142 Understand, destroy

My eyes lit up with doubt, and I wandered around him for a moment, "What's that?" "Don't lie to me, Qi Qi is gone, so I don't want to go back with him.

Xu Haochen looked sideways at me, the morning sun hit his face through the dark car window, blurry and soft, his handsome eyes were shallow, and his voice was a little ambiguous, "Are you afraid of me?" ”

Joke, I'm afraid of what you do.

I gave him a cold look, "It's not that I'm afraid of you, it's that I don't want to be alone with you." ”

Xu Haochen turned his head to look straight ahead, he leaned lazily on the back of the chair, and the steering wheel almost didn't exist in his hand like a card.

The car stopped at Xu Haochen's villa, and when I opened the door, a wave of heat hit, and the water from the fountain poured out, sprinkled on me little by little, and the slightest coolness hit. Stepping on the pebble floor, the fragrance of Milan flowers rushed into my nose, and I walked behind Xu Haochen.

I still remember that year, he also parked the car by the fountain, and I followed him out of the car in the same way, walking behind him, only me and him.

I still remember that day, he announced the identity of my wife, and from then on he began to maintain my position in the Xu family, he has his purpose, but also his tenderness.

I still remember that moment, I was wearing 49 yuan jeans and 30 yuan white shirt that I bought online, sleeping on a luxurious sofa, and I couldn't believe the fact in front of me.

I still remember that moment, he said, "I'm not interested in dry roasted green beans. "In the end, we had a wedding and gave birth to Qiqi.

Everything is as clear as yesterday.

Looking at the empty living room, I seemed to understand something.

I paused in the living room and stopped advancing, Xu Haochen took my hand, and walked upstairs without saying a word, I didn't resist again.

Entering the bedroom, Xu Haochen pressed my shoulders with both hands, pressed me on the sofa, he turned around and went out, and after a while, he came in with a folder in his hand, and his eyes were calm and calm, "See for yourself." ”

My heart tightened, my eyes fell on his thin lips, I hesitated and reached out to take it, the thumb of my left hand flipped through the folder, and the dense lead words all came into view, I looked at it word by word, and my heart seemed to have a rubber band tightly strangling me, tighter and tighter.

Until the last word, my eyes were still in a thick black, as if every word was gradually rippling and turning into a stain of ink.

Some fleeting thoughts have been confirmed, should I laugh at myself for being stupid, it's not that I didn't doubt it, I just believed it selectively, and the result of believing it was deception.

Quiet, the empty room was silent.

"If I did this to you, you would come to me immediately, smash me in the face, and ......" Xu Haochen's quiet voice rippled in the room, and his voice, which was obviously not emotional, pierced my eardrums, "You will divorce me." ”

I ignored him, didn't look up, my right hand clutched the A4 paper tightly, my fingers pinching the lower right corner of the paper into an unsmoothing fold.

Silence, a long and eerie silence crept between me and him.

Thinking of Cheng Yitong's last midnight call, I suddenly felt a little relieved, I breathed a long sigh of relief, raised my eyes, gently closed the folder, and slowly handed it to Xu Haochen, the corners of my mouth gently pulled the shallow arc, "I still have something, go first." ”

Xu Haochen raised his eyebrows slightly, and the corners of his mouth turned up, "Okay." ”

I went to the garage and drove a yellow Ferrari, and the car drove away from Xu Haochen's villa, and the ginkgo trees on both sides of the road cast dappled light and shadow, like my heart, which will not be illuminated by the sun inch by inch.

I drove the car to Genting Garden, there was no servant in the villa, only the cleaning was done regularly every day, empty, I only felt empty.

In the empty villa, the enchanting flowers are blooming, the faint fragrance blows in with the breeze, and a table and a few chairs are placed under two luxuriant banyan trees. When I bought this villa, I didn't plan to live in it for long, and everything in the villa remained the same.

I sat on a chair under the tree, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Cheng Yitong's number, "Hey." Cheng Yitong's voice was a little happy, "Yaoyao, you miss me." ”

"yes." My voice was sweet, as if everything was the same between me and her.

"Yaoyao, how are you doing?"

"It's good, I'm ......," I pondered the wording, "I won't divorce Haochen." ”

3 seconds later, Cheng Yitong's faint lost voice came from the other end of the phone, "Oh, he'...... He is Qiqi's father after all. ”

"It's not all." I smiled at the corners of my mouth, "Actually, he has always been very good to me, maybe he is the person I should trust the most." ”

"Oh. Oh. Cheng Yitong on the other end of the phone was a little stammering, "After all...... You're still husband and wife. ”

"Tongtong." The tip of my nose was inexplicably sour, and my voice sank with a little sadness, "That incident is indeed Xu Haochen's fault, he shouldn't have sent someone to investigate me, and the people investigating me shouldn't have targeted you, Xu Haochen really shouldn't have coerced and lured you afterwards, if it was me, if it was you, if it were us, we would have chosen the same way, but you are my friend, we have been facing each other for four years, and I can't accept that Xu Haochen's behavior hurt you." ”

