Chapter 151: Drive Away
Both of them wanted to make each other happy, but they didn't know what to say, their hearts were sour, and they wanted to hold back a happy expression, so the two of them tried to squeeze and laugh and look at each other.
After sitting stupidly for a long time, Lu En finally couldn't help it, put away his smile and frowned, looking at her who had lost a lot of weight, "Liang Chu, what if...... If you want to cry, you can cry safely, or if you don't want me to see it, I'll just go out for a walk. Anyway, you should cry generously, I see you like this these days, it's quite unsettling. ”
Liang Chu was stunned for a moment, turned his eyes away and said uncomfortably: "I, what do I have to cry about, isn't it just Dongyuan, I didn't want it in the first place, it was someone else who forced it into me." You see, I'm idle now, I sleep until I wake up naturally every day, and I haven't been so comfortable in many years when I've done nothing......"
"You know, that's not what I'm talking about." Lu En frowned and looked at her worriedly.
"Say what?" Liang Chu snorted in his nose, "Tell me how I killed Xian Sheng?" ”
Lu En was stunned for a moment, consciously mentioned something that should not be said, and quickly apologized to her: "I'm sorry, I never thought so, I'm just worried that you blame yourself for Mr.'s affairs, I'm afraid you won't be able to untie this knot......"
"What can't be untied, are you afraid that if you can't untie this knot, I will accompany my husband to die?" She tilted her head, biting her lower lip tightly, biting her lip white, biting Lu En worried, after a while, she took a deep breath, endured the sourness in her heart, and then said:
"I know you're worried about me, but I'm not going to cry. What's the use of crying, if crying can bring my husband back to crying, I can fill the whole Pacific Ocean with tears! Luen, don't worry, I believe that if Mr. has time, he will also want to tell me that self-blame and depression are not his last words, his last words are to let me live well.
He said that what he admired most was my indomitable tenacity and aggressiveness, so I can't make him uneasy, you know?
Yes, I know, people out there are scolding me, but what? Am I going to cry at the media, or go to court to plead a few words, and they will believe me? No, don't say if I have a life when I go back, even if I survive, if I live for a day, they will only pay more attention to my every move, and even find clues to scold me for hypocrisy. So, I don't want to cry, I don't want to vent, I want to find a way to prove my innocence, and I want to walk into the sun in the future! ”
A few words, which seemed to her to be a matter of course, made Lu En more and more silent.
How important Mr. is to Liang Chu, others don't know, he has been silently watching in his eyes.
Unexpectedly, in just ten days, she had suppressed all her impulses and grievances and thought clearly. Lu En was surprised and even more proud of her, but he didn't know why, and there was a faint sense of loss in his heart.
Probably, he thought that Liang Chu would be depressed for a while, and as long as she needed it, he would do his best to support her and motivate her through this most difficult time.
However, she did not seem to even give him a chance to comfort herself, she was always so indomitable that she did not allow herself to be discouraged, and the sympathy and concern of others were only synonymous with the weak to her.
Probably the real strength does not lie in how high the mountain she is on and how many living beings she overlooks; And the reason is that even if she falls to the bottom and is in prison, she never gives herself the opportunity to feel sorry for herself, her eyes will always stay in the farther distance, no one gives her warmth, she herself is a luminous body, bright, and courageous.
At this moment, Lu En really understood how far away he was from her.
In the past, her advantages were so obvious, she was smart, beautiful, noble-blooded, and blessed with God's luck; But today, when all her advantages had become swords stabbed at her, and all her pride had been trampled on by thousands of people, he saw her brilliance after all her disguise had faded, so pure that he could not look at it directly.
It turns out that in front of her, he will always be timid, and he has been, and will be.
Then love her so humbly...... She will always be the woman who radiates a dazzling light, he will only be the one who surrenders to the little one under her skirt, and under her light, he cannot even leave a shadow.
As long as he breathed the air in the same room as her, as long as he accompanied her through the lowest point of his life, it was enough to comfort the cold rest of his life.
At night, he guarded her beautiful sleeping face and pondered for a long time.
I don't know when I fell asleep leaning on the corner of the bed. So tired during the day, Lu En slept very deeply, and it was not until dawn that he was woken up by the loud noise at the door, and he heard Liang Chu's voice in his ears.
Lu En was so shocked that he turned over - he had been hiding Liang Chu in the house for so long for fear of being seen her, and even in the shower, he made hot water for her to deal with in the small bathroom, what was going on today.
Another woman's panicked voice came from the door: "Oh girl, why don't you leave quickly, please don't embarrass us, look at you, it's obviously a human being, it's not appropriate to stay with us, what's really going on, aren't you pit us!" ”
Lu En hurriedly put on his shoes and walked to the door, only to see Liang Chu covering his face with her homemade scarf and hat, stubbornly blocking the door. There was a man and a woman standing at the door, the woman was the innkeeper, and a mixed-race man was standing next to him who was glaring at Liang Chu viciously, as if a weasel had come to his yard, and he wanted to kill her with a stick.
The female boss stopped between the man and Liang Chu, still persuading with bitter words, Lu En walked up and stretched out his hand in front of Liang Chu, covering the man's fierce gaze, and said coldly: "If you come to me for something, don't embarrass her." ”
When the proprietress saw that it was Lu En, the disgusted expression on her face was slightly restrained, and she complained: "Oh, it turned out to be your girlfriend, look at it, when you first moved in, you wrapped her tightly, only said that she was your friend, and didn't let us take a look, and now I know that it turned out to be a human being!"
Young man, I think you're also gentle, I didn't want to embarrass you, but you see that there are all kinds of us mixed breeds outside, and we kill one by one to humans! You said that if the Allies find out that I am harboring a little human girl here, look at me, how can this business continue! ”
She looked in a dilemma, and said: "Young man, although your watch is good, but you have lived for so almost a month, and the room fee has long been used up, and you want to drink for a while, and you will take a bath for a while to come to me to pour hot water, making it so delicate, I didn't charge you an extra dollar, did I?"
You see, either you give money, give high prices! Or, get out of me!" ”
Luan had nothing more to say. Neither of them had any money, and they didn't have anything to pledge, so it was impossible to stay here.
But out of this gate, where else can they go? There is no money to live in a hotel, the human world is searching for her, and the mixed race will not allow her, where can she be told to hide?
He looked at the proprietress coldly, and didn't say to go, nor did he say no.