Chapter 831: Intentional
"Changyi." Xia Changyuan walked over a little nervously and helped Xia Changyi up.
Ya'er also hurriedly picked up Xia Changyi, and then called the maid to clean up the debris.
Lin Ye walked over, looked at Xia Changyi with complicated eyes, and finally sighed and took her from Ya'er's hand, "Are you okay?" ”
"Brother Ye......" Xia Changyi also had complicated eyes, "I ......"
"Let's talk."
Xia Changyuan seemed to have returned to the time when Xia Changyi was dead, and he was so nervous that he kept an eye on him the whole time, lest Xia Changyi would disappear if he was not careful.
This kind of feeling is indeed rare in the affectionate royal family, which is also one of the reasons why Lin Ye is soft-hearted, look at his friends, and look at Xia Changyi, Lin Ye took Xia Changyi's hand, walked to the place where he and Xia Changyuan sat down just now, and took out another bottle of wine.
is different from when he drank with the prince, the porcelain vase given to Xia Changyi is a little smaller.
Xia Changyuan sat down on the other side of Xia Changyi, but was sent away by Xia Changyi, "Big brother, you go and get us some snacks." ”
Xia Changyuan immediately understood that Xia Changyi had something to say to Lin Ye, so he left, but he was worried that Xia Changyi would do something stupid, so he let Ya'er watch from afar.
Lin Ye raised the wine bottle at Xia Changyi and took a sip, but did not speak.
Xia Changyi also took a sip and didn't speak.
The buds staring at the two of them from a distance are about to get sick, you guys talk quickly, don't hold it in your heart!
The two were silent for a long time, but Lin Ye spoke first, "What are your plans?" ”
"Brother Ye, you are really ruthless!"
Lin Ye said, "I'm sorry." ”
Even though there are many things not to say, everyone knows what to say.
"You're sorry for me." Xia Changyi sniffed, "Speaking of which, I should thank you." ”
"I'm sorry for giving you hope, and I personally extinguished this hope." Lin Ye blamed himself very much, "I'm sorry. ”
"Brother Ye." Xia Changyi raised his head and took a sip, "Thank you for giving me hope, even if it's short-lived, it's enough for me to reminisce in my life." ”
Lin Ye was very uncomfortable, speechless, and wanted to hug Xia Changyi and tell her that in fact, he liked her very much, but the kind of family affection between his brother and sister was not the love between men and women, but he was afraid that Xia Changyi and others would misunderstand, so he raised his hand in the air and couldn't fall for a long time.
Xia Changyi smiled and said, "Brother Ye, you are still as ruthless as ever!" ”
"I'm sorry."
"Okay, you don't have anything to be sorry for me." Xia Changyi took a big sip of wine, "Actually, I already knew about you and Xiaoya." ”
The weather was too cold, Xia Changyi shivered, "Brother Ye, with your and my brother's skills, it's impossible not to know that I was standing in that place from the beginning." ”
Lin Ye didn't speak, indeed, he meant something deliberate.
Xia Changyuan's thoughts were unknown to him.
Xia Changyi continued, "Actually, I guessed it when you went to chase Uncle Ankang, but unfortunately I still want to numb myself, I hope I think about it, and I am reluctant to let go of your warmth." ”
"You're smart." Lin Ye said, "It's me who is sorry for you." ”
"That's it! Brother Ye! Xia Changyi smiled and cried, "Don't blame yourself all the time, I don't want to see you like this, I want to see that cold and arrogant you, you who ignore me, not ......" Now so cautious.
Xia Changyi turned his head, quietly wiped the tears from his cheeks, turned back again, and smiled sweetly at Lin Ye, "Brother Ye, I will be unhappy if you are like this." ”
"I hope you can be happy for the rest of your life." Lin Ye raised his hand and gently touched Xia Changyi's head, "From childhood to adulthood, in my eyes, you are just like Xiao Yu'er, you are my sister, you are very smart and cute, you are just making people." ”
A sound of creation made people, blocking all Xia Changyi's bitterness in his throat, and he wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know where to start.
After a long time, he sighed and said, "Brother Ye, I always thought I was a princess in the past, and I couldn't get anything I wanted, except for you." ”
After a pause, Xia Changyi seemed to laugh at herself, and as if she had an epiphany, "Later, I realized that not only that, but there are many, many things that I can't get."
But compared to ordinary people, I am lucky enough, for example, I have been clothed and fed since I was a child, and my father and mother will try to do whatever I want.
I heard that the meaning of the existence of many princesses is marriage, I heard that there are many women who live just to marry a man who can support their parents' family, and I heard that many women are even sold to live a miserable life.
So I'm really lucky, I have been spoiled by my father and queen mother since I was a child, although I hope that our two families will marry to consolidate the imperial power, but at least you are the person I have always liked......"
Saying that, Xia Changyi choked up, "Later, something happened, I felt that life was dark, and there was no hope of living, so I changed my ...... If she were another princess, she might have been abandoned a long time ago, or even secretly executed for the dignity of the royal family......
But my father and mother didn't give up on me, and even lied for me, did a lot of things, and even ...... You also have to separate from Xiaoya for me to survive......
