To be honest, Chen Yan has never understood a person like Udias. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Say that he is a hero, his hands are stained with the blood of the enemy, and there is no shortage of innocents.

said that he was a hero, but he had his own justice and Tao, and his burly body sheltered countless weak people.

He is extremely powerful, jealous and hateful, but he is also strict and self-disciplined. It's like a fierce beast in hell, creating an incomparably strong cage for itself. He maintained his faith with an almost masochistic attitude, never overstepping it, and moving forward firmly. For him, perhaps death was not threatening, and his pursuit was not the warmth of the sun.

Such a person must live an extremely miserable life.

Chen Yan thinks that he is crazy enough, but many times he feels that the self-disciplined knight in front of him is actually even crazier than himself. Because he doesn't even care about his life for the sake of his goals, let alone his subordinates, companions, and even lovers.

Now, he came to him again, for what?

Chen Yan wanted to ask, but shook his head again. There's no need for it...... Either way, Udias was a warrior from the same realm as him. His pursuit is completely different from his own, is it necessary to get to the bottom of it? What's more, the Udias in front of him is obviously a little different from the Hui Basin, both in temperament and habits.

He's in a very wrong state, and it's better not to irritate him. Even if he had grown to the point where he was no longer afraid of him, Chen Yan didn't want to erect such a terrible enemy for himself.

"When did you come here?" He asked.

"Already, I can't remember, maybe a few hours, maybe a few days, a few years." Udias replied, his voice a little confused. The blood stains under his feet spread little by little. makes his back look both lonely and cruel.

Chen Yan thought about it and made an invitation. "Do you want to come with me? I happen to need a very important attacker here. I think you're right for the role. ”

Hearing this, Martha's eyes lit up, obviously interested in the proposal. You must know that Chen Yan's team is already very complete at the moment, but the role of a strong attacker is not afraid of much. Not to mention a powerful knight like Udias. To put it bluntly, the attacker is a charging character like Chen Yan and Martha, a pillar force in the team. It is by no means comparable to Shente and Xiu.

Udias's strength had crushed them, and there was no objection to taking on such a role.

It's a pity that Chen Yan's invitation was ignored. Udias still raised his head in confusion, as if he hadn't heard Chen Yan's words at all. It was a long time before he lowered his head and muttered in a low voice.

"I ...... Still can't stop......"

After saying that, he never looked back again, just thought about the desert in the distance. The wind grew stronger, and the yellow sand that rolled up obscured his figure, and finally disappeared without a trace.

Looking at the direction he left, Chen Yan was silent for a long time. Martha hesitated beside her and said. "What the hell is he trying to do? In this realm, there is no Holy See to whom he is allegiated. ”

"But he still has it in his heart." Chen Yan replied, sighing softly. "He has his own convictions, and it may be a relief for him to leave that superficially glamorous, internally rotten Holy See. I used to think he was carrying too many things and too heavy, but now it looks like he has to carry them. ”

"What do you mean?" Martha frowned. I don't like the dark taste in Chen Yan's words.

"It's just a reason for him to live...... I guess that kind of person wouldn't be able to survive if he didn't carry it......"

"Nonsense, how can there be such a ridiculous truth." Martha retorted. saw that Chen Yan had already turned around and walked back to Luozhou. She could only follow, a look of disbelief on her face. "Find yourself a target that you can't stop, and he's not a fool?"

"Perhaps, everyone is a fool, because everyone actually has a reason why they can't stop." Chen Yan replied, his voice quickly moving away......

Behind him, Martha paused, thoughtful. "It's ridiculous, but it sounds like it makes sense."

"Annoying Chen Yan, is he pretending to be tall with the old lady?"

"I'm going to kill you......"

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With this episode, the convoy's trip was delayed a bit. But it didn't affect anything, and soon the huge convoy of snails revised its course, and the wind swept the sand and dust on the armor of the screw boats, making a dense crackling sound, and sometimes even sparks could be seen.

The storms of the Wind Turbidity Domain have always been so ferocious.

However, compared to the comfortable environment in the snail boat, the travelers did not expect that at this moment, on the other side of the desert, there was a lonely figure walking alone in the storm. The violent wind and sand blew on his body like the sea hammering a reef, but it could not stop him for a moment. And even such a dim world could not hide the silver armor on his body, as well as a touch of blood.

Udias, step by step, walked into the desert, deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper......

As the days passed, he didn't know where he was or what he wanted. He just mechanically repeated the movements of the previous moment, walking...... Walk...... It's as if you can find what you're looking for. The wind and sand in the desert were unforgiving, and as time passed, the armor on his body darkened a little, and the surface was covered with yellow-orange-orange colors. But his footsteps never stopped......

He was not short of food and water, as his path was littered with corpses. The Babiks are the most common robbers in the desert, and their camps occupy many oases. So these oases became the supply ground of Udias. It's just that unlike when he was in the Hui River Basin, Udias at this moment was unconscious even when he was killing, just a mechanical sword swing and a mechanical harvest. The blood stretched behind him, but it couldn't awaken a moment of clarity in his gaze.

It was as if he had become a walking corpse, in a strange world......

But he still can't stop, because at this moment, in his heart, there is always a voice calling and guiding him...... From the moment he woke up, the voice kept murmuring and repeating.

'Come here......

"I'll carry ...... on your back"

Udias didn't know where the voice was coming from, but he felt the need to go over and take a look. Because he couldn't find a reason to live anymore. The Lord forgave his sins, but He could not forgive Himself. In the last battle of the Hui River Basin, his defeat killed all his subordinates, and disgraced the Holy Sect who had high hopes for him, and he didn't know why he had to survive.

Maybe...... It's better to die, right? Udias walked forward in silence, the thought flashing through his mind for an unknown number of times. But he quickly erased it......

How can it be said lightly? He could not fall until he atoned for his sins.

This is the meaning of one's existence.