Chapter 229: For Her Hardships
Su Yu didn't notice that Lian Xin was also deep in thought, and continued: "Sure enough, after I said that I have someone I like, you treat me as before, don't care about other people's eyes, and still meet me often. Even more open than before, there are more joys and sorrows. Although I rejoice in your change, I also have to understand that your feelings for me have not yet reached the love of men and women after all. You misunderstood that I had someone I liked, so you got along with me so distractedly. ”
"Finally, on the eve of graduation, I had a showdown with my family. As I expected, it caused the anger of my family, even though I had secretly arranged everything, including Su Ling's support and support. In fact, it is obvious that Su Ling is more suitable to be the heir, his heart is on this, he also has talents, and he has a close relationship with Jiang Yu. ”
Although Jiang Yu looks arrogant, he thinks about his feelings everywhere for his brothers. With this relationship, the Su family and the Jiang family are bound to maintain a state of balance. It's just that grandpa and dad have too much of a firstborn concept, forcing me, a person who doesn't like to touch business, to face everything. For my decision, they first persuaded me with kind words, and when they saw that I really refused to give in, they were coerced. ”
"For my unrelenting attitude, they were angry and struck me to force me to go home. In China, no matter how I arrange a back road for myself, it is impossible to compete with the entire Su family, so I can only choose to go abroad. In foreign countries, the Su family's ability is limited, and they can't use too many means against me. ”
Su Yu didn't expect the old man to be ruthless to him to such an extent, he didn't care about family affection at all, and seeing that he was unwilling to take over the Su family, he hit him everywhere. The old man has watched him grow up since he was a child, doesn't he know his character? The tougher you are on him, the less he will give in.
As a digression, Su Yu hurriedly came back to his senses: "But once we go abroad, there will be great variables between us." I can firmly believe that my feelings for you remain the same, but what about you? I'm leaving, will you forget Su Yu in a blink of an eye? So after thinking about it, I decided that I plan to let you know how I have felt for you for the past three years at the farewell party. Even if you didn't like me at the time, at least you'll remember me. ”
"That night I pretended to be drunk and tempted my roommates to stir up our relationship, and I was going to explain it to you. It's just that you still escaped after all, even far away. When I went to see you the next day, you were no longer at school. I've been waiting for you for three days, and you still haven't come back. In the end, I had to go. I told myself, I can comfort myself! My beloved junior sister, how can she easily look at others, how can she casually put ordinary men in her eyes. ”
Lian Xin remembered that she did run away at that time, skipping class and going to the town for many days. At that time, she happened to have something at home, and she was in a bad mood, so she stayed in the town to relieve her emotions.
"My original plan was to come back after my PhD abroad, but then I found out that you were also interested in studying abroad, so I continued to stay abroad. When you were at Yale, I wanted to go to you countless times. But at that time, I had already told me all my feelings for you, and I didn't know how to face you, and my heart was full of hesitation. I had to go to Yale secretly to see you, but Yale is so big, how can I meet you easily. ”
"But the hard work paid off, and I found a lot of people to finally understand your situation. Knowing that you are Mary Shaw's most proud disciple, you are still as good as ever. As for whether or not to contact you, I still put it off again and again, and this delay seems to have become a habit. It feels good to look at you like this, maybe one day, you will suddenly turn around and see me. ”
After following a person for a long time, you will greedily enjoy this feeling of hiding in the shadows, as if this way you can have all her emotions and appearance.