Dear friends, when you see this, maybe some friends are going to scold your mother.

It has been four months since the beginning of February, and the number of free words has reached 650,000.

But today, I still want to tell you that our book is going to be on the shelves.

Putting it on the shelves means that there is a fee, and everyone has to pay money to read the book!

I know a lot of my friends will choose to leave, but before you leave, listen to me tell a little story about the original purpose of this book.

Everyone has the right to make small talk, and after listening, it's not too late for you to decide to leave.

I first wrote a book in the first year or two, before that, I was a teacher who had just been admitted to the teaching establishment and was assigned to a remote rural primary school in my hometown in Hunan.

According to the trajectory of my life five years ago, I should be a teacher now, and the peach and plum are fragrant.

However, I ended up becoming a tired codeword dog.

Someone asked me, why?

Back then, my answer was: righteousness and freedom, but now my answer is: youth has no regrets!

Many old friends who know me know that Lao Deng fired the principal back then!

But everyone doesn't know that there is an extremely sad story behind this.

I was assigned to a rural primary school in my hometown in Hunan in 12 years, and when I first entered, it was called an excitement.

My buddy is also a dignified national public teacher, and I feel that I have a face, that is to roll up my sleeves, and I want to be an excellent and happy little teacher.

It's best to find a beautiful female teacher, create a villain, buy a small house in the county seat, and live a peaceful life.

But it backfired, and I couldn't persevere in the end, just because I was a hot-blooded young man with a conscience and wanted to speak!

All the contradictions come from the school cafeteria!

Some people say, you don't think the food is good, your mouth is bad, and you can't stay?

No, it's not that I'm a picky eater, it's that my heart aches!

Not for myself, but for the sake of the children who are yellow and thin, but still full of happiness and brightness.

Why?

Let me catch my breath!

It's been so many years, but just thinking about it, my heart is still very stuffy.

During my two months at school, I saw the most and the most heart-wrenching scene, when the children pitifully hugged my arm and shouted, "Teacher, I'm hungry!" ”

There is also standing on the playground, looking at their yellowed faces, and helplessness when they are weak and helpless.

The children in our school are all boarding at the school and have to eat at school at noon.

It's not that the cafeteria didn't give them food, but that the meal couldn't be eaten at all!

The children's three dishes in the big cafeteria are the same every day!

From Monday to Thursday, the dried radish fried beans with soil residue can never be filtered, and the stewed vermicelli with capers is not a little oil and water in it.

The better thing on Friday is the cabbage vermicelli, which will have a little white tofu in it.

Sometimes the rice is hard like a stone, or it is raw, and it is really hard to swallow!

Every day, I stood by the mast on the balcony on the second floor, and watched with a heartache as the children took two bites of hunger, and then poured a whole bowl into a large clay jar next to the playground.

However, these discarded meals are recycled by the canteen every day and fed to the pigs.

Teachers, including me, can eat meat, meat buns, bamboo shoots and bacon every day, stir-fried pork belly, which is called a fragrant one!

Every day, when the children are cooking, they look at the teachers, eat stir-fried vegetables, eat meat, and stand on the side and swallow saliva.

Of course, they also have a time to eat meat, that is, when the school district comes to check, when the car of the official gentleman drives into the school, it is the happiest moment for the children.

The canteen will make fragrant stewed pork belly that day, and when the canteen uncle and aunt are as kind as their parents, they are not the dead virtues that they usually pull their faces and love to eat.

There was a child in our class who was in very poor health and often sick, but he studied very well.

I call him Congcong, his father went early, and his mother worked outside, all relying on his grandmother to pull him.

I have seen the old man, like my grandmother and grandmother, old and hardworking.

In order to take care of Congcong, I deliberately fetched more food from the cafeteria every day, and called him to the office at noon to share the meal.

But it didn't last long when I was reported that I was unhappy with the people in the cafeteria and was going to the school district to report it.

The master in charge of the cafeteria is a relative of the principal, and he said that I was nosy with my own bowl, and it was his mother's itch! I found a few locals and blocked me in the office and beat me up.

There were so many teachers, but no one stood up to speak, and finally smashed my mobile phone, just because I was afraid that I would shoot those two big tanks to make a report!

The school leaders even talked to me one by one, criticizing me for not being a person, and for being a young person who has a lot of and lack of work experience.

Because I finish class every day, I don't like to play with the teachers, and I don't want to fight for those few dollars of small gambling money.

Therefore, I became an arrogant outlier in their eyes, a disunity element, and a "spy" who would report at any time.

For a moment, I wondered why this school was so different from the school I used to play in as a child.

When I was a child, my teacher gave me make-up lessons, and sometimes I even forgot to eat dinner.

When he was sick, the teacher would walk miles with an umbrella and bring fruit to ask for warmth.

At that time, teachers were like parents and relatives, and they influenced us all the time.

But what about now?

I don't want to say anything, I believe this is an isolated case, I believe it was just a nightmare I had!

It's just that this school is more weird, and the teachers are still great!

Two months later, I quit my job in anger!

There is no place to stay here, there is a place to stay! I really don't have the heart to waste my youth with these people.

When I left, the school leader also reminded me not to talk nonsense outside, otherwise I will find your house in minutes!

I just smiled, pointed to the sky, and strode away!

People are doing it, and the sky is watching!

It's that simple!

After I quit my job, I started writing full-time, and my parents and relatives thought I was crazy!

Don't put an iron rice bowl, soak at home all day and eat instant noodles.

To put it mildly, the matchmaker didn't even take a look at my house!

Because they don't understand that writing novels is also a job, and they see me as nothing more than a madman who doesn't know how to learn.

I never explained anything!

A notebook, a backpack, and left the land!

I have carried all these years of sadness and pressure!

I never gave up on words!

I relied on words to have my own family, a beloved daughter-in-law, and a lovely little girl!

Although the home is not rich, it is very warm!

Sometimes, when I think back to the decision made five years ago, even though it was too straightforward and not tactful enough!

But in the dead of night, thinking about my dream of being a dead teacher is also interesting and cute.

Finally, there is a period of youth in life that can be remembered endlessly even when you are old!

In a word, I never regret choosing the code word industry!

To this day, I still convey good thoughts and the power of justice through my characters, such as Qin Yi and Qin Wuxian!

Back to reality, this book was written by me during the painful and happy time of being a full-time dad!

Sometimes I'm tired and sleepy, look at the little girl, and suddenly feel refreshed!

Because I know that every word I write is her ration, and it is the financial source that supports this family!

Now that I'm in the year of running for three, I may not risk being beaten for other people's children's rations to reason with the principal.

But I can still do it, what I have to do is to work hard to support my family and let my little girl grow up happily!

Dear friends, a little life experience, just listen to the story!

I hope that if you have spare money, please continue to support the genuine version and accompany me on the way. No, the rivers and lakes are far away, and we look forward to meeting again!

Walking by, passing by, one side of the relationship, that is also a friend!

On the day of the shelf, it was twenty more outbreaks, and it was sent out in two parts!

Since then, it has been normal to watch five shifts every day!

Thank you!