Chapter Twenty-Six: Fear of Life
A person's emotions will leak and be contagious to the people around him, and Xu Siyu's nervous and scared emotions will inevitably leak out.
Lin Qing stopped, turned to look at the little girl behind him, opened her big good-looking eyes, and looked at her with some doubts.
Feeling Lin Qing's somewhat puzzled gaze, Xu Siyu also looked at her, but she didn't dare to look at each other, like a shy little daughter-in-law, because she was nervous, her heart was beating fast, she was also a little puzzled, why she suddenly stopped, but she still mustered up her courage, her voice was small, and she asked cautiously: "How... What's wrong, Sister Lin Qing...? ”
Listening to the somewhat stammering inquiry, Lin Qing didn't answer, leaned his head a little closer, and looked at her curiously.
Looking at the gaze that turned from doubt to curiosity, Xu Siyu slowly lowered his head, not daring to look at her, but he still raised his eyes and peeked at her carefully.
Seeing Xu Siyu bowing his head, Lin Qing lowered his body, raised his head, and looked at Xu Siyu who lowered his head curiously.
Feeling the good gaze, Xu Siyu didn't dare to look at each other, his gaze was a little evasive, and he lowered his head lower.
Lin Qing was even more puzzled and puzzled, got up slightly and put his head on Xu Siyu's slightly bulging little chest, listened to the heartbeat, only heard the sound of thumping heartbeat, and asked with some doubts at the moment: "Siyu, what are you nervous about?" ”
Xu Siyu's fingers of a pair of small hands kept stirring together, pursed his lips, hesitated for a while, and said in a small voice: "I'm a little scared....."
"Hold the puppy!"
Xu Siyu took the puppy with some confusion and hugged it in his arms, and then heard Lin Qing's voice again: "Raise your head." ”
Xu Siyu obediently raised his head; Lin Qing had a sweet smile on his face and said, "Laugh like me." ”
Looking at the sweet smiling face full of sunshine and vitality, Xu Siyu was very envious and inferior, and he still smiled reluctantly on his delicate little face.
"yes, that's it, keep smiling all the time, how beautiful." Lin Qing stretched out his hands and pinched the cute little face, and said with a smile.
Hearing her encouragement, Xu Siyu felt a little confident in his heart, and the smile on his little face became more obvious.
"With my sister by your side, don't be afraid, let go of yourself, don't lock yourself up, okay?" Looking at the smile on that little face, slightly thickened, Lin Qing was very happy and encouraged softly.
"Hmm..." Xu Siyu was a little firm, and responded, and he also had some confidence in his heart.
Lin Qing happily took Xu Siyu's hand, stepped on the bluestone stone base and slowly walked towards Qin Jin Village, and as he walked, he smiled at Xu Siyu and said: "Siyu, in fact, you look very good, and you look even better when you smile, really, my sister didn't lie to you!" ”
The footsteps of the two gradually drifted apart, Lin Qing told Xu Siyu some interesting things in the village, and Xu Siyu laughed out loud, so Xu Siyu gradually let go of herself in front of her.
"Lin Qing!" In the distance, there were several twelve or thirteen-year-old teenagers and girls, one of whom was a handsome young man who saw Lin Qing and Xu Siyu, waved his hand and shouted.
Seeing that there were so many people, all about the same age as himself, Xu Siyu became a little nervous, and for a moment remembered the scene where the children bullied him when he was in Qingshui Village....
"Little wild seed, don't go...."
"Hmph." Lin Qing beside him snorted lightly, pulling Xu Siyu's thoughts back.
Looking at the somewhat handsome young man, Lin Qing took Xu Siyu's little hand beside him and walked over, the distance was closer, Lin Qing said to the young man: "Isn't this the future champion, Liu Hao, Liu Zhuangyuan?" How do you have time to come out and play today? ”
"Lin Qing, don't be angry first, Liu Hao said that he missed you, and this time he ran out to see you." Hearing Lin Qing's somewhat displeased tone, among the group of people, a delicate-looking girl said with a smile. As soon as she spoke, everyone suddenly burst into laughter.
"Go, go, go! Don't talk nonsense. The young man named Liu Hao, his face was slightly red, and he hurriedly said.
Lin Qing was the same, after everyone had laughed enough, their eyes all noticed the small girl next to Lin Qing who seemed to be a little nervous, a young man, asked out loud: "Lin Qing, who is this little sister?" ”
"Oh, it's Dr. Gong's granddaughter." Lin Qing replied.
"You... Hello, my name is Xu Siyu. Xu Siyu was obviously a little nervous, and he stammered a little.
