Chapter 419: I Just Want to Be Brave
Su Jin's lips smoothly wandered under Nangong Yu's chest. Nangong Yu grabbed the edge of the bed, and when he thought Su Jin would have the next move, Su Jin stopped.
He raised his eyes and looked over, only to see Su Jin slowly raise his head, and then stared at his belly and was silent. Nangong Yu held her hand, only feeling a little flustered.
In the recent days, Su Jin's state has not been very good. Whether it was the child's matter or the father's matter, it brought Su Jin a great harm.
Now, Nangong Yu just wants to protect Su Jin in her own way. However, when Su Jin stared at her body and was silent, Nangong Yu was inexplicably a little nervous.
When he tensed up, thinking about what to say to Su Jin, Su Jin had already climbed onto Nangong Yu's stomach.
"I had long expected what it would be, but I never thought that the situation I saw was even more serious than I imagined." The words were filled with deep remorse and worry.
Nangong Yu pursed her lips and said, "Actually, it's not serious. ”
Not serious? Su Jin bit her lip, and her eyelashes trembled slightly. The previous butterfly love had already made the blood Gu in Nangong Yu's body restless, and Su Jin asked Chunxue to mix various medicines, just to suppress the blood Gu in his body. However, in these days when she was in a bad state, Nangong Yu took care of herself because she couldn't untie her clothes, so that the spread of blood Gu accelerated.
If this was at the previous speed, this blood Gu should only be able to reach the point of the chest. But now, it's around the belly squeezing eyes.
The red threads squeezed from chest to belly are already dense and shocking. Just looking at it like this, Su Jin was already frightened. And at this rate, within two years, the Blood Gu will definitely devour Nangong Yu's body. At that time, even if they got the King of Ten Thousand Gu or the Mother Gu, it would be useless.
After being silent for most of the day, Su Jin held back the pain in her heart and asked, "Now that it has come to this point, do you still plan to hide it?" ”
Nangong Yu frowned and did not answer.
"Do you remember what we said in the third chapter of the law?"
Nangong Yu paused and said, "Naturally, I remember, it's just ......" It's just that he doesn't want her to worry about these things anymore. When Daddy died, she fell asleep for several days, and when Nangong Yu guarded every day, she was inexplicably afraid that Su Jin would completely leave him one day because of something.
Su Jin's sadness and helplessness all made Nangong Yu sad with the pain. That's why he wants her to be okay in the days to come.
Su Jin tugged at his lips and said abruptly, "What you think is protection is just concealment, so do you know that because of your concealment, I have to be more and more suspicious, worried and afraid?" ”
Nangong Yu was stunned for a moment, and her grip on Su Jin's hand became tighter.
"He Lao ......," he looked at her and said in a low voice, "It is unknown where he is now, but I believe that He Lao will be able to come back safely." ”
"So?"
"I don't want you to worry about me."
"But, because of your decision, I ......"
"It's my fault." Nangong Yu interrupted Su Jin's words, sat up suddenly, and then hugged Su Jin directly into his arms.
Su Jin's emotions that had been holding back could no longer be held back at this moment, so her nose was sore, and tears slipped down the corners of her eyes.
She admitted that she was not brave enough, so because of these things, she fell one after another, and then Nangong Yu was affected. However, during this time, she also understood a lot.
The news of Daddy's death has become a fact, she has been a human being for two lives, she has failed to protect the Su family, failed to protect Daddy, this is already a failure. Now, there is still a person by her side who loves her very much, and if she is blindly depressed, it is just one more person who will accompany her to suffer.
Su Jin rested his chin on Nangong Yu's shoulder, took a deep breath and said, "After being reborn, I thought I was strong enough, but in fact, I was so vulnerable. But now, Nangong Yu, my husband, your wife, you don't want to be a weak woman anymore, do you understand? ”
After hearing this, Nangong Yu's heart couldn't help but be pinched.
Su Jin slowly left his body, looked into his eyes, and continued, "I have been protected by you for long enough, this time, I just want to face you side by side." ”
Nangong Yu opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Su Jin directly covered his lips with his palm, blocking Nangong Yu's words directly.
"I'll be your best lady." Her eyes were glistening with tears, but she was not as desperate as she was when she knew that the child had not fallen and that something had happened to Daddy.
Nangong Yu gently took her hand away, then held her head with both hands, and gently dropped a kiss on her forehead.
Su Jinwan'er, her hands climbed up directly, and her pink lips once again covered Nangong Yu's lips. No more shyness, no more twisting and pinching.
Then, Su Jin pressed Nangong Yu's body down, and a palm wind came out, the candles in the room were immediately extinguished, and the curtains on the bed also fell.
Outside, the stars are shining. In the silent courtyard, the only little pill was still swaying under the moonlight, and after a while, it came to the door and listened to the movement in it for a while. After about a cup of tea, Maruko sat down, then leaned down by the door and closed her eyes.
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In the early morning of the next day, Nangong Yu woke up earlier than usual. He turned his eyes to look at the person around him, and when he saw that she was still asleep, he couldn't help but bow his head and kiss her on the lips.
Last night, it was Su Jin's first initiative, and it also made Nangong Yu feel different, although the movements were a little jerky, but for Nangong Yu, such an initiative better mobilized the interest between them. So much so that later, Nangong Yu couldn't help but pester her all night.
Suddenly, he lifted the curtain and carefully put on his shoes. The person on the bed turned over, it was Ying Ning, put his hand on Nangong Yu's lap, and muttered, "Why are you going?" ”
Nangong Yu turned her eyes and saw that Su Jin was still closed, looking half-awake. In the past, when she was asleep, her movements would not wake Su Jin, but today, Su Jin woke up.
Nangong Yu sighed lightly and said, "I'll go and prepare to come over early, you can rest for a while, and when it's ready, I'll call you again, okay?" ”
"Don't be hungry...... she yawned, and in her sleepiness, she still didn't forget to hold Nangong Yu's hand tightly.
Nangong Yu chuckled, bent down, and then approached her ear, and said slowly, "It's okay not to go, if the lady needs it, the husband can naturally still meet it." ”