Chapter 162: Unbearable Past Pitiful
"She has been with Fang Bingguo for several years, and I don't know if she made any of those phone calls that angered my mother, anyway, I was also hostile when I saw her, but she was higher than I was at that time, I cut her clothes, she dragged all my clothes out and threw them in the trash, I spat in her bowl, she slapped me until my nose sprayed blood, I splashed her with water, she scalded me with boiling water - those days, I did experience the appearance of a vicious stepmother in fairy tales......"
The woman's calm tone of narration concealed indignation and ferocity, even after many years, now that she thinks back, she can still clearly remember Xu Meihui's vicious face when she abused her at that time.
She couldn't understand at that time, how could Fang Bingguo fall in love with this kind of woman, she was simply a poisonous woman, a femme fatale!
Whenever they had a conflict, Fang Bingguo would reprimand her, saying that Aunt Xu was a good woman, telling her not to be so mischievous and annoying, and telling her to get along with Aunt Xu well, and to change her name to mother in the future.
Mom......
She sneered at that time, glared at Fang Bingguo viciously, and yelled at them: "My mother is dead, she was killed by you!" No one deserves to call me mom anymore! โ
In the pouring rain, she rushed to the door.
She didn't tell these past events, but when she thought about them in her mind, her body couldn't help but tremble, and she didn't know if it was a cold from the bottom of her heart, or too much indignant anger.
Huo Lingxiao noticed it and held her fingers tightly, he didn't expect that Xu Meihui was actually such a vicious woman, he knew that this was the case, when she was holding her legs and feet just now, he should have kicked it hard!
Although, the upbringing in his bones told him that he should not be rough with women no matter what, but that kind of thing can't be considered a person at all, let alone a woman?
Originally, I just wanted to hear about her past to understand her more deeply, but I didn't expect her past to be so tragic and unbearable.
Seeing that she was immersed in the past and couldn't extricate herself, Huo Lingxiao clenched her hand and said softly: "Okay, don't talk about it, those things are over, and with me in the future, none of them will dare to bully you!" After the company, you have the final say, and you can take revenge on the bad guys who bullied you. โ
Fang Ruoning looked at him, smiling bitterly and laughing at himself, those bitterness and grievances that had been suppressed for many years, suddenly had a desire to confide.
Some injuries can't be healed even if they are concealed, even if they look fine on the surface, they have already rotted and suppurated inside. Although she has lived a glamorous life over the years, and she can be regarded as a successful person by relying on self-improvement and hard work, but in the bottom of her heart, the shadow of the pain of her childhood and the psychological trauma given to her by her original family have never died.
Perhaps, only by uncovering the pain, exposing it to the sun, confiding it, being heard, and feeling distressed by someone, can those wounds truly heal.
So, Huo Lingxiao's stop didn't stop her, but she smiled coldly, and her low tone became more and more distressing: "What is this matter, compared to Xu Meihui's later framing of me, this is all pediatric ......"
"What else did she do to you?!" The man's face was gloomy and intimidating.
"She is the woman who has been with Fang Bingguo for the longest time, and finally luckily conceived a child, and later did an examination to know that it is still a son, Fang Bingguo loves her more and more, I know that once she gives birth to a child, I will have no status at home, at that time, I really don't want her to give birth to that child, and I look forward to her every day if something happens to her...... I knew it was a vicious thought for a little girl, but I just couldn't control it at the time. โ
"Sometimes, I even thought about framing her for falling or something, but in the end I was too timid to do that...... But I didn't expect that I was struggling and hesitating in my heart, but Xu Meihui didn't restrain herself at all because she was pregnant with a child, but relied on being pregnant Fang Bingguo to spoil her, and she became more and more excessive with me. โ
"Of course I don't accept it, she scolded me for one sentence and I gave her ten sentences, she grabbed my hair and I bit her arm, in short, I'm like a little strong who can't be killed, I won't give in and won't retreat, I know she wishes I couldn't stay in that house, so get out, I'll just grit my teeth and stay, no matter how she squeezes me and abuses me, I just won't leave......"
