Looking at the surprise in Lian Xin's eyes, Su Yu moved the corners of his mouth and made a smile shape that smiled without showing teeth, which can be said to be insipid or helpless.

Su Yu's emotions have never been incomprehensible to even Xin.

Catching up with Lian Xin's eyes, Su Yu slowly spoke: "Xin Xin, after meeting you that time, I had a very bad time, and I can even describe it as bad." ”

"Maybe you can't understand my emotions during that time, and I was forced to completely give up the person I had liked for a long, long time, and it was even more painful to be stripped of my heart like that. In your eyes, I used to be a person who could control my emotions very well, but I am a mortal after all. For you, I can't have it anymore, I can't convince myself, I can't comfort myself. What's more, I made such efforts and sacrifices, and was even abandoned by my family. ”

"So I let myself belittle my body, smoking, drinking, working day and night, I tried every way I could think of indulgence to numb myself. Because it is only when you are tired that the brain slows down to think. ”

"That time you met me in the hospital, the reason for my illness was not as simple as Su Ling said, because I belittled my body like this, so it resisted. If it weren't for Su Ling's timely appearance in my apartment, maybe I wouldn't have been able to stand here. I had actually been in the hospital for two days before you met me. ”

Hearing this, Lian Xin couldn't help but scold.

No wonder she saw that Su Yu was emaciated, so was it because of this? And listening to the tone of the senior brother, he even did some extreme things at the beginning.

Lian Xin moved her mouth, but Su Yu told her this, how should she respond? Even if Su Yu was greatly hurt. She couldn't respond to Su Yu's feelings, let alone show care and pity for him.

Lian Xin has very few emotional experiences, and all the experiences come from Jiang Yu, but they are all pampered and pampered. She didn't know how to deal with her admirer. So when she found Su Yu, she didn't have to embarrass him or hurt him, but she felt that it was necessary to make it clear to him and not delay him any longer.

But unexpectedly, her idea of being honest and doing good for him seemed to be wrong, and Su Yu was still hurt in the end.

"Senior brother, I..."

Lian Xin thought, what should she say!

Say you're sorry?

What's the use of saying I'm sorry! Should she choose to believe that some pain will eventually scar, and time can heal everything.

"Senior brother, maybe my expression was not correct that day, but I think that is the best for you."

Because I really don't like you, and I can't accept you, I have to make you realize that fact.

"Poof~~"

Facing Shang Lianxin's eyes full of guilt, Su Yu smiled.

Su Yu's sudden hearty smile made Lian Xin feel a little confused.

I don't understand why, all of a sudden his mood changed.

Obviously, he was full of melancholy, sentimentality, and even a little unwilling just now, but now his eyes are so clear and indifferent.

"Xin Xin, don't be cranky, and don't be stressed. I'm not saying this to make you feel guilty for your own pleasure, and I'm not trying to ask for mercy. ”

"What you did at the beginning was not wrong, it was only me who was wrong."

"Then you..."

What are you telling me all this for?

Lian Xin didn't say it completely, but she knew that Su Yu understood what she wanted to ask.