The wine and food on the corner tower are all prepared, and Lily of the Valley didn't take a look, but was more interested in the layout here.

There is not only a bed, but also a wide couch near the window, bookshelves, desks, and dressers.

Seeing that dresser, Lily of the Valley's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, presumably that dresser was for the woman in his heart, right?

The weather in July is still very hot, and the river breeze blowing in from the wide open window is very cool, which has faded away a little bit of the heat, which makes people feel a lot more comfortable.

During the meal, Chu Lingyun just drank in silence and didn't speak much, Lily of the Valley secretly glanced at him several times, a little unable to hold back, and mustered up the courage to ask, "Senior brother, can you tell me about the woman you like?" ”

Chu Lingyun's hand holding the wine jug to pour wine paused for a moment, and then continued to pour it full.

On weekdays, Chu Lingyun would not tell her this, Lily of the Valley saw that he drank some wine, and because today was his birthday, he was a little indulgent to her, so she dared to mention such a sensitive topic.

Although the topic cut her heart like a knife, she was curious.

When Lily of the Valley thought he wouldn't speak, he suddenly said, "You want to hear it?" ”

When Lily of the Valley heard that there was a play, she immediately nodded like pounding garlic.

Chu Yu on the side also put down his chopsticks, looked at Chu Lingyun, and listened attentively.

"She's a very special woman."

At the mention of this woman, Chu Lingyun's expression became very soft.

Lily of the valley suddenly felt a faint sense of loss in her heart, "Is she beautiful?" ”

"Beautiful!" Chu Lingyun replied very affirmatively, and said, "She has an aura that comes out of her bones, which is a kind of aura that ordinary women don't have, she is reckless and free, intelligent, and dares to love and hate." ”

From Chu Lingyun's tone, you can still hear the strong love. ad_250_left();

He drank a glass of wine, and when he put it down, his smile was bitter.

"Although she doesn't love me, but I understand her very well, she won't be happy with me, how can I force her?"

When Lily of the Valley heard this, she felt the same bitterness in her heart.

"My mother said that people who are not together are not suitable people."

Chu Lingyun turned his head to look at her, and after a while, he smiled faintly, "It's good to understand." ”

After saying that, he continued to pour himself wine, and drank several glasses in succession.

Lily of the valley naturally understood what he meant, which was to say that they were not suitable.

She hung her head gloomily, feeling sad, looked at the flask on the table, and reached out to pick it up.

Chu Yu held it down and looked at her worriedly, "Lily of the valley, you are a woman, you should not drink too much." ”

Lily of the valley turned around and smirked at him with the sadness in her heart.

"Brother Chu Yu, it's okay, I'm happy, this birthday can be spent with you, it's the happiest birthday I've ever had."

Chu Yu finally let go, Lily of the Valley poured it for herself, and when she drank it, she felt that the spicy taste was so irritating that her throat was so uncomfortable.

"Lily of the valley, what you should respect most today is your mother." Chu Lingyun said suddenly.

Lily of the valley pinched her neck with her hands, and the irritation still stopped in her throat, not relieved.

"Senior brother is right, today is also my mother's birthday, I haven't forgotten."

Chu Lingyun pinched the wine glass, and a trace of pain crossed his eyes.

"The day your mother gave birth to you, she almost died. That night, I deeply felt the tenacity and courage of a woman as a mother. ”

Lily of the valley also thought of her mother, and she missed it after being away for many days.

"The people of Dayan say that my mother is a heroine."

After drinking several more glasses, when Chu Lingyun lifted the wine jug again, it was already empty, his eyes were smoky with drunkenness, and his voice was very heavy when he put down the wine jug.

In fact, she also has times when she is vulnerable, but she is only vulnerable for one person, and most of the time, she insists even if she grits her teeth. She has suffered a lot and suffered a lot of sins, and I feel sorry for her, but I can't change her. ”

There seemed to be a glitter in his drunken eyes.

Lily of the valley finally heard that what was wrong with these words, "Senior brother, who is the woman you like until night?" ”

She already had a guess in her mind, but she didn't dare to think about it.

Chu Lingyun was really drunk, twisted up another pot of wine, stood up tremblingly, walked to a corner, and stretched out his hand.

The curtains on the wall slid down in an instant, and the portrait of the woman hung all over the wall.

Lily of the valley looked at these portraits, and her heart felt like she had been hit hard.

The woman on the wall resembled her, but it wasn't her, it was her mother.

If this is the case, the woman that Chu Lingyun has been hiding in his heart is actually her mother.

Chu Lingyun didn't look at her sad expression, carried the wine jug, walked to the window, supported the window with one hand, and looked through the window.

A lonely back, blended into the moonlight, is full of pain.

Lily of the valley sat down, and the sadness in her heart could not be relieved, so she had to drink in a big gulp.

At this time, she was no longer aware of the pungency of the wine, and could only taste a bitterness.

Chu Yu knew that he couldn't persuade her, so he had to let her drink.

Maybe get drunk, get some sleep, and it's fine.

Chu Lingyun seemed to have been standing motionless at the window, but Lily of the Valley was so drunk that even when she looked up, she looked at the back of the window and was blurred.

