Lian Xin is a slow-burning person, although he has already accepted Jiang Yu in his heart, he is still very blunt about revealing his heart and explaining these intimate behaviors in the past. After all, she has been accustomed to closing her heart since she was a child, and she rarely shows her emotions to her brother who has the best relationship.

"I grew up in my grandmother's house, so you must already know that."

Jiang Yu had investigated her in order to force her to live in Jiang's house, and he had known about this matter for a long time. Lian Xin wanted to tell Jiang the reason for his encounter today. It's been a long time since these things happened, and she was young at the time, Lian Xin thought that she wouldn't have too many emotions when she talked about them, but she didn't expect her chest to be a little blocked.

Jiang Yu felt Lian Xin's emotional change, and raised his hand to hold her hand tightly on the table, giving her strength.

"In fact, as I get older, I have slowly let go of the fact that I don't grow up in the Lian family. I also slowly began to feel that I was not even a family member, but a child of an ordinary family. It's just that a lot of things happened that forced me to re-accept the fact that I was a family member. ”

Lian Xin once thought that she could completely get rid of the Lian family, but she thought everything was too simple. Blood is thicker than water, no matter how ruthless she is or how she forces herself, she can't change the fact that she is born.

"Not long after I came to S City to go to college, my mother started to be in poor health, and she wanted me to go back to Lian's home. Sometimes I really think my parents are very interesting, one had to send me away, I grew up, and the other had to ask me to come back. ”

"At that time, my mother was very disapproving of letting me go to my grandmother's house to raise me, but she couldn't screw my father's will. So she always felt guilty about me in her heart, and when she was sick and vulnerable, the guilt became more and more intense, so she forced me to come back, hoping that I could come back and feel the warmth of my family. ”

"But I left the Lian family when I was a child, and from the time I went to my grandmother's house until I became an adult, I didn't return to the Lian family more than five times. It can be said that I really don't have much affection for my family and father, so how can I enjoy the warmth of my family! ”

And I subconsciously felt that my father had abandoned me, and since he had already chosen not to want me, why should I go back and face him who was almost a stranger. I was really angry when my mom said she wanted me to go home, but it was my mom and she was very ill at the time, so I couldn't say no to her. ”

So I was very unhappy and went back to Lian's house, forcing myself to accept my father and Lian Xin, but I really couldn't be like a nobody at that time. I had a bad time. ”

Now when I think back to the days when I first returned to Lian's house, it was really tormenting, like being under house arrest somewhere, and I felt uncomfortable. Thankfully, I was already in college at the time, and there was a school as a refuge.

"When I was in graduate school, my mom wanted me to go back to City A. But I refused, and I stayed at S University. Unexpectedly, it didn't take long for my mother to leave. This incident hit my grandmother very hard, and it didn't take long for my grandmother to leave. ”

"All of a sudden, the two people who were the best for me in this world are gone. I don't have any nostalgia for the Lian family, and my brother also left the Lian family after his mother left. I also want to leave, I want to have nothing to do with the Lian family at all. But my mother's last words were to hope that I could stay at the house, and at that time, my father also fell ill because of so many things that happened one after another. I had to do my part to look after him. ”

"Sometimes it's ironic when I think about it. Obviously, my dad didn't want me at first, but in the end, it was I who stayed by his side to take care of him. ”

After Lian left home, in addition to taking care of Lian Yi, Lian Xin was in Zhang Luo for many things at home. Wu's mother is also very interesting, and she likes to ask her for ideas during that time, as if she has replaced her mother to become the new housekeeper of the Lian family. As the young lady of the Lian family, not long after her mother left, she began to stay home at night, no one could control her, maybe no one wanted to care about her.