In the hospital room, the violin song Wanfu Maria slowly flowed through the sound in my room, and the quiet and peaceful music washed away the exhaustion of my soul little by little, so that my heart that had been tense gradually relaxed, and a peaceful smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

Although the killer is a murderer, he will not be immersed in the tension of killing all day long, and the smart killer will always find some relaxed "side hustles" for himself to relieve his pressure, such as music, painting and other things that can cultivate human sentiments, otherwise, the spirit is always tense and there will always be a day of collapse. In fact, that's exactly what I did when I worked part-time as a "pianist" in my previous life.

What Conan said has always been remembered by me, in fact, I also have a vague feeling about what he said, but I am not sure, but after he said this, I am almost certain that I have a problem with my head, of course, I can't know what the specific problem is, presumably Conan is just a little suspicious. It seems that after being discharged from the hospital, I have to go to see that guy in Konoha to have a look.,Speaking of which,It seems that there have been several follow-up appointments that haven't been there......

I lay honestly in the hospital for two days, and the wound gradually healed under the effect of the drug, although it was still not very good, but fortunately, there was no problem with the action, but because of excessive blood loss, the body was a little weak.

Turning off the stereo, I tried to stand up with a small cane, but luckily my right leg and left shoulder were injured, so that I could walk with my right cane, otherwise it would have been a bit of trouble.

Stretching out his arms and kicking his legs, gently stretching his body, which had become a little stiff from lying on the bed, the faint pain in my shoulders made me frown slightly.

Ah, the left hand has been abolished...... I almost forgot. I smiled wryly.

"Ahra, I remember I should have told you that you weren't allowed to get out of bed, right?" Xiao Ai, who pushed the door and came in, couldn't help frowning and said coldly when he saw me standing on the ground on crutches.

"It's just moving, or your body will rust, hehe. Looking at Xiao Ai's pretty face, I touched the back of my head with a little weakness and sneered.

Xiao Ai's tense face softened slightly, and she showed a faint smile to me: "Since it's uncomfortable, let's go out for a walk." ”

"Okay, Xiao Wai still understands me. I smiled and agreed.

Today's weather is good, the sun is hanging in the sky, there is not a trace of clouds, the breeze is caressing, cool and pleasant, so that the summer heat is swept away. The birds in the yard chirped softly, the leaves of some trees were already a little yellow, falling from time to time, and the little sorrow carried me slowly in the garden of the hospital, neither of them spoke, just silently experienced this hard-won quiet time, occasionally looked at each other and smiled, my heart was full of peace.

"Rest for a while?" After walking for a while, seeing that I was faintly sweating on my forehead, Xiao Wai took out a handkerchief, carefully wiped it off for me, and asked me softly.

"Good. I nodded.

"Your arm...... No problem, right?" I found a bench and sat down to rest for a while, Xiao Wai asked me as if chatting, and a trace of nervousness flashed in her clear autumn eyes.

"Well, it's okay, although you can't do any heavy physical activities, but that's just relatively speaking, and it's okay to live a normal life or something. Seeing Xiao Ai's nervousness, I smiled slightly, put my hand on her head, and rubbed it gently. The silky hair gives me a silky smooth feel, which is quite pleasant.

Of course, you can't tell the truth. In fact, after my tests in the past few days, my left arm can basically be declared scrapped, and now the maximum load-bearing capacity is only about ten catties, and no matter how heavy things are, my shoulders will have severe pain, and I can't use force. The reason for this result is not only because of this injury, but probably the bigger factor is the old injury in the past, after all, my body has been scarred a long time ago, and it can be said that the quantitative change finally caused the qualitative change. This kind of result has long been expected by me, even if I am lucky enough to escape this time, this day will come sooner or later.

Without the strength of my left arm, my level of spear and fighting will be drastically reduced, and the killer reincarnation can actually be declared a retirement.

"Little kids...... Are you alright?" I casually diverted the topic from the faint sadness in my heart.

"Well, it's just that I'm a little uncomfortable when I talk about you, and I want to see you but don't dare to look like it. As if remembering the embarrassed appearance of Ayumi and several people, Xiao Wai showed a faint smile at the corner of his mouth and said.

"yes, it looks like I've changed my image in their eyes. I touched my nose and smiled wryly.

"Not really, they just didn't expect you to be so intimidating when you're angry. Xiao Wai glanced at me, with a faint warmth in her eyes.