"Later, she was probably so angry with me that she couldn't stand it, so she set that trapโ"
"That day, I had another conflict with her, she slapped me, I grabbed her hand without showing weakness and bit it down, the nanny was called by her, I knew that one against two would suffer again, let go of her hand and turned around and ran upstairs, ready to go back to the room and close the door. But when I went up the stairs, I was still caught by the nanny, she went upstairs violently, grabbed me by the hair and slapped me a few times, and asked me to kneel down and apologize to her, of course I refused, I just wanted to get rid of her grasp, so I slapped her desperately - the place where we were pulling was obviously a few steps away from the stairs, but I don't know how she stumbled and fell, I just remember...... She screamed all the way, holding her already visible belly and rolling down like a leather ball, and the nanny also screamed, and rushed down to pull her, of course, before she had time. โ
Fang Ruoning's whole mind was immersed in the scene at that moment, although many years had passed, the picture was clearly as if it had happened yesterday, her face was expressionless, only her eyes were full of heavy haze and panic.
That scene was indeed terrifying for her, who was only a teenager, so much so that during the years she was thrown abroad, she woke up from her dream many times, and it was Xu Meihui's screaming and screaming, and there were large and shocking bloodstains.
Huo Lingxiao wanted to interrupt her and ask her to stop talking, but looking at her appearance, he understood something.
Perhaps, when these things are said, she can feel better.
So, he didn't stop her, he didn't make a sound, he just hugged her as tightly as he could.
"I was standing on the stairs, completely unsure of what to do, and coincidentally, Fang Bingguo happened to come back at that time and witnessed this scene with my own eyes...... Xu Meihui was lying on the floor, clutching her stomach in pain, there was a lot of blood under her, the whole floor was blood, dark red blood - Fang Bingguo roared, rushed over and hugged her, she trembled like a ghost and raised her finger and said that it was me who pushed her and deliberately pushed her down the stairs to kill the son in her belly...... And the nanny followed her words, I bit her hand, and refused to apologize and admit my mistake, and pushed her down ruthlesslyโโ"
Fang Ruoning didn't argue at that time, she was completely frightened by that scene, only to know that a person's body could shed so much blood. That scene was so deep in my mind that when I entered the delivery room to give birth to Xuanxuan, I was worried that I would not bleed so much and die like Xu Meihui.
"Fang Bingguo was so angry at the time that he slapped me so hard that I was almost deaf, kicked me a few times, and then asked people to lock me in the room, saying that they would settle accounts with me when they came back."
"Xu Meihui's child had a natural flow, and I heard that the hemorrhage was almost dead. Fang Bingguo came back from the hospital, kicked open the door and punched and kicked me, scolding me for being a broom star, a femme fatale at a young age, and killing my younger brother - that night, if my aunt hadn't arrived in time, I was afraid that I would have been beaten to death by Fang Bingguo. โ
"But in fact, when I heard that Xu Meihui's child was gone, and she herself almost died, I didn't know how happy and happy I was! So Fang Bingguo beat me like that, I don't feel anything, I think I won, and finally avenge my mother! โ
"I thought that Xu Meihui would not want her anymore if she had no children, but who knew that she really had the means, and she still caught Fang Bingguo firmly, and because of this incident, Fang Bingguo felt very guilty about her and spoiled her more and more. I knew that when Xu Meihui got better, she would definitely abuse me even more, and Fang Bingguo would not protect me at all, that home couldn't accommodate me at all, so when they wanted to send me abroad, I didn't resist, of course, it was useless to resist, so I went and left that home. When I left, I vowed that I would never go back to that home, no matter how good or bad I was. โ
In front of Huo Lingxiao, she didn't say that whenever she was wronged and beaten in those years, and felt lonely and helpless, she would go to Zhao Linlang's house, and sometimes she didn't come back at night.
Later, she was going abroad, Zhao Linlang tried her best to apply for a foreign university, and after graduating from high school, she also went abroad.