Chapter 375: Thank Him for His Abandonment
was nagged by Bai Qiuluo, Shao Nanchu didn't mind, reached out and smoothed the hair scattered on the side of her face to the back of her head, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, if that person is you, I'm willing to nag for the rest of my life." ”
When I first met Shao Nanchu, he was cold and indifferent, didn't talk much, and more often liked to look at people with a pair of calm eyes.
If a person has a ghost in his heart, he will definitely be seen as weak.
And when he put her in his heart, his attitude towards others is still the same, but for her, he seems to be eager to hold the tenderness of the world in front of her and give it to her.
Coldness and indifference, it didn't exist in front of her, on the contrary, this man was so attentive and thoughtful that it made her heart pound.
It was also him who made her experience the treatment of the heroine in a romance.
Obviously he didn't like to talk much, but he was willing to say something to her that he was willing to nag for a lifetime, which moved Bai Qiuluo's heart.
Bai Qiuluo couldn't help but sigh: "Nan Chu, how can you be so good to me, I'm afraid that I saved the galaxy in my last life, so I was so lucky to meet you." ”
When Shao Nan first heard this, a trace of incomprehension flashed in his eyes, and he felt a little gloomy in his heart.
Whenever Bai Qiuluo came up with something he didn't understand, he knew that she must be speaking modern terms, and whenever this happened, he would feel very powerless.
It's not just their age that separates them, it's also the difference of hundreds of years of time, as well as the differences brought about by culture and geography.
So every time like this, he had a feeling that he couldn't catch her.
That feeling was terrible for him, who had always been strategic, and could do everything in his chest.
Bai Qiuluo noticed his silence, but although he was gentle with her, silence was normal, so she didn't think much about it, was silent for a moment, and asked, "What about him?" What happened later that day? ”
As Bai Qiuluo exited, the originally quiet carriage became more and more silent.
Although Bai Qiuluo didn't say her name, Shao Nanchu knew who she was talking about.
When Bai Qiuluo was unconscious, Shao Nanchu took her hand and was thinking about what happened that day.
She said that he was her boyfriend, her closest man, and that after the boyfriend's inspection, he could become her husband.
So that day, Meng Yunzhou said that he was her boyfriend, and she said that Meng Yunzhou was just an ex-boyfriend, which means, in her world, is she and Meng Yunzhou in the same relationship as he and her are now? They love, fall in love, stay together, know each other?
Although he knew that when she was with Meng Yunzhou, he didn't know her at all, and he wasn't in the same world with her.
But sometimes, jealousy is really so nonsensical, it pops up suddenly, suddenly explodes, and it is out of control.
Thinking that she once belonged to others and was close to others, he couldn't control his jealousy.
It's not that I dislike her for not being clean, but I simply feel that I didn't meet her first, participate in everything in her life, and put her life in the palm of my hand, and I have regrets.
Reluctantly struggling out of the churning sea of vinegar, not wanting her to feel his negative emotions, Shao Nanchu said in a calm voice: "He ran away." At that time, I patronized to hug you, so I couldn't stop him, don't worry, he hurt you so much, I won't let him go. ”
After saying the cruel words, he realized that the person in his arms had had a relationship with that person, although he knew that the person in Bai Qiuluo's heart was him now, he still couldn't help but wonder if she would be reluctant to deal with Meng Yunzhou.
Women are sensitive, if Bai Qiuluo didn't notice Shao Nanchu's wrongness for the first time, then this time he really felt his emotional struggle.
Because when he is in mood swings, he will always unconsciously tighten the hand holding her, although it will not hurt her, but it can make her feel a strong taste of possession.
"Nan Chu, what are you thinking?" Bai Qiuluo suddenly asked softly.
Thinking about the scene of the day, what happened and what he said, Bai Qiuluo pondered, it was impossible for him to be such a smart person without discovering the relationship between her and Meng Yunzhou, she couldn't help but wonder if he was minding this matter, if she asked, would he be willing to be honest.
"Nothing." Shao Nanchu paused and said.
"Nanchu, I want to hear the truth." Bai Qiuluo sighed more heavily and said in a deep voice.
Shao Nanchu was quiet for a moment, and then said honestly: "I'm jealous." ”
Bai Qiuluo was stunned for a moment when he heard this.
Ahh Did she hear it wrong or did he say it wrong?
After a while, Bai Qiuluo asked, "What are you jealous of?" ”
"I'm jealous that he met you before I did, and stayed by your side before I did." Shao Nanchu said in a low voice.
At that moment, Bai Qiuluo was suddenly speechless.
She had thought of thousands of reasons for his jealousy, but she had never thought about this, and she couldn't tell whether the emotions surging in her heart were moved or shocked, Bai Qiuluo pursed her lips, tears rolling in her eyes.
When Shao Nan saw her not speaking at first, he thought she was angry and lowered his head to look at her.