"What about the office, Conan didn't tell my parents about me, did he?" I asked worriedly, for if my parents had known about this incident, they would have taken me abroad.

"No, although the Maori detective also proposed it, but Edogawa refused. It's the kid in the office, I heard Edogawa say, she's worried about you these days, she doesn't think about food every day, if she wasn't afraid of disturbing your rest, I'm afraid she would have come a long time ago. ”

"Oh, that's right. ”

Xiaolan is like this, her own affairs have not been settled, and she always worries about other people's affairs, alas.

Thinking of Xiaolan's depressed appearance that was forcibly suppressing her thoughts, I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart.

Xiaolan and my brother are obviously a match made in heaven, but they were made by my sideways, until now, the feelings between several of us are still tangled and messy, really, sometimes I can't help but think, is it better for me not to appear? In this way, everything will be carried out according to the established script, Mom and Dad will not be in pain, Conan will not be in pain, Xiaolan will not be in pain, and Xiao Wai will have a better ending. Isn't that better than it is now?

"What are you thinking?" Seeing that my brows were slightly furrowed, Xiao Wai couldn't help but ask me.

"Nothing, just thinking about what to eat in the evening. I wiped the knot from my head and smiled at Xiao Ai.

"I want to eat every day. Xiao Ai glanced at me when she heard this, and she was extremely delicate.

"This is what the people are called to eat. ”

The day was quickly passed, and Xiao Ai left after leaving a few words of uneasy advice. In the evening, the sun shone on me, and I sat down on a bench in the courtyard with my eyes slightly closed, lazy and not wanting to move at all.

"Looks like you're in a much better state than I thought you would. ”

When I opened my eyes, Conan was sitting next to me, his hands on the back of the bench, his entire upper body leaning on the backrest, his voice lazy, and even the expression on his face was lazy.

"Why do you look like it's burning out?"

"Ah~ah~ A woman's mind, I really don't understand~!"

"What's wrong with Xiaolan?" I asked with interest.

"It's not Yuichi, Yuyi, Yuyi!Ah~, I'm really out of line. If Yuichi is still there now, I will definitely give Xiaolan to him without saying a word. Conan's face was a little depressed.

It turns out that Conan also knows Xiaolan's thoughts?

"Are you really going to let it?" I asked, half jokingly, half seriously.

"Perhaps...... Yes, maybe, Xiaolan is much happier with him than with me......" Conan was stunned for a moment, and said a little depressed.

"Do you think a dead man can give Xiaolan more happiness than you?!" I was a little angry.

Just like Kudo Yuichi is almost perfect in his brother's heart, my brother in my mind has always been the kind of self-confident, optimistic, witty, righteous and courageous person, and this kind of feeling of decadence should not appear in him at all! This is not only irresponsible to Xiaolan, but also irresponsible to himself!

I wouldn't allow anyone to tarnish my brother's image, even if he was Conan.

"Although I think you should understand, I still have to warn you, Yuichi is my favorite brother, I won't allow you to say that he is dead, do you understand?" Conan frowned, swept away his gloom, and looked at me seriously, his eyes shining with a piercing light. Never angry, there was already a hint of anger on his face.

"Yes, yes, I know, I know, don't look at me with such horrible eyes, it's scary!" I said, shrinking my head. It's strange, whenever Conan is really serious, I, a person who has killed countless people, will always be deterred by his momentum, is this a thing to a thing?

It's really interesting that the younger brother, who desperately defends his brother's dignity, and the older brother, who desperately protects his brother's image, are resolutely opposed without knowing it......

"Actually, I had already noticed something before this, but I was still a little uncertain," Seeing that I was convinced, Conan resumed his lazy and lazy expression: "But when we were trapped in the escape passage of the Twin Towers skyscraper, Xiaolan finally said what she wanted......"

"What did she say?" I was a little curious, but also a little nervous.

"At that time, we were all choking on the smoke, thinking that we were probably going to be more auspicious, I asked Xiaolan if she was afraid......" Conan tilted his head, showing a look of memory: "Xiaolan smiled at the time and said ......"

"Say what?"

"I want to live, Shinichi said that he wanted me to wait for him, and I also want Yuichi in Heaven to see that I am doing well, because, I am afraid to see him smiling in his dream when he is obviously in pain......"

“......”

