Chapter 208: Madness
When Gu Qingnian adopted Qingzhou, Qingzhou was already sensible at the age of eight and had passed the best age for adoption.
Her adoption of Qingzhou is not pure, with a purpose, to put it mildly, it is a transaction.
Qingzhou adopted him when she was young, and when she left in the future, Qingzhou helped take care of some Panpan.
It doesn't have to be taken care of in person, Gu Qingnian will earn enough money to stay before her death, and she will also give Qingzhou the best conditions as much as possible, which is good for Qingzhou, as long as Qingzhou hires someone to take care of her after she dies, so as not to let Panpan be bullied.
They are not an ordinary adoptive relationship, and they have never thought of making Qingzhou filial to her, let alone deliberately cultivating feelings.
But people are emotional animals, and they have feelings everywhere, and as time goes by, there are more bonds, and outsiders don't know that they are not related by blood.
Gu Qingnian was sick when he was fifty years old, and he was very sick and painful, but he didn't dare to die.
To live is to suffer, and to die is to be liberated.
But she didn't dare to die.
Qingzhou couldn't bear her so painful, and happened to break up with his girlfriend, so he hid from her and registered her marriage with Panpan, so that she could leave with confidence.
When Gu Qingnian knew, it was too late, so he asked Qingzhou to divorce and find a girlfriend, but he said that it was too late for his girlfriend to go abroad.
"I'll be with her in the future, and it's more convenient for my husband to be the guardian."
Qingzhou originally wanted to let Gu Qingnian go with confidence, but in this way, Gu Qingnian was even more at ease.
Qingzhou and his girlfriend have been in a relationship for many years, and breaking up is not to hope for a reconciliation with her.
Just dragged it like this, Gu Qingnian dragged the effective medicine, she was cured, but Panpan left.
Panpan left, but Gu Qingnian still didn't dare to die, she couldn't rest assured, held on to her breath, tried her best to go abroad to find Qingzhou's ex-girlfriend, explained to her, and finally let Qingzhou and his ex-girlfriend reconcile and get married.
She personally gave them a marriage certificate, originally thinking that she could finally leave with peace of mind, but she didn't expect Qingzhou to die unexpectedly.
Gu Qingnian forcibly sent the light boat away.
The last to see her off was Qingzhou's wife.
Gu Qingnian's biggest regret in his life is Panpan, and Qingzhou's biggest regret should be his wife.
"Millet is five years younger than you, right?" Gu Qingnian packed up his mood and asked Qingzhou, there is no hope in this life, but he must not delay Qingzhou's feelings.
Qingzhou said that sentence of too much regret, and he regretted it a little, and he was a little twisted when he heard the question.
"Mom, what are you asking about this now, my father-in-law and mother-in-law have only met it now."
"You can do it in your heart, don't miss getting married so late in this life, get married early and have children, and I'll take care of your children." Gu Qingnian looked like an old man urging marriage.
"Mom..."Qingzhou was helpless, he was also urged by Gu Qingnian in his previous life, "I'm only three years old now, and it's too heartbreaking to urge marriage at the age of three." ”
"Okay, okay, I'm not rushing." Gu Qingnian was helpless, "I'm just habitually urging it out, you're still so young, it's not like a word to urge it." ”
Gu Qingnian pinched Qingzhou's fleshy little face, "It's so cute." ”
Qingzhou: "......"
Gu Qingnian pinched it again, "Don't worry, I will definitely protect you in this life and avoid that danger, it will be fine." ”
She said and remembered the appearance of Qingzhou after the accident in her previous life, her hands trembled and she forcibly held back, "Don't be afraid of anything." ”
She reassured the light boat.
Qingzhou bit his lip, "I'm not afraid, Mom, don't be afraid... And I'm sorry..."
I'm sorry, it's too much.
Before he died, he muttered this sentence: I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaomi, I'm sorry Gu Qingnian.
When sending Pan Pan away, Gu Qingnian had white hair overnight, how cruel it was for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person, he saw it in his eyes, but in the end, he was not filial piety, so Gu Qingnian then sent him away.
She couldn't even turn her hair gray at that time.
How uncomfortable and guilty she will be, Qingzhou can imagine.
His regret, except for Xiaomi, is this matter.
In this life, he must die after Gu Qingnian.