Really, I'm really lucky, and I've been wondering if it's because I've been so lucky, and I've got jealousy, and God has to give me a little frustration......"
Lin Ye listened even more uncomfortable, for women in this society, this is not just a setback, many women value reputation more than life, only a small number of people feel that life is better than anything else, life is meaningful, and it is better to die than to live.
It's not that he's willing to fall, it's a victim in itself, so why do you want to abuse yourself and persecute yourself?
But they understand, not everyone can figure it out.
Therefore, Xia Changyi can see through many things, which is the most commendable.
This is one of the reasons why he insisted on trying to coax her, and he always believed that she would figure it out and regain the confidence to live.
"Changyi, you are the best, without a man, you can live well, even like my mother, you can also live yourself as a legend."
"Brother Ye, you can't speak!" Xia Changyi wiped her tears and glared at Lin Ye.
After a while, she added, "Actually, I always knew that before that, my aunt also went through a lot of hardships. ”
"So you have to believe that after going through this ordeal, your life will be smooth sailing and a happy life in the future."
A lifetime of happiness? Xia Changyi didn't dare to imagine it, but she wouldn't kill herself, not only that, she wanted to do something she liked to do, so that her life was more meaningful, she wanted her father and mother to know that even if she didn't marry the Lin family, she could do a lot of things for Xia Changyuan.
"Yes, there is nothing to fear about those who have died, they are not even afraid of death, are they still afraid of living? Brother Ye, don't worry, I can think of it. ”
Xia Changyi looked at Lin Ye with tears in his eyes, "But brother, can you let me attend your wedding with Anya, can you let me live with you for a while." ”
Lin Ye refused, "I'm sorry, you can attend the wedding, but I don't want to take you with me, Xiaoya won't say it, but she will feel uncomfortable." ”
Xia Changyi knew this result early on, "Tease you, look at your nervous look!" However, Brother Ye, I want you to help my brother and Xiao Yu'er. ”
If in the past, Lin Ye must have said that you have a lot of requirements, but after experiencing his own affairs, he knew that it was not easy for two people who loved each other to come together, so he nodded, "Try your best, but my father's hard requirement is that Xiao Yu'er will never serve a husband with two daughters, can you ask His Royal Highness the Crown Prince if he can do it?" ”
If it can be done, it is not a problem whether it involves the royal family or not, as long as their Lin family does not fall, they can support Xiao Yu'er.
Xia Changyi seemed to show his attitude, "Of course I can, my brother has told me many times before, he would rather not be a prince than be with Xiao Yu'er, or I persuaded him not to say such things in front of his father, so as not to hate Xiao Yu'er and cause unnecessary misunderstandings." ”
"Thank you." Lin Ye was very sincere.
"There's no sincerity at all, I don't want your verbal thanks, I need something substantial." Xia Changyi said in a slightly coquettish tone.
"I'm sorry, I ...... Just like Xiaoya a ......"
"What with what! I know you only love Xiaoya, but can you not always be in front of me, I will also be sad, I hope you promise me that you will not turn against my brother for the rest of your life, and you will be a brother for a lifetime, and you will never abandon my brother because of various problems, do not help my brother, or even rebel! ”
Lin Ye was a little surprised, this is simple, "I'm full and have nothing to do to rebel, why should I rebel if I'm so good, you can rest assured of this, I will definitely not rebel, because I have decided, when you are well, the whole family will go back to the south and live our little life." ”
"What!" Xia Changyi stood up in shock, "Brother! Come here! ”
Seeing Xia Changyi like this, Lin Ye began to feel a little relieved, she was still the same as before, shouting and screaming as a princess, but it was different, she seemed to know how to take care of others better than before.
Xia Changyuan and Ya'er stood side by side, they couldn't hear the conversation between the two, they only saw Xia Changyi crying and laughing, so worried that he couldn't do it, and when he heard Xia Changyi calling him, he immediately ran over, "Changyi, what's wrong?" ”
"The whole family is going back to the south."
Xia Changyuan suddenly felt bad, "You say it again?" ”
"Brother Ye is going back to the south, he won't be an official anymore, and the whole family will go back."
Wouldn't that be the little fish who would go back with him!
Xia Changyuan's whole person seemed to have been struck by lightning, and he couldn't move, "Why is it so sudden?" ”
Lin Ye explained, "It's not sudden. You also know that when the emperor was in power, my father and mother didn't want to be an official, they just wanted to make money and live a peaceful life, but at that time, the situation in the Great Xia Kingdom was not stable, they had no choice, and they delayed it again and again, and it dragged on for so many years, and now the situation in the Great Xia Kingdom is stable, and the people live and work in peace and contentment, and our Lin family should also retreat. ”
After hesitating for a moment, Lin Ye still added, "So as not to get in the way of others." ”
"How come, with your Lin family here, our Xia family will be at ease!"
Xia Changyuan found out that after he finished speaking, Lin Ye just looked indifferent, and realized that this time Xia Changyi's matter was that Xia Qingtian vigorously supported the Li family in order to balance the relationship between several families, which led to the Li family's ambition getting bigger and bigger, and finally caused it.
It's obviously uneasy!
Lin Ye didn't break it, and Xia Changyuan couldn't say it anymore.