Chapter 299: Clarify
Shi Xi's feelings were too heavy, so heavy that she didn't know how to respond. Perhaps, when he said that he wanted to leave Jingzhou City and go with them, it was already a wrong decision.
At that time, even if she didn't know Shi Xi's intentions, she Su Jin shouldn't have directly accepted Shi Xi's kindness. Because, in this world, only human favor is the most difficult to return. Even if the emperor rewarded ten thousand taels of gold, and she gave all these to Shi Xi. However, it is still not enough. What he wasted was love. And it is precisely because of this love that she will not be able to repay it for the rest of her life.
Su Jin pursed her lips lightly, and finally took Shi Xi's hand and handed the Night Pearl back to Shi Xi's hand. "Shixi, this pearl of the night, I can't ask for it."
"Why?" I could already guess the result early in the morning, but Shi Xi was still a little unwilling.
"Because, I can't force myself, and I can't deceive myself." She smiled, and when she raised her eyes, she was stunned when she saw Shi Xi's gaze, and then her body trembled, and her teeth bit her lower lip. "When we were about to go to Suzhou, I was already wrong, I shouldn't have given the so-called two-day appointment because of a momentary soft-heartedness. Later, after calming down, I calmed down and thought about it for a long time, even if I really couldn't be with Nangong Yu anymore, I couldn't convince myself to accept another person. Because, this is deception. ”
"What if I say I'm willing to be deceived?!"
Su Jin looked at him and asked, "Even if I always have someone else in my heart, don't you care?" ”
“……”
"You're good, but we're not going to be separated after all." For some reason, when Su Jin said these words directly, her heart suddenly felt a lot easier.
In his ears, he only heard Shi Xi smile and said quietly, "Yes, after all, there is no fate." If there is fate, when I was in Yuzhou six years ago, why didn't I see you? I handed over the things directly to the Liu family shop because of my anger, but I didn't have the fate to find you in the crowd......" When he said this, Shi Xi's tone was a little self-deprecating, as well as endless loneliness and helplessness.
She and King Jing can stay together and know each other for more than ten years, but he is nothing after all.
Outside the house, I don't know who played the flute, with a little sadness and sorrow. The dead leaves slowly drifted down, and when they fell on the snow, they only felt lonely and lonely.
"Tomorrow, have ......a good trip," he held the night pearl, and when he turned around, tears fell from the corners of his eyes.
knew that he couldn't get it, but he was still looking forward to it, after all, he was hoping for it......
When Shi Xi stepped out of the east courtyard, Mingyu had already entered. She pursed her lips and asked, "Miss, did you make it clear to Shi Gongzi?" ”
"Well, actually, I should have made it clear a long time ago, and I was also at fault for this matter."
"In a relationship, how can there be right or wrong?"
Hearing this, Su Jin couldn't help but raise her eyes and teased, "Yo, when did our Mingyu still understand this?" ”
Mingyu blushed, and hurriedly said, "Haven't I heard others say it, where do I know this?" Mingyu let out a long breath and tilted his head away.
Su Jin shook her head and smiled, and stopped talking.
……
Outside, the sound of the flute was still there. When I walked under the willow tree, I saw Guiguzi leaning on the branches and playing the flute to the moon. He couldn't help but stop, looked at the demon red, shook the hem of his clothes, and sat on the ground.
After a while, the sound of the flute stopped. Guiguzi picked up the jade gourd from his waist, then flew down, and then sat next to Shi Xi and handed the jade gourd to Shi Xi.
Shi Xiyu glanced at it, took the jade gourd, put it in front of him, looked at it carefully, and said, "Aren't you the most precious wine on weekdays?" Why, are you willing to share the wine today? ”
"Can it be the same as it is today?!"
"What's different?"
"You're not ......" Guiguzi paused, then glanced at him, and snorted, "It's nothing, it's just that you're drinking alone, and you haven't drunk with me for a long time, so I want to find you to drink together." After all, we're brothers......"
Shi Xi chuckled, a trace of loneliness crossed his eyes, "Fang Cai, you have already heard it?" ”
"......" Guiguzi was stunned for a moment, and asked vaguely, "What did you hear?" ”
"My conversation with Jin'er."
"Uh...... Where will I listen to you whispering? ”
Shi Xi lowered his eyes and smiled again. Seeing this, Guiguzi let out an "oops" and explained, "Actually, I just heard Ade say that you went to find Miss Su, she is leaving tomorrow, I'm not bored, so ......"
"So you still pity me and blow the flute?"
“……”
"Thank you for the wine." Guiguzi was silent, and Shi Xi also changed the topic in a timely manner. Although he felt a little uncomfortable listening to the corner of the wall, at this moment, he felt much better to be accompanied by Guiguzi. Guiguzi patted him on the shoulder, and when he took a big sip, he picked up the jade gourd from his hand and shook it carefully. Immediately afterward, he frowned and complained, "You're too big, aren't you?!" ”
"Why, you want me to drink with you, and you are so reluctant?"
"Eh, what is it that you accompany me, and I accompany you, okay?!"
"You just said it yourself, you're too bored to drink alone, that's why you asked me to drink, didn't you?"
Guiguzi choked and said angrily, "Shixi, are you the only stinky boy who dares to be so presumptuous in front of me?!" ”
Shi Xi didn't want to, snatched the jade gourd in his hand, and took a big sip of it. Guiguzi wailed and hurriedly snatched the wine. So, the two of them snatched it back and forth like this, until the jade gourd bottomed out, and both of them fell to the ground.
The cold snowflakes penetrated through his neck, making Shi Xi's mind more and more clear. Guiguzi looked at the night sky and suddenly said, "I just found out that there are other people in her courtyard." ”
"That's what she saved, presumably...... Will you leave tomorrow? ”
Guiguzi sighed softly, folded his hands, and put them behind his head. Now in this situation, Guiguzi can't remember how long it hasn't happened. At that time, they met for the first time and hated each other late. Later, when they were drunk, they also lay down and looked at the night sky like this.
"Shixi, if you don't want to stay, just come with me, right?"
Shi Xi was stunned and asked, "Where are you going?" ”
"You can go anywhere, didn't you like to travel around the world before? This time, take me, my Guiguzi has grown so big, and I haven't traveled that far. This time, I want to open my eyes and take a look. ”
Shi Xi smiled abruptly, pursed his lips and said, "But I don't want to go again." "No matter how beautiful and beautiful this world is, what is the point of him traveling around the world without her......