Section 157 Awakening

This is...... Reality......

This is......

their hometown......

Chen Yan looked at the outside world intently, greedy and **. Although he has been in this world for more than three years, he is always looking for his way home. The fresh air, the breath of peace, were what he longed for and missed. The onset of brain tumors is no longer terrible, and even if you die, you just close your eyes. But Chen Yan hopes that he can fall on the land of his hometown before falling into darkness forever.

Chinese people are all seeds of roots, from birth to death, either at home or on the way home......

His fingers were slightly white, and before he knew it, Chen Yan had clenched his fists. The body is also a little closer to that window. He didn't know if it was a hallucination, but it didn't matter, and even if it was, he wanted to be closer, more real. Best...... It's better if he can't be exposed, it's better to ...... It's best to go through this window and go back home.

"Master......" Scarlet Moon's voice sounded in her ears, and she seemed to have some pity and some sadness.

"You can't go back."

"What did you say!?" Chen Yan turned his head abruptly and stared at the woman. Although he did not make a move, the killing intent in his body was ready to move. He doesn't mind killing people, and he doesn't mind killing people to get home. If you can go back, what is it if you kill all the people in this world?

Shouldn't the road paved with blood come to an end?

"The host...... Useless ......" The sadness in Scarlet Yue's eyes became heavier, she shook her head slightly, and knelt at Chen Yan's feet.

"Even if you kill me, you won't be able to return to that world."

"Why?" Chen Yan closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths to calm himself down and asked.

"Why...... I can't go back? Is this an illusion? Or is it a partition of space? ”

Looking at Scarlet Moon's hazy and beautiful face, Chen Yan hoped that she would give the opposite answer, and was a little afraid of that answer. The contradictions in his heart continued to impact, making his face a little pale. A layer of cold sweat broke out in the palms of his hands.

Under his aggressive gaze, Scarlet Moon stood up and walked to the window. "Neither."

"Master, this is the main material realm, your hometown......"

It's true...... Going home?

Chen Yan suddenly felt a warmth in his heart, and the whole person was a lot lighter. The answer he was most afraid of hearing didn't appear, so that was good...... That's good...... As long as it's not an illusion. It's not an obstacle that can't be broken, and even if there are difficulties, it's not afraid. If you have become strong here, you will definitely become stronger. No difficulties or obstacles can stop me from going home.

It's just that he found that Scarlet Moon's expression was still so sad, and he couldn't help but feel a sudden burst in his heart.

"What are you going to tell me?"

Scarlet Moon silently lowered her head, and after a while, she whispered. "I just want to remind you that you're not from that world anymore?"

"What do you mean?" Chen Yan frowned, and a faint bad feeling appeared.

"That's it...... You don't belong there. Scarlet Moon continued, walked over to Chen Yan's side, and reached out to caress the window. Then he said to Chen Yan. "Please reach over and look at ......"

Reach out?

OK. Reach out!?

Chen Yan was slightly stunned, and then a gleam flashed in his eyes. He raised his hand and reached for the window. The empty window that didn't look like it even had a layer of blocks. Across the window, it's a familiar hometown!

Silence, incomparably silent......

Chen Yan watched his fingers pass through the window without hindrance. But before he could be happy, the unthinkable happened. His fingers turned blurred and void the moment he entered reality, and finally disappeared without a trace.

"...... this?"

Chen Yan gasped. I could barely believe my eyes.

"That's the difference in the world." Scarlet Moon replied sadly. "Since you do not belong to the main material realm. Then it will not remain there either. No matter how hard you try, you can't survive there. The main physical realm cannot find an explanation for you, nor can it sustain you as an individual. ”

In other words? Am I the air? ”

"Nope. It's worse than that. Scarlet Moon bit her lip, as if hesitating to tell the truth. Finally, he sighed and said. "We, yes, nothing."

None, that is, there is no meaning. Chen Yan won't be ignorant. But the more this happened, the colder and colder his heart became. Three years. He read a lot of literature and records, and desperately integrated into the world, didn't he just want to go home? Whether it's fighting, killing, it's just the pace of his homecoming. He didn't care what kind of demon hunter he became, what kind of powerhouse he was in the world.

But just when he saw hope, why? Why do you feel hopeless yet?

"Existential ......" Chen Yan lowered his head and muttered the word softly. A sign of existence? If...... I can't exist, so what is me here? A piece of code? A nightmare? ”

"You are a real person." Scarlet Moon stepped forward and approached Chen Yan. "It's just that you won't be accepted there, and you can't be explained. But it's not absolute, and we're not there without a trace. ”

"How?" Chen Yan raised his head suddenly, a look of hope flashing in his eyes.

"We are the product of ideas. It's the ...... of thought" Scarlet Moon can only say this, and she doesn't seem to know how to make an accurate definition. "So there, we can only exist in the form of a stream of thoughts. They don't see us, but they can be influenced by us. ”

"Wait......" Chen Yan suddenly stopped Crimson Moon's words. But there was an uproar in my heart.

Right...... Thought......

Thought is a kind of power......

These are the words he has seen more than once in the book, no, this is not a description, but a definition, a truth.

The demons of this world are the individuals of the major legends and myths of the main material world. They exist because of the power of thought (faith) and are strong because of the power of thought. So the world ...... Why can't it be the world of ideas? So why can't you be a part of the mind?

Of course, such a self cannot return to reality, because he has become a part of the mind like those demons there. However, if I remember correctly, isn't there a variety of legends of 'demons' in reality? Why...... Can't it yourself?

If thought is not just a force, if ...... Thoughts can change everything......

Well, it's everything.

"Thought ......" Chen Yan lowered his head and looked into Scarlet Moon's eyes. It's a force. ”

"Hmm." Scarlet Moon nodded heavily, a happy smile on her face. "Thought is the world."

"Congratulations, master, you have finally entered the long river of fate"

"Possess the qualifications of a demon." (To be continued.) )