She stood up suddenly, rushed over with soft steps, and hugged him from behind Chu Lingyun, the heartache that had been suppressed could no longer be suppressed under the influence of alcohol.

"Senior brother, I can't accept this, you actually like my mother, I really wish I hadn't been here, I've never heard you say it."

Chu Lingyun pulled away the hands around his waist, and Lily of the Valley was unsteady and happened to be supported by Chu Yu.

"Lily of the valley, you're drunk."

Lily of the valley couldn't see his expression clearly in her blurred vision, but she felt that his tone was extremely cold, and her heart was even more sad.

"Big brother, I like you so much, why don't you like me? Am I not beautiful enough? ”

Chu Lingyun furrowed his brows helplessly, "You look very beautiful and look like her, but you can't replace her." ”

This was too direct, and for fifteen-year-old Lily of the Valley, she couldn't accept such a straightforward refusal at all, and suddenly burst into tears.

"Chu Yu, send her back." After Chu Lingyun finished speaking, he turned his head and continued to look at the river in the moonlight.

Lily of the valley was drunk and couldn't stand at all, and she cried sadly all the time.

Chu Yu had no choice but to carry her on his back.

Leaving the corner tower and walking along the Nanyang River, Lily of the Valley was still crying.

"Lily of the valley, stop crying."

Chu Yu really didn't know what kind of language he could use to persuade her, but he felt that her crying sounded really disturbing to him.

"Brother Chu Yu, my heart is so sad." Lily of the valley cried.

Chu Yu carried her on his back and walked calmly step by step, "I know." ”

Chu Lingyun stood at the window, watching Chu Yu walk away with Lily of the Valley on his back, and the cry gradually faded away.

He carried the flask and looked at the half-moon in the sky.

"Tanabata, Happy Birthday!"

He probably missed her so much, even the moon had changed into her face, and she was smiling at him, and the two dimples at the corners of her mouth were sunk in, as smart and lovely as when she was a girl.

He was immersed in this illusory scene, he didn't dare to move, and even suppressed his breathing, for fear that if he was not careful, the illusion would be shattered.

But the illusion was just an illusion after all, but a gust of wind blew him back to reality.

He furrowed his brow in pain, lifted the flask and drank.

After drinking in one gulp, the flask in his hand fell, and he felt a hot current in his chest surging upwards and spurting out of his throat.

Blood splattered on the eaves of the windows, a dark red in the dim moonlight.

The blood in his mouth attacked his taste buds, but he tasted only a bitterness and a strong longing.

His body fell to the ground, he looked at the bright moon in the sky, and muttered in his mouth, "Qixi, I can't protect you anymore." ”

Chu Yu had already walked a long way with Lily of the Valley on his back, and Lily of the Valley's crying was also stopped.

It hurt completely, and she cried heartbreakingly, but at this moment she calmed down.

"My mother said that people who are not together are inappropriate people." She seemed to be talking to herself, a tone that seemed to have a comprehension.

Chu Yu listened silently and did not speak.

After a while, she asked blankly, "Brother Chu Yu, did I do something wrong?" Senior brother, he has the right to like someone, how can I force it? ”

Lily of the valley suddenly said this, which made Chu Yu a little surprised, and smiled with relief.

"Lily of the valley, if you think like this, you will have a lot less troubles."

"Brother Chu Yu, let's go back, I'll tell Senior Brother that from now on, I won't pester her anymore, I don't want him to be unhappy."

When they returned to the corner tower, they found Chu Lingyun lying on the ground.

Lily of the valley woke up halfway through the wine, thinking that he was drunk, and rushed over with Chu Yu, only to find that his lips were stained with blood and he had fainted.

"Senior brother, what's wrong with you?"

Lily of the valley didn't have time to be afraid, she forced herself to calm down and take his pulse.

"Brother Chu Yu, Senior Brother still has a pulse, hurry up and transfer him back to the palace."

fell ill overnight, and when Chu Lingyun woke up again, his face was extremely pale, and his previous spirit was completely gone.

When he opened his eyes, he saw the god-like face in front of the bed, and he was in a trance for a moment, reaching out to hold her hand.

"Qixi Festival, did I miss you too much, so God sent you here?"

Lily of the valley had a sour nose, and quickly suppressed all her emotions and smiled sensibly at him.

"Senior brother, I'm Lily of the Valley."

Chu Lingyun's face was obviously disappointed, "It's Lily of the Valley." ”

Lily of the valley wanted to endure it, but she couldn't help it, and her tears fell straight down.

"Senior brother, I hate myself for not being good at learning and I can't see your illness, but you look so serious."

Chu Lingyun reached out and gently touched her head, "Lily of the valley, don't cry, I'm fine." ”

No one knows, in fact, he has been feeling unwell for a long time, and he has just been covering it up.

Lily of the Valley said, "I'll ask someone to come to Master, and I think his old man will be able to cure you." ”

Chu Lingyun shook his head, "Don't go, Master, his old man is also old, how can I bear to let him run around again?" ”

Lily of the valley finally respected his meaning and did not send someone to find Hua Qianqiu.

She thought about it and struggled for a long time, and finally wrote a letter and asked people to send it to Dayan.

To like someone is to make him happy, and his happiness should be to meet the person he wants to meet, right? Maybe as soon as he is happy, he will be cured?