Speaking of this, my voice was a little choked, and the picture of me crying over the phone with Cheng Yitong on those nights became clearer and clearer in front of my eyes. Hearing Cheng Yitong's slight sigh, I breathed a sigh of relief, some words are still good to explain, I swallowed the sourness in my throat, and continued: "When I first learned about that incident, I couldn't wait to question Xu Haochen's actions, I divorced and had a fetus. In the days when you called me every night, my mind was full of your crying every day, I begged Xu Haochen to divorce me, and begged him to give me Qiqi. ”

Tears fell like this, slid down my cheeks and flowed into my mouth, "Yaoyao." Cheng Yitong's voice was choked, "I know that you are good to me, you are honest, and you can't pull back the nine cows that you recognize, although you are usually very aggressive, but you are the most emotional person." ”

"So, you're using me, taking advantage of the feelings between us, aren't you?" I ran my fingers over my moist eyes, which still had a fine haze.

There was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone, and the sound of breathing over the radio waves reminded me that the call was still ongoing.

"Yaoyao, you, you know?" After a long time, Cheng Yitong asked in a slightly trembling tone.

"Yes." I replied without hesitation, "But I don't blame you, that incident is indeed Xu Haochen's fault, and it is also you who I am involved in, he is my husband, you torture me, torture our marriage, I have no complaints, this is what we owe you." ”

Cheng Yitong sobbed, "Yaoyao, I'm sorry." ”

I wiped a handful of tears, calming the ups and downs of the emotions, I sighed deeply, dragging mud and water has never been my style, my eyes are clear, and the words I spit out are extremely firm, "However, the relationship between me and you is completely over from the moment I hang up this phone." I used many nights of tears, with the growth I missed Qi Qi for half a year, with the marriage that Xu Haochen and I almost lost, and you also used He Boming's two million to buy out our relationship, Tongtong, let's not contact each other in the future. ”

As soon as the conversation fell, I hung up.

I was prostrate on the table, tears in the corners of my eyes, and my heart seemed to be immersed in an endless pool, unable to find an exit, unable to climb out of the shore.

When my marriage with Xu Haochen was deadlocked, Qi Qi tied the two of us tightly together, although our relationship was very cold, but at that time the contradiction between me and him had already crossed Cheng Yitong's matter, Xu Haochen also stopped raping me in marriage, if it wasn't for Cheng Yitong's midnight phone call again and again, maybe time would untie my heart knot, maybe time would heal my scars.

He Boming bribed Cheng Yitong with a check for two million, He Boming knows me too well, Cheng Yitong also understands me, one has given me the most beautiful love, and the other has given me trust for a few years, and they have joined forces to destroy the fragile bond between me and Xu Haochen.

The time when I met He Boming in Fanhua City was also their careful calculation, and Cheng Yitong's midnight phone call when I lived in Wei's house was also their plan.

The mobile phone rang over and over again, it was Cheng Yitong's phone, I didn't answer, and I didn't hang up. The text ringtone crackled in my ears, and I didn't open it, nor did I feel the urge to read it.

I didn't pick up Cheng Yitong's phone again, and I didn't reply to the text message. So be it, I won't resent her, I won't punish her. I owe her, I pay it back, it's over.

I didn't call He Boming's phone, nor did I question him, and I didn't smash the document in his face like Xu Haochen said, I would smash Xu Haochen because he is my husband and my closest person.

He Boming is just a memory of mine, a dusty memory, even if he will occasionally appear in front of my eyes, he is He Shao, not He Boming.

Wandering around the huge villa alone, no Xu Haochen, no Qi Qi, no Wei Jiancheng, no Jiang Zhiling, I am the only one here, I suddenly don't like such a desertion, I called Zhao Yuwei, she has to wait until she gets off work to have time to accompany me.

I called Wei Jiancheng, and I said that I wanted to go to work, but Wei Jiancheng still said, "Two branches, pick one at will." ”

Pick and choose, I immediately asked Wei Jiancheng to send the information of the two companies, it's not that I'm in a hurry, it's that I don't want to be idle, I need to find a way to fill this empty heart.

In the evening, a barbecue stall near Zhao Yuwei's community.

I told Zhao Yuwei about Cheng Yitong, I used to care about Cheng Yitong's privacy, Zhao Yuwei was my sister, and she wouldn't go out to talk nonsense.

After listening to me, Zhao Yuwei sighed, "If it's broken, it's broken, and there will be trouble in the future." ”

At nine o'clock, Feng Jinsi came to pick up Zhao Yuwei, and I reluctantly let Zhao Yuwei go.

I spun the steering wheel with my hands fluently, weaving through the city streets with flashing red lights, I didn't want to go home, but I didn't know where to go.

The mobile phone in the passenger seat rang, I took it and saw that it was Xu Haochen, I hesitated and slid the answer button, and his quiet voice came from the other end of the phone, "Did you see the wallet I put on the bedside table?" ”

I twitched the corners of my mouth and sneered, "Are you saying I stole your wallet?" ”

Xu Haochen's voice floated with a faint anxiety, "I put it in before we went to Qihai City, I am not mistaken, or you come back to find it, there are very important things in it." ”