Chapter 44: Anger
With red eyes, she left the incubator and came to the observation room to change the mother's dressing and squeeze the lochia. Suddenly, the treatment box sounded a beep, she was startled, walked into the glass cover, and glanced at the various instruments - not good, very bad, neonatal jaundice is very high, and the preliminary judgment of biliary atresia is preliminary.
"What's going on, Dr. Liang?" The child's father hurried to the door and kept looking in.
"Don't worry, I'll take care of it." She comforted him softly.
"Oh, okay, please." The man nodded reassuringly and turned back to the observation room to comfort his wife.
Liang Chu was busy alone, blue light, dispensing, injections, meticulously done. The child's blood vessels are very thin, and she is afraid that the robot will not be able to do it well, so she lies on the incubator and carefully punctures and instills.
But bilirubin has been high.
Liang Chu could only call the Third World Center Blood Bank for help. The other party promised that the blood would be sent as soon as possible, and she continued to rescue while the blood was delivered. However, the child's physique is too poor, he has been sleeping deeply, and he can't even cry and suck, and now he has encountered such a situation, which is simply worse!
Seeing that his little nose was moving more and more rapidly, the cold sweat on Liang Chu's forehead was dripping out, what should I do, what should I do......
At this time, the blood from the blood bank happened to arrive.
Seeing several large bags of blood sent in from the hands of the medical robot, the family members of the children next door also felt that the situation was not good, and the husband caressed his wife tremblingly and walked to the treatment room, and asked Liang Chu anxiously: "Doctor Liang, didn't you say that it was okay?" Now what's going on? His tone was full of reproach.
Liang Chu didn't have time to explain to the family that a sterile environment was needed indoors, so she pushed the two of them out, "I'll do my best, you guys go out first, okay!" Without saying anything, the two were isolated.
The blood is hung up, and the blood of the whole body needs to be replaced, but can the child's weak body stand it? Lose, maybe die; But if you don't lose, you're still dead...... Liang Chu was extremely painful to make a choice with the infusion set, and after thinking for a moment, she decided that saving people was important!
Ten minutes, twenty minutes, thirty minutes, she stared at the flickering instruments.
After another ten minutes, suddenly, the red light flashed, and the child's heart rhythm curve was like flowing water, constantly sliding!
Liang Chu was startled and hurriedly began to inject a small dose of cardiac injections, but after a moment of stability, the value still kept jumping......
Increase the dose, rescue, resuscitation...... She was so anxious that she was sweating profusely, and quickly did all kinds of rescue measures, whether it was a surgical gown or a T-shirt, she didn't know how many times she had been sweaty......
After a few minutes, her movements finally stopped, and she stared blankly at the ECG—
Straight line......
She didn't believe it! Such an immature life disappeared so suddenly...... She kept trying all kinds of pacing methods, but all she could do, what she could think of, all her efforts, were exchanged for disappointment again and again, and cold despair......
Suddenly, she gave up all struggle and effort, crouched down, lay on the side of the little baby, and wept silently.
After crying for a while, the ring "ding", because this person's message was automatically accepted in advance, so Mr. Hua's Qingyue's voice was ringing in his ears at the moment, "Tomorrow is the New Year, I don't know what kind of New Year's gift you want this year?" ”
In previous years, before the New Year, I would also receive an email from Mr. H, asking her what gift she wanted. She is especially happy when she receives this message every year, but at this moment......
Liang Chu paused, and replied with a crying voice: "Today, a little life is so lost in my hands, now I don't want a gift, I just want to bring him back to life......"
The message quickly replied: "Is it in the city that never sleeps?" What is the reaction of the family now? ”
Liang Chu couldn't react a little, obviously Mr. Hua was different from what he was concerned about, he was really a businessman, and he only thought about how to deal with the aftermath when he encountered something, but she couldn't forgive herself now, and she didn't want to think about the rest of the things at all.
She replied softly, "I don't know how to tell the family." ”
After a pause, stood up, and sorted out his emotions, Liang Chu slowly walked to the door and opened the door.
"I'm sorry......" she lowered her head as she looked at the anxious couple outside the room.
As soon as the mother heard Liang Chu's words, she immediately said "Ah......", rolled her eyes, and fainted.
The man was suddenly anxious and in pain, hurriedly supported his wife, stared at Liang Chu hysterically with round green eyes, and yelled: "What are you talking about!" Didn't you say it was okay? Isn't it all good what you said? How could it not be saved! ”
Liang Chu didn't say a word, hung his head and stood by the door to let him scold.
The man waved his fist several times, but he was afraid that Liang Chu was an A-type person, hesitated for a moment, and slammed the wall and door next to him.
The people at the door also began to discuss, "How did you kill people well, aren't they all good?" ”
"Yes, I said this morning, this little girl is afraid that she can't be trusted, so she should spend more money to go to the hospital. Look, these two people don't listen to me, do they say that this doctor is good, and they still kill people? ”
"NND, a Type A person, how good can it be? She used to practice with us, and only after practicing can she go to see a doctor for the people above, how long do you think she will be here! ”
"Well, I heard her tell Dr. Lan before that she was only going to work for one year, and after a year, she was going to go up to take the license exam, I don't know what it is!"
"Look, I didn't have the sincerity to do it well from the beginning, bastard woman, she wants to practice with us!"
The people who used to say that Liang Chu was a good doctor were silent, and even turned against each other, saying that they had seen that she was not at ease before, but they were afraid of offending Doctor Lan so they echoed and said that she was good.
Liang Chu stood quietly in the corner, what they said was right, no matter what the reason was, no one would listen to her defense, so she could only continue to be silent.
At the noisy stall, the mother "ah......" came up in one breath and woke up slowly.
When he woke up, he was stunned for a moment, immediately remembered his child, shouted, "Son, ......" and staggered towards the baby's position.
With trembling hands, he gently traced the outline of the child, profoundly, and grief-stricken...... After a few more minutes, her shoulders trembled suppressedly, and she trembled for a while, before she finally burst into tears, "Baby, Mommy has come to see you, baby, open your eyes and look at Mommy!" ”
"Baby, mom hasn't hugged you yet, why are you willing to leave mom behind......"
"Baby, let's go home, we're dead, okay?"
"Mom knows that you are in pain, the woman who was stabbed with a thousand knives gave you so many needles, inserted so many tubes, and killed you alive, baby, don't worry, Mom and Dad will never spare her......"
The crowd at the door became more and more crowded, listening to a mother's hoarse cry, listening to these words of blood, not a single unmoved, soft-hearted woman covered her face and cried bitterly with her.
Liang Chu hung her head, motionless, with tears in the corners of her eyes, she closed her eyes fiercely, and guilt and frustration hit her one after another, almost crushing people.