Everyone looked at her, but they didn't care about it. Liu Hao took a few steps forward, came to Xu Siyu, bent over, looked at Xu Siyu who was a little nervous, and turned his head to look at Lin Qingdao: "Lin Qing, this little girl seems to be a little nervous." ”
"Siyu, let's go, ignore him." Hearing this, Lin Qing turned his head, ignored him, and took Xu Siyu's little hand and left. Xu Siyu turned his head and glanced at the young man named Liu Haode, and was pulled away by Lin Qing.
Liu Hao froze in place for two seconds, and hurriedly chased after him: "Don't ignore me, Lin Qing." ”
The sun hung high in the sky, shining softly in the sun, and the breeze blew gently, bringing up a few leaves on the ground; In the distance, several teenagers and girls are playing with jumping grids, and the jumping grid is to draw several square grids on the ground, and then guess the boxing, whoever wins, who will jump first, see who jumps first, who wins.
Although Xu Siyu was playing with them, she didn't feel happy, some were just nervous, and some were afraid; The memory of being bullied in her childhood always lingered in her mind, so that she couldn't let go of herself at all, and it also caused her to be unable to concentrate on their play......
Looking at these strange young men and girls who had just said hello, looking at Yang Ye with a happy smile on their faces, Xu Siyu sat next to the old tree, there was no smile on his little face, he withdrew his gaze from looking at them, and slowly lowered his head, and the inferiority complex in his heart seemed to be much stronger.
Xu Siyu actually wanted to play with them very much, and it was okay when she first played with them, but after playing a few times, a few friends who played with her gradually felt that Xu Siyu was a little boring......
Xu Siyu has been a little nervous in the face of these little friends who play with her, and she is a little slow to react, and she doesn't dare to speak, and she doesn't know what to say.
There was constantly the laughter of teenagers and girls in his ears, Xu Siyu sat next to the old tree with his head bowed, his little hands touching the smooth hair, and his mood gradually decreased.
"Your name is 'Xu Siyu', right? How not to play with them? A soft young man's voice suddenly rang out and asked.
Xu Siyu raised his head and saw a somewhat handsome young man's face, it was Liu Hao, and said in a small voice: "Well, I'm a little tired and want to rest for a while." ”
Looking at the obviously lost expression, Liu Hao smiled, ignored her words, and directly stretched out his hand and said, "Come, let's play together." ”
Looking at the young man's outstretched hand, and then at his smiling face, there was some feeling in his heart, Xu Siyu hesitated slightly, but finally shook his head slowly.
Liu Hao was stunned, but he didn't expect this little girl to refuse, and then a light girl's voice sounded behind him: "Liu Hao, what's wrong with Siyu?" ”
Liu Hao turned around, saw that it was Lin Qing, spread his hands, and shook his head, indicating that he didn't know.
Lin Qing glanced at him, then came to Xu Siyu's side and bowed down, and asked with a smile, "Siyu, what's wrong with you?" Why don't you play together? ”
Looking at the face in front of him, which exuded a sunny smile all the time, Xu Siyu only felt more inferior in his heart, inexplicably a little aggrieved, and slowly shook his little head and said: "Sister Lin Qing, I'm a little tired, you guys play, I'll go home and rest." ”
After Xu Siyu finished speaking, without waiting for Lin Qing to react, he picked up Dudu, got up and left......
Lin Qingleng paused, didn't react for a while, turned his head and looked at Liu Hao beside him with an inquiring gaze.
Seeing this, Liu Hao hurriedly waved his hand and explained: "Let me state first, this is none of my business. ”
At this time, the people who had been playing with Xu Siyu before stepped forward, and one of the girls looked at Xu Siyu's trotting back and said loudly: "Sister Lin Qing, you don't know, that's called ...... Xu Siyu is right, the name sounds very good, and her appearance is not bad, I feel that she is stupid, she doesn't say a word, I ask, she answers. ”
As soon as the girl's words blurted out, another teenager hurriedly spoke up in agreement: "Yes, yes, yes, I've been playing for more than an hour, and I didn't laugh much, I didn't say a word, the voice was small, and I didn't know that I thought we were bullying her." ”
"If I hadn't heard her, I would have wondered if she was dumb." Hearing this, another teenager sneered and said loudly.
Lin Qing didn't speak, his eyes looked at the little figure that was also far away, turned around to say goodbye to everyone, and chased after the small figure, Liu Hao saw this, and also said goodbye to everyone with a smile, feeling the contemptuous eyes of everyone, he just smiled, didn't care about these, and chased directly towards Lin Qing's back.
Looking at their backs, the crowd began to whisper.