"Now, you say, does Xiaolan like me, or does she like Yuichi?"

"Do you think there will be love between two children?"

"It's unlikely, but Yuichi's child has been precocious since he was a child, maybe Xiaolan is ...... too"

"Xiaolan's feelings for Kudo Yuichi are not love, probably more, just a feeling mixed with longing, worry, guilt and the like......" Speaking of this, I can't help but think of Xiaolan's big tearful eyes back then.

"Yes...... Is that so?"

"The reason why she can't let go of Kudo Yuichi, compared to the hazy affection between children, is probably more because she has only seen his sad side all the time, and before she can explain him, he has disappeared from the guilt......"

It is precisely because of the constraints of this sense of guilt that she cannot face her feelings calmly.

"Yes, Xiaolan has always been the kind of bad person who cries and cries about other people's affairs as her own. Conan's expression eased a little, looked at me and smiled: "You really know the human heart, you obviously don't know Yuichi, but you can analyze it so well." ”

"It's called a sixth sense......" I smiled indifferently.

No one knows myself better than I do......

"I almost told him that Yuichi might not be dead......" Conan smiled wryly.

"Xiaolan looks ...... Feeling lonely?" I asked in a low voice.

"Probably, she misses Yuichi, and I am not by her side, she can't tell anyone else about these things, she can only hold them in her own heart......" Conan's expression was full of worry.

"You'd love to go back?"

"Of course, as Shinichi Kudo. ”

"I'll talk to Xiao Ai," I sighed and said, "Then, Xiao Lan will ask you." ”

"Well, wrap it up on me. "Probably my persuasion played a role, and Conan's mentality was reinvigorated, and his face was full of high fighting spirit.

It's so good, such a radiant old man......

"Ahh

"My words, there is no problem at all! Although one of my arms is gone, I will not be soft when I kill people. I laughed jokingly.

"Uh!" Conan choked hard at me, rolled his eyes, turned his head to look at the darkened sky, and said angrily: "Since you are still so lively, I won't worry, it's not too early, I'll send you back to the ward to rest." ”

"No, I can do it myself. I waved my hand again and again.

"Don't talk nonsense!" Conan picked me up a little forcefully, lifted me with a crutch, and helped me step by step towards the ward: "Although we are not related by blood, you are also my brother......

"I didn't admit you're my brother......"

"Less wordy......"

......

After a few more days, my injuries were finally healed and I was able to be "released" from the hospital. Because Uncle Maori just won the lottery a few days ago, and he could go to Songjiang for a three-day free hot spring trip, so after picking me up and returning to the office, Xiaolan went to buy things, Uncle Maori still went out to fool around as always, and Conan went to the doctor to repair his props, and by the way, to see the research process of Xiao Ai's antidote.

Taking advantage of everyone's absence, I went to the Rice Flower Central Hospital again and found Konoha Kai.

"Hmm...... You said your eyes turn blood-red like bloodshot when you're excited?" Konoha frowned as he looked at the film he had just shot.

"Hmm. ”

"You are taking the medicine I prescribed to you, right?"

"Hmm. ”

"How's the headache going, is there any sign of abating?"

"No," I shook my head and said with a wry smile, "It seems to be a little aggravated, in fact, if you can, I hope you can prescribe me some analgesics, even if it's morphine, demerol and the like." ”

"Has it reached this level......" Konoha's brows furrowed even deeper, but he shook his head and refused my request: "Until the last minute, I won't prescribe that kind of thing for you, you know, that kind of thing is addictive, and it doesn't have any benefit for your illness, and generally only people who are waiting for death will eat that kind of thing." ”

"Alright then, you can just prescribe me some general analgesics. "I said a little helplessly.

"If you don't say this, I'll give it to you, but I have to say, your illness ......" Konoha stopped talking.

"Let's get straight up, what the hell is going on?" I said, waving my hand.

"Look here. Konoha pointed to a shadow in the film and said to me: "The blood has already spread, although I don't know why, but the speed of this spread is obviously much more serious than I expected, and it is about to compress your central nervous system, if this continues, you may not even survive the year I said......"

“...... What about now, what will happen now?" I asked softly after a pause.

"Hmm...... Probably just the headache will get worse, but if the blood continues to spread, I can't guarantee what the consequences will be, maybe you'll be blind, maybe you'll lose your memory, maybe you'll be paralyzed, maybe you'll be ......" Konoha hesitated.