"Nan Chu, do you want to know about me and him? What happened to me and him on Earth. Bai Qiuluo lowered his eyes and didn't look at him, and opened his mouth low.
Shao Nanchu looked at her quietly for a moment, and suddenly said, "I don't want to, I don't want to at all." So Luoluo, don't talk about it. ”
After finishing speaking, Shao Nanchu couldn't help but despise himself fiercely in his heart.
What he didn't want to say, in fact, he wanted to die and wanted to know like crazy.
He is not a duplicitous person, but at the moment he is speaking duplicitous.
It's just that in his heart, no one is more important than Bai Qiuluo.
If his curiosity was based on tearing open the wreckage of her memories, he would rather not know.
How could Bai Qiuluo not know his thoughts, and couldn't help but be touched.
Maybe this is the performance of really loving someone, doing the things he disdains the most, knowing that he wants to know but acting so indifferent, just because he is willing to put himself in the other person's shoes.
However, Bai Qiuluo still spoke in a low voice.
Although her love run with Meng Yunzhou is a pity for her, there is nothing that cannot be said to Shao Nanchu.
I didn't say it at the beginning, not because I wanted to hide it, but because I didn't think it was necessary.
She felt that she might never return to Earth for the rest of her life, and that the cloud boat on Earth would not appear in her life, so there was no need to say it.
But now that Meng Yunzhou has become the Yunzhou who once fell in love with her, disrupting her life and wanting to take her away, then there is no need for her to hide it anymore.
As her other half now, Shao Nanchu has the right to know her past.
is different from the previous time when she told Shao Nanchu that she was from the earth, this time, Bai Qiuluo started with the death of her parents almost in great detail.
Of course, this matter also refers to some major events that have turned around, and she is more impressed.
After she finished speaking, Shao Nanchu hugged Bai Qiuluo for a while and didn't speak.
"Nanchu?" Bai Qiuluo called softly.
"Luoluo, I'm grateful to him." Shao Nanchu said lowly.
A hint of surprise flashed in Bai Qiuluo's eyes, and he couldn't help asking, "Why gratitude?" ”
Why does she think Shao Nanchu's brain hole is very strange? Every time I think of it, it is always beyond her expectations and imagination.
"He has been with you for many years when you are most lonely, and you deserve this gratitude." Shao Nanchu said in a low voice, "But I'm still jealous, because the person who accompanies you is not me." ”
If it weren't for Meng Yunzhou accompanying Bai Qiuluo when she was the loneliest, he didn't know if he would have the opportunity to meet such a good Luoluo, so he was grateful.
Of course, jealousy is also undisguised.
When he said the second half of the sentence, he obviously carried a bit of emotion, like a child who was angry.
Bai Qiuluo was amused and moved when he heard this, and couldn't help but say: "Nan Chu, I should say that I am the one who is grateful." Thank you for being so accommodating, thank you for loving me so much. ”
"But no matter how grateful I am, it is an indisputable fact that he hurt you and tried to take you away, and I have already sent someone to find him, and once I find him, I will abolish him, even if I don't kill him. Luoluo, will you blame me? Shao Nanchu said again.
Bai Qiuluo was silent for a moment, and finally shook his head gently, "No." ”
She is very satisfied with her current life and doesn't want to change much, and from Meng Yunzhou's words, she can hear that his family is obviously particularly interested in her for some reason, and wants to get her back to modern times.
If she had just crossed over, she would have gone back, anyway, she had no relatives anywhere, and it was better to stay alone in Dacang than to go back to the earth where she had lived for more than 20 years, at least it was familiar to her.
But now that she has been here for nearly a year, the family, love, and friendship she has gained here are things she has not felt on Earth for more than 20 years, and she is reluctant to leave, and she does not want to leave.
Since then, Meng Yunzhou's existence has become an indescribable nightmare, a time bomb, and she may be blown to pieces at any time.
So Meng Yunzhou can't stay, at least he can't let him harm her ability anymore.
Thinking of this, Bai Qiuluo's heart was cold, although he felt that he was a little indifferent and ruthless, but he could only be selfish for his own happiness.
"If you can, try to spare his life, it's really not good, you can make your own decisions, and you don't need to ask my opinion."
"Okay." Shao Nan responded at the beginning.
If Shao Nanchu had the intention of killing Meng Yunzhou at the beginning, then because of Bai Qiuluo, he was willing to leave Meng Yunzhou alive.
Don't say anything else, just for the kindness that he has accompanied Luoluo for many years, just for him to abandon Luoluo's kindness, and he will be able to open the net.
Although it was precisely because of Meng Yunzhou's abandonment of Bai Qiuluo's splitting move that there was the possibility and opportunity for the development of the relationship between Bai Qiuluo and Shao Nanchu later.
"Master, it's here." At this time, Jin Qing shouted outside the carriage.
Bai Qiuluo's heart suddenly tightened when he heard this, and his brain was confused.