Chapter 196
The woman's fingers were thin and soft, Yin Feng felt very comfortable, but he was obedient, and raised his body, but his arms were still pressed on the back of her chair from behind, and he now liked this feeling very much.
"Their ......," Yin Feng said, "is not passing on to them evil, but 'good.'" He told them that he was doing the right thing, and perhaps that he was atoning for their sins. He told them that through such 'punishment', their wounds would be healed. All he gave them was a positive, good, good influence. That's why we see that those people can live in a house in peace and security. They will be so loyal to the organization, so determined, and have no regrets. They think that 'he' has cured themselves, but in fact they are taking a more tortuous path in life. ”
You Mingxu played with the small empty teacup between his fingers: "'He'? ”
In any group, there must be a leader. It's just that the leader of this organization has not been traced at all before. You can't imagine what he looks like. But now, with the death of six members, the conclusion of criminal investigation experts and Yin Feng's analysis, that 'he' seems to have a vague outline.
You Mingxu thought of the person You Yingjun had mentioned again - he said that he always felt that someone was snooping on him and threatening him, which made him feel depressed and frightened. Could this person be Wei Lan who once lurked beside him? But looking at Yin Feng's series of actions to catch Wei Lan, she didn't believe that Wei Lan could bring Yin Feng such a great deterrent.
Could that be 'him'?
Did Yin Feng feel his presence? Will you ever cross paths with him?
Yin Feng returned to the opposite side and sat down, as if aware of her doubts, he said, "I also have some analytical inferences about that collar. ”
"You say."
"The second." He said lightly.
You Mingxu didn't react, he frowned, but he had already changed his words: "His age will not be very young." Judging by the age group of the people gathered around him, and his influence on these mature criminals, at least between 3o-5o years old. ”
You Mingxu thought about this and felt that he agreed. Age represents the maturity of experience and thinking structure. A young man can be a criminal genius, but to understand the psychological state and life ups and downs of people like Gu Tiancheng and Xiang Rong, and even brainwash and influence him, he must be a person with considerable life experience to do it.
"The second point is that he has a great hatred for the guilty and must have suffered very unfair treatment and blows. Lost the most cherished things in life. ”
You Mingxu nodded. Fair and reasonable.
"Thirdly, he does not trust the judiciary and the police. But judging from the attitude of the members of the group towards the police, they do not hate the police. ”
You Mingxu thought about it, indeed. All of their actions were carried out in secret, and the six guilty people they killed before were also disguised as suicides or accident scenes, obviously not wanting to arouse the suspicion of the police.
"Fourthly, he is very intelligent and very good at controlling the psychology and emotions of others. He was also very rich. ”
"Hmm."
At this time, Yin Feng suddenly smiled and said, "Fifth, why do you think he is eyeing me?" Will you spend so much effort on me? ”
You Mingxu didn't look at his eyes, just looked at the buttons on his shirt, the lines of his neck were clear, and his white jaw.
"Why?" She asked.
"Don't you think what he's doing looks familiar?" Yin Feng said.
You Mingxu raised his eyes to look at him.
There was a soft smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were silent.
You Mingxu's heart trembled, realizing what he was talking about, he knew that she had thought of it when he looked at her, took a sip of tea, and said, "He is doing the same thing as me, but it is different." ”
Graffiti, Lao Jiu, Xiaoyan, Champion...... Every one was once a sinful person, and every one was once a good thought, but it was crushed and destroyed by life. It was Yin Feng who regained their confidence, and Yin Feng "collected" each of them and let them follow them and stop sinning. Therefore, although these people around him are still evil and wandering in the gray area of the law, Yin Feng has mastered their hearts, and Yin Feng is the shackle between them and crime.
"You...... Why? You Mingxu blurted out, this is also a question she has wanted to ask for a long time.
Yin Feng looked at her quietly and said, "Probably what I hope I believe in all my life is to do all evil and do all good." ”
You Mingxu couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, and such a big sentence actually came out of Yin Feng's mouth. He always seemed to live a cold and headstrong life, but when he did say that, you think, he said so, that's it.
Both of them were silent for a while, and Yin Fengxian said: "So, he set his eyes on me and did those things to me, not because we originally thought, he chose me." It's that he's comparing and competing with me. ”
You Mingxu was stunned.
Yin Feng sneered and said, "Compare who believes in the truth." Compare who can bring true forgiveness and new life to the sinful. So what's the best way to test? It is to use me to validate, to destroy me, to harm me. If I can't bear it and become a guilty person, then their most important step has been reached. Once the door of crime is opened, it can no longer be stopped. Then, they can guide me to be the 'punisher'. That's why when they know that I 'killed' you, they can't wait to show their feet, because that's what 'he' has always wanted to see. ”
You Mingxu pondered for a moment, and had to say that although this kind of "contest" method is incredible, it has a peculiar persuasive power.
In this way, it is in line with the logic of psychopaths.
"There are indeed similarities between the two of you." You Mingxu said.
"yes." Yin Feng turned the lid of the tea bowl, and there was a crisp and subtle collision sound, "The universe is big, life is varied, and I have the same path as him." It's like...... I have the same blood in his body. ”
You Mingxu's heart felt like a string was plucked by him, and he was silent. He just looked at her silently, and after a while, he suddenly smiled and changed the subject: "This is the end of the case analysis." Are you tired from a day of work, will I accompany you to walk below? ”
You Mingxu didn't answer, picked up the teapot, added a cup to himself, and filled it for him, he stared at her movements.
She smiled a little and said, "Back to this time." So from the very beginning, you planned the trap for Wei Lan to jump. The girl who was held by you, just to provoke me and cause conflicts......"
Yin Feng interrupted her: "When did I hug it?" ”
You Mingxu didn't dwell on this issue with him, and continued: "What you said to me before was also one of the plans, right? ”
She looked as usual, but Yin Feng stared into her eyes and asked, "What words?" ”
You Mingxu's face didn't change: "If you want to come back to me." ”
Yin Feng was quiet, slowly leaned back in the chair, and didn't look at her, just stared at the teapot between the two people on the table, and said, "That's indeed designed, to pave the way for angering you later." But it's also true. ”
You Mingxu didn't speak.
The room was silent for a while. Only the sound of the wind blowing outside the window and the faint chirping of birds in the distance.
Then You Mingxu heard Yin Feng say: "I've been waiting for a few days, why haven't you asked me all the time, are those two reports true?" You Mingxu, I was born to be such a person. I can live well and be successful, but no one has ever really felt my heart, and I can't feel anyone else. In the past, I didn't get along with women for long, and none of them gave me a sense of excitement and security. I'm with them just to be lively, but I actually find it extremely boring.
Over the years, I have endured a long period of loneliness, and I have always restrained some impulse that even I don't understand. I did everything in my power to keep myself from walking towards it. As a result of long-term mental depression, I became You Yingjun under the stimulation of their persecution. You Yingjun was my last desperate escape, both from them and from something deep inside.
But now, I'm back. I don't know what we went through during that time, but those innate desires that were so strong and unstable that I couldn't control suddenly became concrete.
My desire is you.
So I'm going to let you know what kind of person I am. Can you still accept me like this? Would you like to try to be with me? ”
- Volume 4 "Don't Look Back" (end) -