It's not that he doesn't want Sun Manman to live, but the struggle between heaven and man is constantly tumbling and rising in his mind.

On the one hand, it fills him with hope, but on the other hand, it makes him face despair, and when he is full of hope, it is a bigger blow to the living.

For those who survive, the kind of death that is about to be faced or will be faced at any time is the most torturous.

After dying, the body is relaxed, nothing feels at all, it disappears, but the living still have to endure that kind of torture deeply.

“…… There's always hope, isn't it? Ji Xiaoyao lowered his voice, when it came to distress, Sun Yingchuan would not be more sad than himself, he also hoped that Sun Manman would be well and get better as soon as possible.

"You guys just ...... Are you discussing my illness? Suddenly, a soft female voice sounded in my ears.

Looking back, Sun Manman was standing there wearing a white dress and holding the possession in one hand, staring in this direction with some sad eyes, and slowly walked towards them.

Sun Yingchuan quickly adjusted the emotions on his face and smiled again, "Manman, why did you come down?" What don't you do with a break upstairs? ”

Ji Xiaoyao also looked sideways, Sun Manman's footsteps moved lightly and he had already walked to the side of the sofa, and a faint smile squeezed out of his pale face, "Dad, you were talking about my condition just now, right?" ”

The voice was as soft as the wind, softly, softly, but more sad than ever.

The saddest thing is to watch the people around you leave, right?

"Manman, don't think too much, the doctor said that your condition is fine......" Sun Yingchuan choked his voice, but he smiled and talked to Sun Manman, "It's not early, you hurry back to the room to rest, don't think too much......"

But before he finished speaking, Sun Manman laughed miserably and shook his head, "Dad, do you want to deceive me?" I have the right to know about my condition, don't try to hide it from me, let me know it alone, okay? ”

Ji Xiaoyao held a cigarette between his fingertips, his eyes drooped slightly, his eyes were indifferent, and there was a hint of tiredness under his eyes, "Manman, don't think too much, this disease is not a terminal disease, didn't the doctor say it?" As long as you find the right kidney source, you will be no different from a normal person after the transplant, but the premise is that you have to get enough sleep and receive good treatment, eh? ”

Sun Manman's hands hung down on his sides, he smiled slightly, his smile was weak, he shook his head, and his eyes were clear and boundless when he looked at Ji Xiaoyao, "Xiaoyao, do you even want to deceive me?" I know what my body is doing, and the doctor says it's the best situation, but ...... What if I don't make it then? What to do? What if you can't find the right kidney source? ”

"No, it won't!" Ji Xiaoyao's teeth clenched, he stood up and walked to Sun Manman, his dark eyes condensed with a ghostly light: "Many people give up their lives because they can't afford to see a doctor and can't pay the high cost of surgery, but you are different, you are happier than more people, there are so many people with you who never give up, there are so many people in the world, there are always people who are matched." Whoever it is, I will do everything I can to get her to agree to give you a kidney transplant. ”

After speaking, his palm fell heavily on Sun Manman's shoulder, and his voice was deep.

With an irrefutable taste, "You will definitely find a suitable kidney source, and you will definitely get through!" ”

Sun Manman's eyes were filled with despair, but there was hope in her heart, she wanted Ji Xiaoyao to be within her own range, as long as she could see it.

Even if she can't get it in the future, she can't stay with him until she grows old, and she can't let others possess him.

"So what if I didn't have that good luck, I wouldn't have been able to wait for that day...... I can only wait for death in silence? Sun Manman raised his head and breathed deeply, his eyes already red.

"Vine ......"

"You don't have to comfort me, I understand that life and death are life and wealth, I can ......accept it" Sun Manman suddenly cried out in pain, stretched out his hand, his soft and slender fingers had reached out to hug the man in front of him, and his arm wrapped Ji Xiaoyao's waist hard, Ji Xiaoyao wanted to push her away, but his chest was already wet with warm tears, and his hand finally fell on Sun Manman's shoulder, "It's just that I can't bear it...... I can't bear to ......"

Sun Manman's voice became smaller and smaller, as if it was floating from a far, far away, "I can't bear Dad, I can't bear so many friends, I haven't lived enough, I still have a lot of things to do...... The most important thing is that I can't bear you...... Xiao Yao......"

"......" A lot of words are choked in the throat, and a stranger's departure will make people sigh and sigh in their hearts, let alone the people around them?" Don't overthink it. ”

"I didn't, Xiao Yao, I'm afraid, you don't know how scared I am, I don't dare to close my eyes every day, I'm afraid that after closing my eyes, I will never be able to open my eyes again, and I will never see the next day's sunshine." Her fingers tightly grasped Ji Xiaoyao's clothes, suddenly left his embrace, raised her head and sniffed, and asked, "Ji Xiaoyao, even if you pity me and promise me one condition, okay?" ”

Ji Xiaoyao's emotions moved slightly, and he still nodded: "You say, what do you want me to promise you?" ”

As long as he can do it, he agrees.