"Dead ...... "I said the last word for Konoha.

"Anyway," Konoha took a deep breath, looked at me and said, "My advice is still the same as before, stay in the hospital for observation and treatment as soon as possible!"

"I see," I picked up the medicine slip that Konoha had prescribed me, turned around, and raised my hand, "Thank you." ”

Konoha had a complicated look in his eyes, but he didn't say anything, just sighed deeply.

Walking on the street, I looked at the passers-by who came and went, and there was no joy or sorrow in my heart.

Konoha's words didn't give me an unexpected impact, I know the condition of my body very well, even if I don't have a clear diagnosis like Konoha, I can estimate it myself.

Fear is non-existent, and I've been ready to die since I set foot on the path of being a killer. There is no regret, and since you have embarked on this road of no return, there is no possibility of regret. Whether you succeed or fail, everything is your own choice.

If I have to say it, I'm afraid I only have a trace of regret in my heart now.

I regret that I can't support my parents like an ordinary son for the rest of my life, and I can't even be by their side; I regret that I can't get along with my brother like an ordinary brother; I regret that I can't live an ordinary life as an ordinary person; and I can't accompany her through my life......

It's just that the world is impermanent, and life is always a little unsatisfactory......

"Little brother, how should I get to Didan Primary School?" My sister is coming to this side of Rice Flower Street for the first time, and I don't know the way very well...... "Just as I was wandering the world, a soft and magnetic voice interrupted my train of thought.

When I looked up, I saw a young woman in her official attire, who was not very good-looking, bending over me and smiling softly at me.

"Oh, if you're going to Didan Elementary School, just follow this road to the next intersection and turn east. I gestured with my hand and smiled at the woman in front of me.

"That ......" the woman's face blushed and said a little twistedly, "Sister is a little ...... Road idiot, I don't know the south, the south, the north, the west, if you can, can you bring my sister over?"

I was stunned for a moment, took a closer look at her face, and saw that her face was full of blush, full of embarrassment and shyness, and couldn't help but smile: "Okay, anyway, I'm not in a hurry." ”

"Thank you so much, little brother. Hearing my answer, she bowed in surprise.

"You're welcome. I took a step back and gave her courtesy: "It's not a big deal. ”

"Sister, who are you looking for when you go to Didan Elementary School?" I asked casually as I walked on the way.

"Go to my brother, who is in the first grade at Didan Elementary School. She laughs.

"Oh, what's your brother's name, and now the school is on vacation!" I couldn't help but stop and look at her with some suspicion. This person seems a little suspicious.

"Oh, that's fine, because ......" Seeing that I was suspicious, the woman also stopped, lowered her head and smiled shallowly: "The person I'm looking for has already been found......"

The hairs on my body exploded! I almost reflexively pulled out a knife and rushed towards the woman! Unexpectedly, the woman reversed the image of being introverted and shy, and flashed my knife with a backflip, and her skills were unusually vigorous!

"Ahh

Rumble!

A thunderbolt almost blew me up!

"You...... What did you do to them?" I stumbled on my feet, and my legs, which were not so good, went limp, and I sat down on the ground and asked her in a trembling voice. At the same time, I felt miserable in my heart, this person completely grasped my weakness, and I had no way to resist it at all.

"How's that...... It's up to you!" The woman looked at me playfully, and angrily pouted at the coffee shop on the street, "Why don't you sit down?"

"Do I have the right to refuse?" I looked at her with a wry smile.

......

The fragrant cappuccino was placed right in front of me, and the music in the café created a casual and relaxed atmosphere, giving people a sense of relief and relaxation.

But I didn't have the heart to enjoy the atmosphere at the moment, just nervously looked at the woman across from me who was elegantly sipping coffee. I've gone over and over again the people in the organization, there aren't many women in the organization, but I can't find anyone similar to the person in front of me at the moment. Therefore, I have no clue about the identity of the person in front of me now.

"Now you can tell your purpose, right?"

"You...... It's changed. The woman looked at me steadily, sighed, and gently put down the quilt in her hand.

"You know me?" my pupils narrowed!

I have few friends, people who know me, and almost certainly my enemies.

"I told you that I was your sister, and you still don't know it. Just now, too, I couldn't keep my soul, and I easily left with a woman. You're so weak now, no wonder even that slut from Hennessy dares to kill you. The woman sighed again, pity in her eyes.

