Ever since I was a child, I knew that my presence was not welcome.

At least for her......

My mother was first raised outside by Xiangye, an outer room with no name and no point, and three months before she was officially admitted to the house, she was pregnant with a child.

Seven months later, she said to the public

Later, it was said that I gave birth before the month, but I knew that the child she was pregnant with was born at term.

It's just that......

He was suffocated to death at birth.

And that's when I entered this prime minister's house.

The dead child was a baby girl, but she, the woman who became my mother, had to be a boy if she wanted to gain a foothold in the Prime Minister's Mansion.

The most important reason is that there is only one lady in the Prime Minister's Mansion, and the relationship between the Prime Minister and that lady is not good, and there is only one child under his knees, and that child is also a girl, six months older than me.

I started remembering when I was three years old, and at that time my nominal sister Mu Zhixuan was already born and was also two years old.

When I was in March, I naturally didn't know that the woman was actually not my biological mother, I just felt that she treated me completely differently from Mu Zhixuan.

treats Mu Zhixuan with a smile from time to time, like a mother, and she was originally Mu Zhixuan's biological mother.

And for me......

It's like treating a dirty thing.

Disgust, I often see disgust for me in her gaze.

But why?

At that time, I secretly said to myself, or she is different from others, she prefers girls, after all, at that time, stupidity fell on Mu Zhixuan for a hundred years and became a kind of cuteness with a naïve attitude, which is indeed a secret to people.

Although, I don't like Mu Zhixuan.

But I've been good at disguise since I was a child, and even if I don't like it, I can still be a good brother.

At that time, I thought, even if that woman likes girls more, don't hate me......

After all, I'm also her child.

It's just that all the secret telling in my heart became a joke when she was pregnant again.

When the woman was four months pregnant, I was four years old, and I vividly remember the joy the doctor had when she told her that it was probably a boy in her belly.

That's when I started to hate for the first time.

I thought, for no reason, she just didn't like me.

If she doesn't like me, then I won't like her.

It's just that at that time, I was still a four-year-old kid.

When I learned that I was not liked, I felt sad in addition to the budding accident of hatred that had just grown.

I ran out, and that's when I fainted her.

In my memory, it was a March when the peach blossoms were in full bloom.

There are only tall trees in the Xiangfu, but there are few flowers, even the woman's yard does not raise flowers, saying that the Xiangye does not like it.

But there are only two places that are exceptions, a Xu Ning Pavilion and a Warm Fragrance Pavilion.

At that time, I undoubtedly ran to Xu Ning Pavilion, which was a forbidden place for the rest of the Xiangfu.

I heard that the who snatched the position of the prime minister's wife of "my mother" lives here, at least that's what "my mother" told me.

So I don't like to go near any place even though there are always flowers all year round, but that day was an accident.

After I ran out, I inadvertently ran to Xu Ning Pavilion......