Chapter 386: Mistakenly Comparing Others to Him
When Shao Jinwei woke up again, he was still in the General's Mansion, but there was no Sun Ruiying by his side, only the Great General Sun Yao was there.
"Child, you're awake." Sun Yao saw Shao Jinwei wake up and said gently.
He stepped forward and helped Shao Jinwei up.
Shao Jinwei's eyes swept over the room, but he didn't see Sun Ruiying, so he asked, "What about her?" ”
"Ying'er is outside to receive guests, and I heard that she injured you, so I came to see you." Sun Yao said softly.
Shao Jinwei thought of what she said before, his body suddenly tensed, and he looked at him with a wistful expression, "Is it right that she lied to me, she was joking with me and deliberately messing with me, right?" ”
Sun Yao was silent for a moment when he heard this, and finally a wry smile rose on the corner of his mouth.
"I'm sorry Jin Wei, Ying'er is indeed amnesia." Sun Yao said softly.
"How so? How so? Didn't she say that she would come back after only half a year? She went for three years before she came back, why did she forget me? Shao Jinwei couldn't believe it at all.
Sun Yao's face was a little helpless, sighed lightly, and said in a low voice: "Originally, I really only went to experience half a year, but it happened that the frontier was in an emergency at that time, so I asked her to come back by herself, and I took people to the frontier to fight, I didn't want this girl to be bold, so she secretly pretended to be a small soldier and mixed in the team to go to the frontier with me." ”
"When I was fighting on the frontier, I led people around the rear to sneak attack the enemy, I didn't want the plan to leak, I was surrounded, this stupid child was also bold, and she colluded with her brother to save me. She was only a thirteen-year-old child at the time, and although her martial arts skills were good, she was a little reckless in the end. The other party finally got the opportunity to trap me, how could he give up easily? ”
"After a chaotic battle, she blocked a blow for me to protect me, and the spear went through her left shoulder, and she fell to the ground and bruised her head, and when she woke up, she forgot a lot of things."
Shao Jinwei listened to the suffering she had suffered, and his heart was densely filled with pain, feeling sorry for the injuries she had suffered, and the offense she had suffered, and it was difficult for her to completely forget about him.
He almost trembled and spoke: "And now? How much did she remember, and how much did she forget? No...... She's only forgotten about me, right? ”
"I'm weird about that." Sun Yao said with a strange face: "If you want to say that she completely forgot about you, it's not true, she remembers that she has a childhood sweetheart playmate, and she also remembers that she has a good relationship with him." ”
When Shao Jinwei heard this, a little hope rose in his heart, and he looked at Sun Yao with blank eyes.
"But here's the blame, she thinks someone else is you." Sun Yao said.
Shao Jinwei was struck by lightning, and asked in confusion: "What do you mean?" ”
"I was once ambushed, and although I finally wiped out the enemy, I was also seriously injured and unconscious, and it was a passing knight who rescued me. Later, my benefactor was destroyed because of my involvement, and he escaped with his only son Wan Qian and defected to me. The boy was about the same age as you, and I kept him with me. ”
"After Ying'er woke up, for some reason, she took Wan Qian for you, thinking that the person who grew up with her since childhood was him, in her memory, the name Shao Jinwei is probably nothing but strange."
Shao Jinwei's eyes turned red when he heard this, and his heart was full of anger.
If you remember it like that, you might as well not remember it!
Ah Ying regarded Nalaoshzi Wanqian as him, and would not regard their marriage in the future as an agreement with him!
Maybe she still wants to marry him because of this? Shao Jinwei thought about it, and a burst of fishy sweetness suddenly surged in his mouth, and he actually spit out another mouthful of blood, and the whole person's spirit suddenly withered.
Sun Yao was taken aback when he saw this, and hurriedly reached out to grab his body that was tilted out of the bed, and said anxiously: "Child, are you okay?" I know that you and Ying'er have played well since childhood, and they are very good playmates, but she doesn't remember you, so you don't need to be so angry, it's not good to be angry. ”
It's not just a matter of saying that you are angry, you are really angry, and it is not for nothing that you will be angry to death.
Shao Jinwei was first injured by Sun Ruiying, and then spit out two mouthfuls of blood in a row, if there is a good one, then the sin of their Sun family will be great.
Shao Jinwei opened his mouth, wanting to say that they were not just playmates, but also promised each other for life, and said that they would marry in the future.
But thinking that she didn't remember him at this time, thinking that they were still young at that time, if he said something like that at this time, I am afraid that Sun Yao should think that he had ulterior motives.
So Shao Jinwei endured the depression in his heart and asked, "Did the doctor say that such an injury can be cured?" Will her memories be recovered? ”
The doctor said that her head was seriously injured, and whether she could return to normal depended on God's will, and if she was forcibly stimulated to recall, I was afraid that it would make her have a splitting headache and be in danger of her life. So Jin Wei, can my uncle ask you for a thing. Sun Yao said with a pleading face.