"Who the hell are you?" my sister, is it ......

The woman sighed again, and actually reached out to tear her face! What was even more amazing was that a thing that seemed to be a human skin slowly detached with the movement of her hand!

A dream-like bewitching and charming face gradually appeared in front of me, and the dignified and graceful bearing gradually disappeared, and at the same time, it exuded a huge, magical brilliance that could not be ignored......

"Do you know who I am now?" Belmode's smile was as seductive as ever. It's just that I don't know if it's my delusion, at this moment, she has a little more doting look in her smile than before.

"Whew~!" I exhaled a long breath, and my body collapsed softly as if relieved, drenched in cold sweat.

"Please, Sister Bei, don't play this kind of trick next time, it will scare people to death!" I touched a cold sweat and gave Belmode a fierce look.

"It's because you didn't find out if it was good or not, in the past, it was obviously easy to see through me. Belmode pursed his lips, revealing a look of grievance.

"Yes, yes, it's my fault, it's my fault that I don't know Taishan, I don't know Sister Bei's master. "Even though I knew that Belmode's expression was fake, I still had to bow my head obediently. A witch is a witch.

"Well, you know it. ”

"So, did the organization make some big moves when they came to me this time?" "After knowing Belmode's identity, I can finally settle down and enjoy the delicious coffee.

"No," Belmode shrugged, "I'm very principled, and even if you're my good brother, I won't say anything I shouldn't say." ”

"Yes. I smiled faintly.

"I'm here this time mainly to see if my good brother is dead. I'm so glad to see you're still gasping for breath. Belmode took an elegant sip of coffee and said unhurriedly.

"Not only can I gasp, but I can also eat, drink, run and jump, don't worry, I'm not such an easy person to hang up. ”

"But if it wasn't me who came to you this time, but someone from another organization, you would have turned into a corpse long ago, right?" Belmode laughed.

I was stunned for a moment, but irrefutably smiled bitterly: "It seems like this." ”

"You're much more emaciated and sluggish than I thought, and it's not like you at all, and now you, even the vodka idiot can easily kill you. ”

"yes, I seem to be a little tired lately. I rubbed my slightly aching temples and said with a smile: "But it really annoyed me, and I can still spell GIN, do you believe it?"

"Then you won't be able to die anymore, will you?" Belmod said, giving me a blank look.

"The process is not important, the key is the result. ”

"Even though I've become so weak, my mouth is still as hard as before. ”

"It's called self-confidence. ”

"Forget it, I won't have anything to do with you, this time, I just want to remind you," Speaking of this, Belmode gradually put away the smile on his face, looked directly at me and said: "I believe you have also noticed, in just half a year, there have been cases of the Cup Hotel incident, the Tokyo Bay incident, the reincarnation incident, the mercenary group invasion incident, and the organization has lost Pisco and Hennessy in Rice Flower successively, whether these have anything to do with you or not, but there is something unusual about this area that is irrefutable." The 'gentleman' has already noticed this, and the next step is probably to gradually increase the attention to this place, so if you still want to play a game with that little wild cat, it is better to hide back in your little hole, of course, the best way is to go abroad with Yukiko, but I guess you won't agree. So, be your little friend, don't interfere in everything, or you will really not be far from death. ”

"Really?" I frowned, "The organization has noticed, and have they had any special activities lately?"

"Oh, no, no, no," Belmaud said, waving green jade fingers with a playful smile on his face, "Don't get me wrong, I just don't want to see your head the next time I see you." ”

"That's the case...... I sighed in my heart and looked at Belmode seriously: "No matter what, thank you, Sister Bei." ”

"Then I'll go and say hello to Angel, and of course, coolguy. I've already calculated the account, so I'll invite you to me next time we meet. Belmode said as she stood up.

"Definitely. I smiled in response.

"Then you can enjoy it slowly. Belmode waved at me, turned around and was about to leave, when he suddenly turned back to me and smiled: "Oh, I almost forgot, I destroyed the camera machine in the Twin Towers skyscraper, you don't have to worry, but I'll take this picture." As he spoke, he raised a photo in his hand. He left without looking back.

"Ahh......h Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little cold sweat again.

I've been so bad lately that I can't even think of this......

Just like Belmode said, now I'm weak......

Headache...... Let's have a cup of coffee, free coffee, it's not common......