Chapter 81: I'm Not Alone

I didn't wash my face, so I hurried out to find the dog. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Apparently, the big black dog must have snuck out of the house last night while it was getting dark, so we didn't find out.

I searched all the places where the big black dog frequented on weekdays, but I still couldn't find her.

When I got home and sat in the yard, I was stunned looking at the big black dog's nest, and my heart was very sad at the moment. . .

Is it true that I'm the only one left from now on?

When I was depressed, the master who installed doors and windows in the village came.

I measured the size of the doors and windows, and when I was leaving, the master said to me with emotion: "I didn't expect your father to leave in such a hurry, alas." ”

When I heard that, I felt like I had something.

Right! The big black dog has been sullen lately, and she was also reluctant when she came back from the cemetery yesterday, or did I carry her into the car, could it be that she went to her father's place?

Thinking of this, I quickly rode my bicycle to my father's grave.

When I got to the cemetery, I couldn't help but sigh.

The big black dog was really here, and I saw that she was lying motionless in front of her father's grave at the moment, as if she was dead.

I quickly ran over and walked up to see that I was relieved, she was just not happy.

Since my father was sick and died, the big black dog has not eaten much and lost a lot of weight.

Looking at my father's grave, bits and pieces of the past resurfaced in front of my eyes.

Now that there was no one around, I finally couldn't hold it back, and I hugged the big black dog and cried bitterly in front of my father's grave.

It is no exaggeration to say that the big black dog in my arms watched me grow up, although this sounds a little funny, but it is true, a 16-year-old dog is naturally very human.

Seeing that I was crying, the big black dog also snorted sadly, and then stuck out his tongue and kept licking me, as if to comfort me.

Looking at the big black dog like this, I got some comfort in my heart, yes, at least the big black dog that has accompanied me since I was a child is still there, isn't it?

And just like that, I returned home with the big black dog.

No matter what happens now, how sad it is, but life still has to go on, and only by living well can I be worthy of everything my dad has paid for me silently over the years.

After a few days, the doors and windows were ready, and after the installation was completed, I couldn't help but "chuckle" in my heart when I heard the price.

As expected, it cost 2,600 yuan to install a set of aluminum alloy doors and windows in the new home, and I really don't have any money now.

What can I do......

I can't ask Uncle Pan and Uncle Wang to borrow it, when they gave money two days ago, I kept saying no, and now I'm going to borrow money again, how shameless it is.

Besides, my father never asked his brothers to borrow money when he was alive, so how could I lose his people!

When I was at a loss, my grandmother found the third uncle and explained the situation at home, but I didn't expect the third uncle to happily agree that all the money for my school and lunch in the future would be paid by him.

When I heard the news, I breathed a sigh of relief that I could finally go to school with peace of mind.

And the second uncle, occasionally take a little daily necessities to help me and my grandmother, and I still remember their care for me...

After the start of school, I was promoted to the second year of junior high school, and every day my third uncle would give me four yuan to count as my bus fare and lunch expenses.

After removing the two dollars of travel expenses, the food money is only a pitiful two dollars...

To be honest, I used to eat three yuan at noon every day at school, and I couldn't eat enough for these two yuan......

Even so, I never asked for it, after all, people are not your father, and it's good to be willing to give you some food...

In fact, I can do all of this, the only thing that makes me sad is that at lunchtime, only I am left, the girl who cried and laughed with me, and lit up my world, has left.

Every day after lunch, I would go to the little gazebo we often went to and sit alone for a while, as I used to.

I really want to drink another cup of milk tea, but now I don't even have a problem to eat enough, how can I have money to buy a cup of milk tea...

Suddenly I missed her, if Sister Yun was still there, I wouldn't have to hold the words in my heart all the time, and no one would tell me.

Qu Yanyun, are you okay? I don't know where you are now, whether you are happy, and if you think of me often......

Whenever I feel sad because I think of the happy time with Qu Yanyun, I will take out the repeater she left for me, plug in the headphones and stare at her favorite song silently, at that moment, as if she has not left, but has always been by my side.

The miserable life continues day by day, and I don't know when it will pass, let alone where I will end up in the future.

Maybe I'm no longer fit in the world ...

Or maybe it's because I'm oppressed by life, or maybe it's because I don't have anyone to talk to, and now I don't talk less and less, sometimes I don't say a word a day, and my personality is becoming more and more gloomy.

And my friends......

Qiu Jiawei is busy falling in love, and now he is full of spring breeze, and he himself said that he has gone out with Lin Dina to open a room during the summer vacation, and then gave others ......

Alas, beasts!

Brother Yu, I was sent to the police academy to study by my Uncle Wang's relationship, it seems that Uncle Wang plans to let his son inherit his father's business and become a policeman in the future.

As for Liu Yue, my old tablemate, since he was pressed on the bed by a ghost, he has become chattering, and he is not crazy but fast.

Speaking of which, I have to mention Zhang Chunlong, this kid is becoming more and more sissy now, and when he talks angrily, he looks like a mother, and the whole person becomes twisted and pinched.

According to Uncle Pan's previous words, I seriously suspect that what lives in his body now is a woman's soul, which is the female ghost I saw with Liu Yuping when I first came to the women's dormitory of No. 4 Middle School - Yu Yang!

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My friends are doing better than me, and I'm happy for them from the bottom of my heart.

But what about me......

Until one afternoon two months later, I was so hungry that I couldn't eat enough at noon every day for two months, and my stomach rumbled at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, so that I didn't have the heart to study.

The hunger in my stomach grew stronger and stronger, and by the end I couldn't stand it.

Gritting his teeth, he went to the school commissary and bought two packs of crispy noodles with his remaining one-dollar fare.

The moment I chewed the crispy noodles in my mouth, I felt extremely happy.

This should be the happiest moment for me in the past few months!

When I was in class after eating the noodles, I was thinking about how to get home.

What to do? Ticket evasion, forget it, how embarrassing it would be if you were discovered......

I thought about it for a while, but I couldn't come up with a good solution.

In the end, I finally made up my mind to go back tonight!

Didn't my dad buy me a bicycle the year before last, but I secretly rode my bicycle if it didn't work (because in the first two years, students had accidents every year when they rode to school, so the school forbade students to ride their own bicycles to school).

As long as the teacher finds out about the small snacks, it's fine, so that I can eat a full meal at noon......