Shao Jinwei's heart was full of uneasiness, but he still said with difficulty: "Uncle, you said." ”
"It's when you and Ying'er were young, so don't tell her. Otherwise, if she finds out that she has a problem with her memory and forcibly recalls, I'm afraid she will not be able to stand it and collapse. ”
Sun Yao's words plunged Shao Jinwei into deep despair.
She forgot about him, and regarded others as him, but he couldn't tell her, so he could only watch another man take his place and become him in front of her.
What a thing this is!
He thought that when she came back this time, he would be able to marry her home, although he was only fifteen years old and had not yet reached the weak crown, but she was already in time, even if she was not busy getting married, she could also be given first, so as not to be coveted.
But now, everything is ruined, ruined.
Shao Jinwei didn't know how he left the Great General's Mansion, nor did he know how he returned to Prince Gong's Mansion, he only felt that in the few days since he knew the truth, he was completely confused and dazed.
Later, he finally perked himself up, thinking that since she had forgotten him, wouldn't he just let her like him again?
If she likes him once, she can like him a second time, she will!
So, he intends to start pursuing her again.
However, it turned out that his previous worries were right, she not only regarded Wan Qian as him, but also completely transferred her feelings for him to him, and wanted to marry him.
Shao Jinwei was almost mad at that time.
He resisted not telling her the truth, and wandered around her every day, trying to get her attention.
However, Sun Ruiying, who had forgotten him, was too difficult to deal with, and firmly thought that Wan Qian was her lover and completely forgot about him.
But Wan Qian was like leaving her.
Watching her run behind Wan Gan's ass every day, Shao Jinwei was mad, and finally told her the truth like crazy when he couldn't bear it, she remembered wrong, Wan Qian was not her childhood sweetheart, he was.
But the consequence was that he looked at her who hugged her head and cried, screaming incessantly, dumbfounded.
She seemed to be in a terrible pain, and finally hit her head against the wall, with that cruel look, as if she was going to kill herself before she stopped the pain.
Later, it was Sun Yao who came and knocked her unconscious and took her away.
"Jin Wei, I know that Ying'er forgot about you, and transferred her feelings for you to Wan Qian, and then fell in love with him, which is very unfair to you. But you also saw that she had just gone crazy, if you really want her to live well, don't stimulate her again, in the future, the General's Mansion, you don't come. ”
After Sun Yao finished speaking, he left.
Shao Jinwei stayed alone in the same place, only feeling the loneliness of being the only one between heaven and earth.
Later, he didn't dare to chase her anymore.
Not because of Sun Yao's warning, but because she was afraid that she would be stimulated when she saw him, and she would be in as much pain as before.
Subsequently, Shao Jinwei, who was positive and wanted to become a good official, was abolished.
He made a group of fox friends and dog friends, wandered around the Qinglou Tavern every day, and became a swinger.
Of course, he still has a bottom line, when he goes out with people, they order girls, he orders wine, they order wine, he still orders wine.
During that time, he was drunk and dreamed of death every day, hoping that through the paralysis of wine, he would completely drown him in the past and immerse him in the beauty of the past.
The capital is very large, but the upper circle is only so big, so soon she also knows that he has become a prodigal playboy.
She did not admonish him, and he even heard from others that she criticized his attitude to life and disgusted with his words.
She said: "The person I like, I must want him to like me alone, grow old with me alone, don't tell me that kind of playboy thing, I'm impatient to listen." ”
At that time, he deliberately asked someone to reveal to her that he was drunk and dreamed of death, hoping to stimulate her to think of something.
However, the reality is too cruel, so cruel that it doesn't give him any life.
And what she said to men, she said to him herself.
She said that she wanted him to like only him, and to be like her father, who would not take concubines and only have one wife for the rest of his life.
He agreed, but why did he lose her in the end?
Later, he and her became almost completely strangers.
Of course, it's just a stranger in her eyes.
He still secretly watched her out of her sight, following her.
Until one time, she accidentally fell into the water, no one was around, no one rescued her, he rushed over to save her.
At that time, she was no longer breathing when she was rescued by him, and he couldn't care much about it, so he hurried to the rescue.
In the end, she was finally rescued, but Wan Qian came.
"Young Master Shao, I'll take Ying'er to see the doctor first, Young Master Shao is wet, he should go and change his clothes earlier, so as not to catch a cold."
There is nothing wrong with Wan Qian's words, Shao Jinwei is unwilling to give people to him, and he has to hand them over to him.
When Wan Qian picked up Sun Ruiying, Shao Jinwei was pulled with him, and then he found that she was holding the jade pendant on his body, tight, and refused to let go.
Wan Qian wanted to move her hand away.
"Forget it, don't hurt her, just let her hold it." Shao Jinwei said in a low voice, and then reached out to untie the rope hanging from his belt.
After that time, Shao Jinwei was tired and no longer wanted to see her chasing others in the capital, so he left the capital and traveled all over the world.
It was also this departure that completely cut off the chance they had to be together.