Chapter 0015 - Longing for the sun to shine in
Today is cloudy.
Mom and Dad are divorced.
She followed her mother, because her father had a history of domestic violence, and she was afraid that she would be harmed, so the court awarded her to her mother.
Mom loved her very much.
But she lacks her father's love very much, and her mother can't do everything and can't give her a broad mind.
Liu Yafei was walking on the road, and the cold wind blew her little face red.
She wrapped her worn-out scarf tightly.
When I walked to the intersection, it was a red light. She sighed and warmed her hands, and saw a father and daughter across the road.
"Dad, I'm cold."
"Niuniu, it's not cold when you come to Daddy's arms." The girl in the little padded jacket threw herself into her father's arms.
The man held her tightly in his arms and chatted with her while looking at the street lights.
Liu Yafei's eyes showed envy.
At that time, she thought, and she also wished to have a father who loved her.
Their house is about to be demolished, but the residents are not leaving, and Liu Yafei's family is also one of them. If it is really demolished, they will have no place to live.
When she got home, she saw that the food was already on the table.
Still as usual, pickled steamed porridge.
She picked up the dried steamed buns, and her mother returned, her face purple from the cold.
My mother wore only two white-washed single clothes.
"Mom, where are you going?"
Mom lifted the bag of marijuana in her hand.
"I went to pick up some garbage on the street, but now it's cold, and there aren't many people coming out, so I can't pick up much, and your tuition is not enough."
"Feifei, eat it quickly, the steamed buns have been hot for a long time, and it should be cold in a while, so eat quickly."
Liu Yafei nodded: "Okay." ”
She secretly looked at her mother's frozen red hand, and her heart was sour.
Mom dragged the sack into a room, and then she heard the sound of ping-pong waste bottles falling to the ground.
"Feifei, if you don't have enough, tell your mother."
Their family is getting poorer and poorer.
Her mother also had a more serious illness, although she saved herself, Liu Yafei would save her pocket money to buy medicine for her.
"Fei Fei, don't wait for me first, eat quickly, I'll see how much these bottles can sell for in total, I'm going to buy you a new padded jacket another day, your body is too old."
Liu Yafei choked suddenly, and she stuffed steamed buns into her mouth vigorously.
Mom, I don't want a new padded jacket...... If you believe me, I will definitely have a good future in the future, and I will definitely cure your illness, so that you don't have to go to the street to pick up garbage and make money for me......
She was determined to study hard, three times if she didn't work once, and ten times if she couldn't do it three times.
Do more efforts, for yourself and your mother, for the only woman in the world who loves her and feels sorry for her.
At that time, Liu Yafei was still in Class A.
But the good times didn't last long, and the procrastination mother gradually became terminally ill.
"Feifei, don't waste any more money on me, after I die, you can just dig a pit and bury me. Cremation costs money, and I don't want to be a burden to you when I die......"
"Mom......" Liu Yafei's voice was hoarse.
"Mom, you can't go! You're gone, and I'm the only one left in the world! How can you go, you still said that you want to wait for me to be admitted to college, wait for me to be promising, and wait for me to buy you new clothes and a big house! You're going to have a good life, Mom! ”
No one can understand the grief in the hissing exhaustion.
The mother's weak hand wanted to reach out and touch her daughter's face, but she didn't have the strength to move again.
"Feifei, mom I'm sorry...... You ......"
"Mom! Mother! Don't sleep, wake up! ”
She was gone, quietly gone.
Liu Yafei sent her mother's body to the funeral home late at night.
She still didn't listen to her mother, she still spent money.
She stood in the cold room, feeling empty in her heart.
Liu Yafei continued to cry at night for a week and shrunk into a ball.
Her grades were affected as a result, and she fell from Class A to Class C.
Her affairs are known, some people pity her, and some people despise her, she can not care.
She couldn't find the meaning of hard work, so she didn't take the exam back to Class A.
thought that her life would pass like that, until one day, Liu Yafei was late, and she was afraid of being deducted credits, so she ran in quickly.
As a result, I accidentally hit someone.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" She quickly apologized.
Tian Lai's voice was mixed with a smile: "It's okay, I can't hurt a boy, are you okay?" ”
She looked up and met a pair of eyes that seemed to have a sea of stars.
"I'm fine, I'm fine." She fled.
Later, she learned that that person was the student president, Du Jiang.
He is very good, as soon as he enters the school, he replaces the graduating student council, and his grades are outstanding, and he is outstanding in everything.
Liu Yafei likes his bright and inspiring smile.
She found herself gradually finding another reason to support herself - to like him.
It's a pity that her liking was stifled in the cradle. And the one she thinks is the one who is the one who drags her into hell.
Tong Ni is very possessive of Du Jiang.
It was precisely because of Du Jiang that she bullied Liu Yafei like this, and it became more and more excessive.
On the rooftop.
Tong Ni, Lin Wanfeng and a few girls surrounded Liu Yafei on the rooftop.
She slapped Liu Yafei hard.
"Heh, little bitch, don't you like Du Jiang very much? Do you like to be a third child so much? When he is a child, he can't look down on you! ”
Liu Yafei silently endured Tong Ni's punches and kicks to her.
Lin Wanfeng stopped her.
"Nini, stop fighting."
"What? Visit the wind, don't you still feel sorry for this little bitch? Tong Ni sneered.
Lin Wanfeng moved his wrist.
"How so. Nini, you hit so many times, aren't your hands tired? Just leave this dirty work to me? ”
Lin Wanfeng took the cigarette butt in his mouth and pressed it Liu Yafei's skin.
"Ahh
Liu Yafei let out a terrible scream.
She tried her best to dodge, but was kicked to the ground by several girls, and she couldn't dodge at all.
Since then, there have been many, many more burns on her body.
Night in the hotel.
She confronted the boys who violated her and filmed the DVD, cursing them to death again and again.
But they didn't die, she died first.
was deceived by the person he liked and turned to death.
She was so eager to be loved, so as soon as Du Jiang beckoned, she trusted him with all her heart.
School bullying has turned the originally kind and ambitious girl into the past, and what she left behind at the end of her life is all filth.
Children from single-parent families lack love, but it doesn't mean that they can't love, don't know love, and are abnormal. Liu Yafei could have loved the world well, but she was destroyed by Tong Ni and them.
Don't expect others to redeem you, that doesn't exist, what exists is only self-transcendence and mutual redemption.
Hua Qiao later built her a tomb.
She lit the diary in front of Liu Yafei's grave, and the ashes were scattered. "I hope you can meet someone who truly loves you in another world."
She turned away.
A diamond ring sparkles in the sun.
Liu Yafei in the black-and-white photo also seemed to smile.