"Xiaorou, who am I?"

The night was like water, looking at the galaxy, feeling the temperature of Xiaorou's palm, I asked her thoughtfully. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

"You, that's your ......"

A meteor streaked across the sky, and in an instant, it disappeared into the vastness.

"Then why have you been guarding me for so many years? Help me? ”

"Because of a convention......"

"What agreement?"

"......" Xiaorou did not continue to answer my question, but chose to respond in silence.

"So, will you stay by my side in the future?"

“……”

Seeing that we couldn't ask anything more, we sat for a while, and as we saw that it was getting deeper, it was not too early, so I got up and rode home.

Xiao Rou, as she came, sat quietly in the back seat and snuggled up to me, and did not speak.

When I got home, I looked back and saw that she had disappeared silently again......

But I know that she has always been there, silently guarding me.

。。。。。。

When I woke up the next day, I didn't go to work, but chose to stay home.

Because my confession was rejected, I really didn't know how to face Sijia...

At noon, Yu Sijia sent me a QQ message: "Xiaohe, why didn't you come to work... ”

Me: "I'm in a bad mood......"

"Was it because of last night?"

Me: "Not exactly, I don't think I will see you again... I must have been ashamed last night. Isn't it ridiculous. ”

Yu Sijia: "Silly brother, it's too late for me to be grateful if you like me, how can I laugh at you, come and work, I'll ask for leave for you, otherwise Director Wang will be absent from work." ”

Me: "Oh......"

In this way, I returned to the factory, and when I faced Sijia again, I didn't dare to talk to her or get too close to her, as if I had done something wrong.

But Yu Sijia's attitude towards me was the same as before, as if nothing had happened that night.

And so it passed, and after a while, she and I were the same again.

The only thing that has changed is that I haven't seen her since I held hands with Xiao Rouyue that night.

Sometimes when I think of her, I always feel like my heart is empty......

Time flies, and in the autumn of 2011, Yu Sijia took a month's long vacation.

She is finally getting married, and although we can't be together, I still wish her well.

The day before I went home, Yu Sijia specially invited me to dinner.

Dinner for just the two of us.

During the meal, we reminisced about the past.

At that time, I was young and ignorant, and she was also the best age of her life.

"Little Crane...... do you still like me now?" Yu Sijia put down her chopsticks and asked me with wide eyes.

"Ugh......" I sighed.

She's getting married, and now it's still pointy to ask me about that.

But Yu Sijia's longing eyes told me that this question seemed to be very important to her.

They looked at each other for a moment, and finally, I couldn't bear to lie to her, and nodded slightly.

After a moment of silence, Yu Sijia smiled, but there was a hint of sadness in her smile.

"Thank you, Xiaohe, I see your friendship for me, but unfortunately you were just a child at that time......"

"When I get married, I won't do it here, and I'm reluctant to part with you suddenly......"

I didn't reply, just looked at her quietly.

As he spoke, a line of tears slipped from the corners of Yu Sijia's eyes, is this a moving tear, or sadness?

I do not know.

I just remember that I had a lot of drinks with her that night, and after that we walked down the street and counted the stars.

Later, when Yu Sijia got married, I didn't attend her wedding, and she didn't invite me.

I think this is the sentence: instead of getting along with each other, it is better to forget about each other.

In addition to the occasional greeting on QQ, I will also go to Sijia space to see her dynamics, to see how she is doing recently, and nothing else.

I don't want to disturb her happy life anymore, after all, I have nothing.

。。。。。。

It's the New Year, and I'm 20 years old......

Chinese New Year's Eve night, watching other people's family reunions, happy New Year, and our family is only me, grandma and the elderly big black dog......

When the New Year's bell rang, after setting off firecrackers in the courtyard, the grandmother in the house also served dumplings, and I looked at the elderly grandmother in front of me, and I was full of emotion for a while.

After the Chinese New Year, when I was about to go to see Uncle Wang with gifts, he was the first to contact me.

After coming to his house for a while, Uncle Wang didn't detour, looked at me for a moment and asked me directly, "Little Crane, how are you doing now?" ”

"If you work full-time, it's about 1,600 a month." I replied truthfully.

Uncle Wang nodded: "The salary is not high, seeing that you are still so tired day by day, why don't I find you another job?" ”

"Find a job called labor insurance, and I won't be tired, so that I will have a pension when I am old."

Brother Yu on the side heard Uncle Wang say this, and he also opened his mouth to persuade me: "Xiaohe, my dad is right, it just so happens that I have also been transferred back, I can still go to play with you when you have time." ”

If Yu Sijia is still there and there is concern in my heart, maybe I will hesitate for a while.

After a few years of social experience, now I have long since faded away from my youth, understand the cruelty of reality, think for a while and then nod my head in agreement.

Uncle Wang saw that I had finally opened my mind, and nodded with satisfaction.

When I got home, I lay down on my desk and prepared to write a resignation application, and handed it to Director Lu when I went to work, after all, when I was poor and couldn't eat, it was this factory that gave me a chance.

Even if we're leaving, thank them before we leave.

But for a while, I didn't know how to write, who made us never write this thing before.

After racking my brains, I finally got some inspiration and was ready to start writing, but the door rang at an inopportune time.

Who is it?

I frowned and went out and opened the door.

The grandmother, who was a guest at her aunt's house, was helped in by her cousin, and it seemed that she had drunk too much.

Seeing my grandmother like this, I shook my head and hurried up to support her

People with high blood pressure can't drink alcohol in the first place, but my grandmother has a strong temper, and when I say that she always pushes me up: "I didn't drink your wine, this is sent by xx!" ”

Supporting my grandmother to get on the kang, my cousin drove away, afraid that my grandmother would catch a cold, so I covered her with a quilt.

When I was done, I went back to my house and continued to write my resignation application.

I didn't have any academic qualifications, and my writing was very poor, and when I finished writing this resignation application, it was already past five o'clock in the afternoon.

Seeing that it's getting dark outside, it's time to eat.

I warmed up the meal and called my grandmother a few times.

But there was silence in her room.

I was a little flustered, afraid that something would happen to my grandmother, so I hurried to her house, and my grandmother, who was full of alcohol, still maintained the posture she had when she was on the kang.

"Grandma!"

I screamed twice, but my grandmother was still lying on the kang, motionless...