They can't send away criminals, and they also send away many chiefs, comrades-in-arms and friends, and the saddest thing is to say goodbye to their parents.

Of course, they may still be luckier than their brothers who were sent away by their parents.

Cheng Mu remembered that he was forcibly called to his house by this aunt during the last Spring Festival, although it was a little embarrassing, but it was also the most lively and comfortable year for him in these years.

And now, the old man didn't see his son start a family, and he didn't wait for his son to make a lot of money to give her a blessing, and he dragged a lot of debts in order to treat his illness.

Cheng Mu thought that Chixiao was still waiting downstairs, so he came out of the ward and went downstairs first.

"Are you going home?"

Cheng Mu didn't speak, took out a box of cigarettes from Chixiao's pocket, and Chixiao tilted his head to light it for him.

"Good smoke."

Chixiao raised his eyebrows slightly: "I don't usually smoke, this is for customers." ”

"yes, I know."

He didn't know why he knew, but he did know he wasn't so bad.

Cheng Mu had a cigarette in his lips and sank all the nicotine into his lungs, trying to use this method to numb the analgesic heart.

"Sometimes I really don't know what this life is all about."

These people are lucky to have survived until now, and they have participated in nearly a thousand large and small actions, and each time their lives are hanging by a thread, and they write one letter after another, and they don't even know who to send it to in the end.

The parents are old, the childhood childhood talking and laughing world Qingmei got married, and the partner who had been absent from the two places for a long time turned around and left.

When they retire, each of them has a big red flower pinned to their chest, and the rank will be removed, but the medal can be worn for a lifetime, but what is the point of these?

There are more or less problems in the body, and in the stormy night, I can't sleep holding the sore old bones over and over.

Cheng Mu rarely mentions these past events to others, because saying it will only show that he is extraordinarily vulnerable, and he has always hidden his vulnerability well, and only when he is in front of this he can't help but expose it.

Chi Xiao turned his head to look at him, his arm propped up on the steering wheel, and only the person in front of him seemed to be left in his dark eyes.

This is like an ancient general who abandoned his family and son, gave up his identity as a father, a husband, and a son, and only fought for his family and country, fought in all directions, was invincible, and finally snatched back the land that was encroached upon by the enemy.

When I returned home, I found that my mother was old, my wife had run away, and the child was not my own, and there was a green patch on my head.

Although the territory has returned, the land that has been usurped by the enemy army is naturally degraded and disgraced, and it will take a long time to turn it back into arable land to support the people, and the people are still living in dire straits.

As for himself, the emperor is still worried about the military power in his hand, and every word is a temptation, and he can't wait to force you to immediately disarm and return to the field, and return to his hometown. ”

This is about the story of a certain general in history, but why does Cheng Mu feel so familiar when he listens to it.

Chixiao said: "Actually, it's good, at least you have finally started to think about the meaning of 'your own life'." ”

Finally learned to think a little bit about himself, and no longer the god who loves the whole world.

The country needed a general, so he became a general.

The people needed God, so He became God.

From beginning to end, there is not a moment of living for yourself.