XXXV. Sickness

As the saying goes, people, it's good to get anything, just don't get sick.

In the season of changing seasons, Lu's mother called Lu Shiyuan and specially told her to wear more, pay attention to keeping warm, and pay attention to her body, but Lu Shiyuan still had a vigorous cold.

This cold is the most serious one Lu Shiyuan has had since he can remember, so serious that he has had a fever of thirty-nine degrees for two days in a row, Lu Shiyuan has always been strong, and the little thing like a cold is to get through without worrying about jumping around, and if it is more serious, just take some medicine and drink more water, where did I think that this time it is getting more and more serious.

Lu Shiyuan, who had a high fever for two days, crouched on the table and endured a class, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, Wang Dongxue saw Lu Shiyuan's scary appearance and quickly poured hot water for Lu Shiyuan, and kept persuading Lu Shiyuan to ask for leave to go to the hospital quickly.

"Teacher, I'm on leave, I have a fever and want to go back to the dormitory to lie down for a while." To be honest, Lu Shiyuan felt like a cultivator, with a burst of cold and heat on her body, the cold was the cold engraved in her bones, like ice ballast sticking out from the bone marrow to erode Lu Shiyuan's beating nerves everywhere, the heat was like a red-hot rolling iron ball in the throat, blood vessels, heart and lungs, Lu Shiyuan could feel the sweat coming out of her back and soaking her clothes, and the whole person was a little unconscious.

Boss Wang is still quite concerned about the health of the students, and after being a class teacher for so many years, you can see at a glance whether he is really sick or pretending to be sick. Boss Wang reached out and probed Lu Shiyuan's head, and immediately approved the fake note. He told Lu Shiyuan to go to the hospital as soon as possible, and study hard when he is well, because his body is the capital of the revolution.

Lu Shiyuan forgot how he got back to the dormitory, he has always been a boy who is very strong when he encounters things, but this time he really can't hold on. Lu Shiyuan should really thank himself for his hard life, and thank God for allowing him to grow so big in peace. At this time, a different person would have run to the hospital a long time ago, and he would have called his friends to accompany him to see a doctor. But who made him a strange person, even at this time, he didn't want to trouble others, and he thought that he would just lie down for a while, he was really a heartbreaking guy.

It is said that before a person dies, everything he has experienced in his life flashes through his mind as quickly as a movie, whether it is important or unimportant, whether he wants to see it or does not want to see it, angels need a person to make a final decision about his own life. Lu Shiyuan lay on the bed in a daze, burying her head in the quilt, as if she was about to leave this world.

What kind of person was you in the first half of your life? Lu Shiyuan thought.

is probably too ordinary a person, Lu Shiyuan will never be able to be the child of other people's families in everyone's mouth, no matter how much Lu Shiyuan thinks and works hard, it seems that it is always a lot worse than what he thinks in his heart. Thinking about it again, Lu Shiyuan felt that she seemed to be a very bad person.

Lu Shiyuan thought of Lu's mother, although Lu's mother always looked like she didn't care much about anything, Lu Shiyuan knew that her mother was a very delicate person.

For no reason, Lu Shiyuan suddenly thought that when she was very young, there was the earliest picture of Lu's mother in her memory, which was the first scene in all of Lu Shiyuan's memories, and before that, there was nothing left.

The beginning of the memory is like this, the young Lu's mother hugged the little Lu Shikite, shook and shook gently, and was still busy with housework in her hands, so she kept holding and shaking, as if she didn't know how tired she looked. There is also the cabinet, as well as the pink tweed coat with a folded collar worn by Lu's mother, this picture of freezing and moving often comes up in Lu Shiyuan's heart, why is this picture? Lu Shiyuan couldn't figure it out, maybe it was the little Lu Shiyuan, who knew for the first time that the woman in front of her who gave her a sense of security was called her mother.

How great is this woman who has spent her best time lovingly watching Lu Shiyuan grow up little by little, and she often makes her sad and disappointed.

Lu Shiyuan remembered the first time Lu's mother cried because of Lu Shiyuan, at that time, Lu Shiyuan was in the rebellious period of youth, and she had to do everything with her mother, and the two quarreled every day, Lu Shiyuan felt that Lu's mother was really annoying, why didn't she treat her children as well as a mother with children on TV? So considerate to children? After a big quarrel, Lu Shiyuan slammed the door, shattering all the glass on the door, and a piece of glass cut Lu Shiyuan's arm, leaving a scar to this day. Mother Lu saw the blood on Lu Shiyuan's arm in a hurry, and hurriedly cleaned and bandaged Lu Shiyuan, Lu Shiyuan still stubbornly pursed her mouth and didn't say a word, still blaming Mother Lu in her heart.

In the end, Lu's mother finally couldn't help it, and shed tears while bandaging, and suddenly, Lu's mother hugged Lu Shiyuan and broke down and cried, which should be the tears that Lu Shiyuan can only really understand when she is also a parent. That was the first time Lu Shiyuan had seen her mother cry like that, and it was the last time she cried for so long. You know, Mother Lu has always been a very busy, busy and strong doctor.

Lu Shiyuan felt that she had never cried since she grew up, but she couldn't hide her tears when she thought of it, Lu Shiyuan hated herself for being so bad at that time.

Probably boys don't cry much when they grow up, and if they do cry, it must be because it really touches their hearts. Ordinary boys are like this, even the most sunny and positive teenagers will have the experience of secretly shedding tears when no one is around, everyone is human, these things, boys and children are the same.

Lu Shiyuan also remembered Lu's father, a man who usually doesn't like to talk but is very funny, he gets off work on time every day, and the biggest entertainment activity is to take the big black walk, occasionally go to the cement table tennis table next to the community to wave two beats and then go home with a smile. Who is it for? Father Lu must have looked at Mother Lu with a smile and said, son, don't be stinky and beautiful, all this is for the sake of this still beautiful woman in front of you. I am really grateful to this man for bending his back to support this warm home.

Lu Shiyuan fumbled out her mobile phone and wanted to make a call to her parents, but before she pressed the button, she cried again, Lu Shiyuan put down the phone, didn't want her family to worry, and then shook herself and poured a cup of hot water, washed the cold and heat clearing powder that she had been prepared, and then covered the quilt and lay down, finally feeling not so bad.

There are still two classes left before the roommates get out of class. Lu Shiyuan looked at the time, and it happened that the bell rang between classes, Lu Shiyuan had never felt this middle school that has cultivated countless students and has a glorious history at such a time as her current position. It's like there's nothing special about it, but because of some people, it's become a very special place.

Lu Shiyuan thought of Li Yangqing, more than other times, he recalled from the first time he met, to the bits and pieces of sharing the table with her later, until now, how lucky he was to meet you in this life. It's a little troublesome, it's all a secret unrequited love by myself, it's a joke in the eyes of others, maybe Li Yangqing will laugh at himself, and he will say Lu Shiyuan, I will treat you as a friend like Lu Zichuan. Maybe, maybe......

Lu Shiyuan thought of countless possibilities, and also thought of countless possibilities.

Maybe she doesn't like him, maybe she will.

Lu Shiyuan took out her notebook from her schoolbag next to her pillow, and wrote down the words engraved in her heart for many years without fading, and she will shine brightly in the future.