Chapter 137: A Helpless Choice
"What!" Hearing this, I was shocked, and looked at Sister Hui in disbelief: "Isn't he already gone?" ”
"That's right, he's gone......"
Sister Hui looked out the window with a sad expression: "But after that night, I was pregnant." Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"This ......" I still can't believe it.
Sister Hui pierced my mind at a glance: "Maybe you think I'm cheap, but I'm not a casual person in my bones, I can tell you for sure, child, it must be his!" ”
"I didn't ...... I believe in you! Seeing that Sister Hui was a little angry, I quickly opened my mouth to defend myself.
Sister Hui didn't have the same knowledge as me, but continued to recall: "Alas, at first I didn't know that I was pregnant, because my period was very inaccurate, and I once didn't come for two and a half months, but once I came, it was a ruckus. ”
"So this time, I still thought I was on monthly leave, after all, I had never been pregnant before that......"
"But in the fourth month, the period still didn't come, and in the past two months, I began to feel lethargic and nauseated, so I panicked a little and took time to go to the hospital for a check-up."
"The moment I saw the report, I was completely panicked, I was really pregnant! And it's been four and a half months. ”
"What can I do! When I was most lonely and helpless, I still thought of him, after all, it was his flesh and blood in my belly, and the only man I liked was him. ”
"I lost my mind, dragged people to find a relationship, and finally found his specific location after a month and a half, Dalian!"
"I went to Dalian to find him, but he led the woman out to meet me, I began to cry bitterly at him, and told him that I was pregnant with his child, but what I got was ridicule and insults from him, saying that I didn't know whose wild seed I was pregnant!"
Speaking of this, Sister Hui paused, took a deep breath, and calmed down her emotions a little, her hands were already clenched into fists, and even her nails were deeply embedded in her flesh.
"After I came back, I sat alone on this seashore, this position, I thought about jumping into the sea for a hundred years, but at this moment, I saw a person, this person is a blind man, he has no hands, his biggest dream in life is to be able to go to the beach, listen to the sound of the sea, feel the wet and salty water, for this day, this blind man has been waiting for forty years......"
"The appearance of this blind man gave me great courage, and I thought about it, yes! I didn't do anything wrong, so why should I die? Wouldn't they all be glad when I died? So ......"
Sister Hui didn't finish her next words.
"So, you're ...... a baby," I sighed.
"I'm almost seven months pregnant, the risk is very high, the hospital is unwilling to do it, and I don't want to let this innocent life disappear like this, but there is no way, it is really difficult for me to live with him, and in the end I spent a little more money, and finally the operation was done......" Sister Hui's expression was a little desperate.
"It's a boy......" I couldn't help but add.
Sister Hui nodded: "I know, if he is alive, he will be more than three years old now......"
"But I, I really couldn't ...... at the time"
Finally, Sister Hui couldn't bear it anymore and leaned over the steering wheel and cried.
For the first time in several years, she indulged herself and cried bitterly.
In the past few years, she has been enduring, and she has been telling herself to be strong and not to expose her weak side.
But no matter how hard you hold on, you are still a woman after all, and you need the love and care of others......
Looking at Sister Hui with pear blossoms and rain, my feelings are a little complicated, abortion is indeed too cruel for that child, and it is no wonder that he will become a ghost baby to keep pestering his mother.
But can you say that Sister Hui's choice at that time was wrong? If it were me, I would have to make the same choice......
Looking at Sister Hui's crying red eyes, I felt a little distressed, but I didn't know how to express it for a while, and I didn't know where the courage came from, so I actually drove me to stretch out my arm and gently pat her back......
Sister Hui didn't show rejection of my actions, but cried even more.
Perhaps, she really needs someone who can listen to her confide in her.
I silently accompanied Sister Hui like this until she had cried enough and calmed down, and it was already more than two o'clock in the afternoon.
"Koshota, thank you......"
"You're welcome, I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy..."
"I'm already grateful for listening to me." Sister Hui smiled at me.
After fading the layers of camouflage, she looks even more beautiful.
"Now that you know what happened, what's next?" Sister Hui continued to ask me.
I thought for a moment and muttered, "This child has now become a ghost baby, and he absorbs your yang energy and grows bigger day by day, it is impossible to exceed it, so he can only ......"
"What about him?" Sister Hui asked.
I sighed and continued, "I can only find a chance to let him wander away......"
"Ah..."Sister Hui was very sad when she heard this: "It's all my fault, is there no other way?" ”
"No, and it has to be fast, your body won't last long..."
"But ......" Sister Hui still hesitated: "I feel much better in the past two days, my body is not so tired, and I won't be unable to sleep because of pain, isn't that child not harming me!" ”
"No......" I shook my head and explained, "That's because I'm by your side and that kid is afraid of me!" ”
"Oh," Sister Hui nodded thoughtfully when she heard this, and muttered, "No wonder, I always have an inexplicable sense of closeness when I see you, maybe it's the instinct to survive." ”
"Perhaps......"
"So where do I go now?" Sister Hui looked at me and asked.
I thought about it and asked her to drive me to the fortune-telling places in the city.
We went from store to store before we had yellow paper, brushes, cinnabar, incense, rooster blood, and so on.
When it was getting dark, I remembered an important item: a paper man, and quickly asked Sister Hui to drive me to find a color shop, and I spent a high price to tie a child.
Or how to say that you get what you pay for, this little paper child is really vivid, like a real person.
It can be seen that Sister Hui really feels sorry for this child, and bought two more paper clothes, paper shoes, and a pocket version of the pony.
Looking at this posture, it will be enough for his son to open a bank over there in the future.
When she was about to leave, Sister Hui stopped in front of a small paper car, she stopped for a moment, turned to the boss and asked, "......How much is this paper car?"
Before the word "money" could be spoken, Sister Hui was pulled out by my arm.
Good fellow, if I hadn't stopped her, she would have bought the paper cart.
Fortunately, I couldn't put it in the car, otherwise I was sitting in the car, and there was a paper car behind me, and a paper child was sitting in the car and looking at me motionlessly......
After everything was ready, sitting in the car, Sister Hui looked at the things in the back seat and then at me, and asked with a blank face, "Where should I go next!" ”
I smacked my lips and thought, "Let's go to my house!" ”