"Before, if it hadn't been for those accidents, we would have been married." The corners of Sun Manman's mouth looked at it slightly, smiling with tears, like a white lotus after the rain, looking at it made people feel a little unbearable in their hearts, "At that time, I fantasized about wearing a white wedding dress, and then stepping on the petals to walk towards you in the company of everyone, marry you, and then live happily for a lifetime, these may not be possible now...... Xiao Yao, I know that the person you love in your heart is Di Ying, but I'm going to die, even if it is to fulfill my best wishes, okay? I don't want too much, as long as you can get engaged to me and fulfill my little wish, okay? ”

Her fingers pinched his clothes hard, the bones of her fingers turned white, pinched hard, bit her lip slightly and whispered, "Is it okay?" ”

Time passed little by little, but Ji Xiaoyao didn't respond, the Adam's apple kept rolling, and it was reasonable that he should help Sun Manman, but this matter was ......

Sun Yingchuan couldn't help it at this time, he got up from the sofa, his voice was very cold and asked in a low voice, "Ji Xiaoyao, Manman likes you so much, can't you agree to such a thing?" Well? She's just such a small wish, compared to her taking her life as a bet to save you, and granting her a wish, just make you feel embarrassed like this? ”

"Forget it...... Sun Manman's lips started slightly, and he shook his head, "Dad, don't be difficult anymore...... I'm already going to die anyway, and that stab is nothing to me. ”

Ji Xiaoyao's heart seemed to be grabbed densely, making him uncomfortable and unable to speak at all, just after Sun Manman's words fell, Ji Xiaoyao nodded heavily, "Okay, I promise you, I will let people arrange the engagement ceremony, if this is your wish, I will fulfill her for you." ”

"Really?" In an instant, a glimmer of brilliance appeared in Sun Manman's eyes, and he nodded and asked, "I want to go to France to try on a dress, is it okay?" ”

France? Thinking of this, Ji Xiaoyao also nodded, just so he could go to Di Ying and explain all this to her, "I'll arrange it." But can your body? ”

"Don't worry about my body, I can do it." Sun Manman's tone was very fast, as if he was afraid that Ji Xiaoyao would suddenly regret it: "I will listen to the doctor's words with peace of mind, regulate my body, and I will not go on a business trip." ”

"That's good." He also nodded, when he went out from Sun's house, Ji Xiaoyao sat in the car, pinching the cigarette with his fingertips, and he didn't realize until the spark of the cigarette butt burned his fingers, and casually extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, and then sent a message to Gao Huan to arrange a flight to France.

He squinted slightly, and raised his hand to press his slightly swollen eyebrows.

The jewelry exchange activity is about half a month, Di Ying has met a lot of people, every day from morning to night is constantly busy, in a variety of craft production site observation and learning, but I have no intention of paying too much attention to it.

After she rushed back to the apartment in the evening, she hurriedly ate something and returned to the room to start taking notes, and when she was inspired, she would draw two strokes on the drawing board, the mobile phone buzzed and vibrate, Di Ying subconsciously looked up, took off her glasses and looked at the screen.

I thought it was that person......

Seeing that it was Qi Weilan's name, she leaned heavily on the back of the chair with her legs in her arms, "Di Ying, are you okay in France?" ”

She replied quickly, "It's fine." She quickly called Qi Weilan a lot of things, all of which she had recently learned in France, and she had also made a lot of friends.

Qi Weilan could feel that Di Ying was a lot happier, but the picture she saw in the Ji family that day, she thought about it and couldn't help but want to tell her.

"You and Ji Xiaoyao...... Still in touch? She asked.

Di Ying didn't reply for a long time, and Qi Weilan popped up a message in the chat box: "Recently, Sun Manman seems to have a good relationship with him, often appearing in Ji's, eating together, going home together, and getting along very closely." ”

If it's not a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, no one will believe it, right?

There are all kinds of rumors in the company.

said that Di Ying relied on means to get to the top at the beginning, but now that Sun Manman is back as her first girlfriend, Di Ying is naturally out, she left again, and if she doesn't appear, everyone thinks that she has been completely kicked out now, discouraged, and has not gained anything.

In an instant, she fell from heaven to hell, and a group of people were eager to surround her and laugh at her, laughing at her for trying to cling to someone who shouldn't belong to her.

"And, I've heard...... Ji Xiaoyao and Sun Manman are getting engaged, and they have been discussing engagement recently. ”

Di Ying looked at the news, but her eyes, which were calm just now, were a little shocked at this moment, and she trembled and typed a line.

"What do you say? Who said this? ”

Qi Weilan was also a little embarrassed, and after repeatedly deleting it, she still sent it out, "It came from the top floor, this matter was handed over to Gao Huan to deal with, and Gao Huan handed it over to the administrative person to arrange the handling, and the place was arranged in Xiaochunju, and the time was ...... next month."