Chapter 4 There is nowhere to pay
She sat there in a daze, and after sobbing a few times, she burst into tears.
She hated him for ten years.
That's been a decade.
She thought that he must still be living happily in some city.
She would even wonder if it was possible that one day he would suddenly remember her goodness and regret giving up on her.
In the past ten years, Xiao Yezi has used his hatred for him to support himself to live hard every day.
Work hard to live better.
She always thinks that in her lifetime, when she meets again, she must regret it.
But she never thought that she and him would never meet again in their lifetimes.
The person she hated for ten years was gone ten years ago.
She never thought that the person she hated for ten years actually loved her so much.
"He didn't say anything to me, I always thought that because I fell in love with him first, because I chased him backwards, he made him think I was not good, when he told me about divorce, I thought that I was the only one who loved him, and he never liked me a little, so he could easily not cherish me."
Ten years of hatred, hidden for ten years, nowhere to vent.
Ten years later, love, finally, has nowhere to pay.
"Qiao Jingping, do you know? I hated him for ten years, and in the past ten years, what has supported me to this day is hatred for him. Xiao Yezi's tears had already broken the embankment.
Her hand was gently placed on her lower abdomen, "I hated him for ten years, and for me and his child, I hated him for ten years, how could he die?" He has to live, he has to live, do you know, when the child is gone, I stood on the bridge and thought about it for a long time, but I still can't think of any reason for me to live. ”
Xiao Yezi couldn't cry: "I stood on the bridge alone before dawn and thought about it, until I thought about it, I figured it out, I have to live, I have to live to continue to hate him, I have to live better than him, let him regret it." ”
It was by hatred that she did not end her life by jumping into the river that morning.
As much as you love, you hate as much as you want.
If you can't let go of hate, you can't let go of the person you love.
Now, she's finally won.
She doesn't need to live a wonderful life.
As long as she is alive, she can easily win against Xiang Ang.
But she would rather spend the past ten years in poverty in exchange for him to live safely in a certain city.
is even willing to exchange his life for his life.
Don't be wonderful.
You can also do without life.
She just wants him now.
I just want him to live.
"Sister Ye, I am very happy to see you today and see that you have become a big boss, you are doing well, and you are aware of the construction site, and I can rest assured." Qiao Jingping wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "It's just a pity that when Xiang Gong wrote a suicide note, he specially left a letter for you alone, but we haven't been able to find you for so many years, and then the letter was thrown into the stove by the Xiang family and burned as fire." ”
The letter is gone, and no one knows what Xiang Ang, who is silent and not good at words, will say to Xiao Yezi in that letter.
But Qiao Jingping knew that even if Xiang Gong and Xiao Yezi divorced, in Xiang Gong's eyes, Xiao Yezi would always be his wife.
Qiao Jingping and Xiao Yezi chatted for a long time about Xiang Ang and the things back then, and when he limped away, Xiao Yezi's emotions had not calmed down.
Sending Qiao Jingping away, Xiao Yezi sat in the familiar and unfamiliar office for a long time and couldn't calm down.