomo was a little embarrassed: "Grandma Liu, Aunt Wang, these are what I should do." ”
After sitting for a while and chatting about Liu Shufang's injury, Zhang Xiaomo was just about to say goodbye, but Liu Shufang stopped her: "Xiao Zhang, do you have something on your mind today?" ”
"Thoughts? Ah, no! "I do have something in my heart, but it's not my business, and I can't tell anyone else.
Liu Shufang held Zhang Xiaomo's hand and patted it gently: "You kid, you like to carry everything on your back, remember to tell grandma if you have something." Although grandma is old, she has lived for so many years, so she can give you an idea, right? ”
Although Liu Shufang had good intentions, she still didn't plan to tell others what she was worried about, and just nodded: "Well, I remember." ”
"Mom, Xiao Zhang has her own ideas, let's let her be. It's just Xiao Zhang, when your Uncle Zhao said that he didn't just talk about it, if there is anything, you remember to come to us. ”
originally thought that the other party was polite, but now that he saw Wang Xiufen saying it so seriously, Zhang Xiaomo knew that they were not polite. But in the past few years that she has been a doctor, she has gained a lot of gratitude, she didn't take it to heart before, and now she naturally won't really be as they said: "Well, Aunt Wang, I know." ”
After chatting for a while, Zhang Xiaomo got up to say goodbye. Although she didn't say anything to Liu Shufang and the others, she was accompanied by someone to chat, and her slightly nervous mood finally calmed down a little.
Back in the house, after eating the dinner prepared by Feng Jun, she did not watch TV or sort out the medical case as usual, but lay down in bed early. But she didn't fall asleep either, staring at her phone all the time, but until she fell asleep, she didn't wait for Long Chengxuan's call any longer.
Although Long Chengxuan had already said that once he carried out the task, he might not be able to contact him. But Zhang Xiaomo still felt inexplicably uneasy. After waking up in the middle of the night and seeing that there were no missed calls, she curled up in the quilt alone and thought about it for a long time.
Finally, she got out of bed, turned on the computer, and pulled up the information of the field medic from the computer.
If...... We are two different worlds, and if you can't leave your world, let me step into yours!
Even if she wants to start again, even if she has to encounter danger, Zhang Xiaomo doesn't want to be as helpless as she is now, as long as she can get closer to Long Chengxuan, no matter how tired or dangerous she is, she doesn't care!
When she thought of this, she realized that she had already loved Long Chengxuan so much!
To be honest, the two of them didn't do anything together, and they got along for a very short time, but Long Chengxuan broke into her life so arrogantly and unreasonably, and made her accept him.
Early the next morning, when Zhang Xiaomo rushed to work, her face startled Feng Jun: "Sister-in-law, are you okay?" ”
Zhang Xiaomo shook his head: "I'm fine, I was a little late to check the information last night." ”
"Sister-in-law, you must pay attention to your body. Now that the boss hasn't come back, we can't take care of you all the time, you ......"
Although Feng Jun didn't say the latter words, Zhang Xiaomo also understood what he meant: "I know." Not next time. ”
At the end of the day, Zhang Xiaomo was very silent, so silent that the colleagues in the same consultation room felt that she was a little abnormal, and some people who were worried about her had already told Jia Xiang and Chen Yu about her situation respectively.
I heard that Zhang Xiaomo was not normal today, and unexpectedly, Chen Yu did not rush to come to her. In Chen Yu's thoughts, Zhang Xiaomo should be thinking about what they said yesterday, at this time, what she needs most is time and quiet, so it is the best way to let her stay alone. As a friend, I can't give her any advice, but at least I know what is best for her.
On the other side, Jia Xiang heard that Zhang Xiaomo was not in a good mood today, although he had a falling out before, he still had feelings for her after all, and he didn't give up, and after a few turns in the office, he couldn't help but come to the emergency room.
Just in time for the morning break, the doctor on duty had just come over, Zhang Xiaomo picked up the lunch box and was about to go to the cafeteria, when he saw Jia Xiang coming over. After seeing the other party, she frowned slightly, and was about to walk over like this, but she didn't want Jia Xiang to stop her directly: "Doctor Zhang, do you have time to have a meal together at noon?" ”
"I'll go to the cafeteria!"
"It's just right, I'm also going to eat in the cafeteria, so let's go together!"
Having said that, Zhang Xiaomo couldn't refuse the other party anymore, after all, he was still working in a hospital, and he didn't look up and see him. Her character is cold, but she is not impolite and does not understand the world.
Seeing that Zhang Xiaomo was silent, Jia Xiang happily followed behind her. After all, this is the first time since the relationship between the two people deteriorated, Zhang Xiaomo has not rejected him.
In order to continue to ease the relationship between the two, Jia Xiang said to Zhang Xiaomo: "The blind date with Dr. Chen was arranged by the elders of our two families, and I went out of politeness. Yesterday I had already told my family that I was not suitable for Dr. Chan and rejected the matter. ”
Hearing this, Zhang Xiaomo nodded. At least, this matter is solved, Chen Yu doesn't have to worry anymore, as for her family to arrange other blind dates, it has nothing to do with Zhang Xiaomo.
"Also, I want to apologize to you for the last time I was in the hotel!" Seeing that Zhang Xiaomo's expression was much soothed, Jia Xiang finally mustered up his courage: "You also know, I've always liked you, so ...... I think I was carried away by jealousy, which is why I did something like that. Xiao Mo, I hope that you can forgive me, and I hope that we can at least be like ordinary friends. ”
This time, Zhang Xiaomo stopped for a moment before nodding. The matter has passed, she has not suffered any substantial damage, and the two masterminds have been taught a lesson by her, and I believe that they will learn to be a little better in the future, so there is no need for her to hold on to these things anymore.
Seeing Zhang Xiaomo nodding, Jia Xiang suddenly burst into joy: "Xiao Mo, have you forgiven me?" That's great! Thank you, thank you! I'm not going to do anything stupid like that again! Believe me! ”
Seeing that Jia Xiang knew that such a thing was stupid, the corners of Zhang Xiaomo's mouth also raised an almost invisible arc: "Let's eat!" ”
In fact, Jia Xiang is not bad, just by virtue of the fact that he has carried this matter alone without confessing Zhou Yan, he knows that he is actually a responsible man. Maybe as he said, he was just carried away by jealousy because he liked Zhang Xiaomo too much, right? In the past three years of acquaintance, Jia Xiang has helped Zhang Xiaomo a lot, as long as he can admit his mistakes and reposition his identity, Zhang Xiaomo is also willing to reconcile with him.