175 Sorrow
"But I'm still reluctant." Song Jinyu gently rubbed Murong Jin's sideburns with her cheek and whispered softly in her ear. "Although I have only been with you for a few days, I already feel inseparable from you. Once you've taken care of your body, you're going to get busy. These days I've had the illusion that you're completely alone. I'm trying my best to detain you for all kinds of reasons and not let you out, just to make this kind of life a little longer. But I still understand that you will always be Murong Jin, and you will not be a woman who only hides under the wings of others, so I am reluctant to live like this, and I have to let you out. Because I know that if I truly love you, I should give you what you love to do. I don't ask you to be with me every day like a boudoir person. After speaking, Song Jinyu sighed. Ah Jin, do you know or not, I really like you so much. I never thought that I would like someone so much, but when you stare at me, I feel that my heart is beautiful. ”
Murong Jin stiffened in Song Jinyu's arms, "You really know how to talk about love." I guess I learned it in the capital. How many girls have been deceived by you like this? Although she said this with a hard heart, there seemed to be a bit of grief in her words.
"I've only said these things to you." Song Jinyu hurriedly cleared herself, "Although I am in the name of a gentleman, I have also been to the Qinglou Chu Pavilion. But I swear, I'm definitely just going to see the buzz. I didn't read those books in vain. There is a limit to the amount of nonsense and nonsense. I don't joke about that. God probably just saw that I was so carefree, and it was really a little blind, so he asked me to plant it in your hands. ”
The corners of Murong Jin's mouth twitched, and he suddenly wanted to laugh.
She turned her face away.
"Really. Don't you believe me? Song Jinyu said busily. I don't know what to say to make you believe me, but it's certainly true. I kid you not. ”
"Well, I've heard people say that a man's sweet words are the most useless thing in the world. The left ear listens, and the right ear comes out. If he tries to deceive you, the person who gets you will say whatever he wants. If you get it, you will leave, and no matter how beautiful you are, you will not look at it, because there are fresher flowers waiting for him to pick. Murong Jin burst out laughing and said.
"The person who said these things to you must not be well-intentioned!" Song Jinyu said hatefully, "She has seen a few men, there are more men in the world, did she knock over all the men in the world when she met two negative men?" Ten fingers sticking out are long and short, not to mention different people. I'm definitely not that kind of person. After speaking, he frowned and looked at Murong Jin, who was taken into his arms, "Who did you listen to that?" ”
Murong Jin raised his eyes, with a slight smile in his eyes, "In the Qinglou in the border town, many flower girls say so. ”
"You ......" Song Jinyu froze, "You don't believe my words." But I just want to believe the flower girl in the green building, what is the reason? There are a few men who can go there who are responsible and sincere to people. Wouldn't it be more difficult for those flower girls to find two true people among the prostitutes than to ascend to the sky? Can their words be taken seriously? It's those men who can coax those flower girls just by relying on their mouths, and they don't want to take out real money. Saying that is just to make that kind of dewy couple a little more interesting, who can take out a real heart to hold? ”
Hey? It seems that there is some truth in what you say!
Murong Jin looked at Song Xiaohou with great interest, "It seems that the first time I saw you after returning to the capital, I was in the Qinglou, right?" ”
Song Jinyu's handsome face was suddenly embarrassed, "Don't mention it, I was cheated by that guy in Nangong." Then he frowned, "You still say that I, you girl's house runs to that kind of place all day long!" After speaking, he bared his teeth at Murong Jin, "Hmph." Tell me what you do in that kind of place? After speaking, he tightened his arms, tightly clasped Murong Jin's waist, and pinched the soft flesh on her waist unconvinced.
Song Jinyu happened to pinch Murong Jin's itchy flesh. She had to turn to the side and couldn't help laughing, "What can I do there?" It's just that there are sauce elbows to eat in many green buildings, so I'm looking for food! She laughed breathlessly. Leaned directly on Song Jinyu's shoulder and shouted, "Oh, don't pinch over there, it's too itchy." ”
The pain can't beat her. It's not okay to itch.
There was a faint flush on her smiling face, and after a few days of recuperation, her complexion had recovered, and her lips had changed to their original color. After laughing, his lips were red and his teeth were white, and he was dangling under Song Jinyu's eyelids, and he was stunned for a moment.
Gradually, he lowered his head and gently sipped at the corner of Murong Jin's smiling lips.
He kissed the pear vortex she laughed at. The shallow pear vortex was about to make Song Jinyu's heart hurt with laughter.
She should have been this kind of lively appearance, but it was the misfortune that happened to her, and the pressure and responsibility that others could not bear on her turned her into that cold-hearted and cold-hearted appearance.
Song Jinyu saw that she was smiling happily and brightly now, and her heart was full of joy and a touch of distress.
Murong Jin froze suddenly.
His breath was fresh and natural, wrapping around her lips, as if touching and not touching, making her heart shake too.
Since a few years ago, when she began to take on the burden of avenging her parents and completing her parents' unfinished business, no one has taken care of her like Song Jinyu, and the master has been good to her. is not as intimate and all-encompassing as Song Jinyu.
The timing of the master's appearance happened to be when she was helpless, hesitant, and disguised herself with all kinds of strength, so she grabbed the little warmth that the master gave her like grasping a life-saving straw, and carefully treasured it in her heart. She thought it was love.
And now in just a few days, she felt that what the master did to her was just to say some unbounded empty words, so she had already been treated with all her heart, and Song Jinyu treated her like this, what did she have to use to repay this personal debt?
Murong Jin is extremely conflicted now, and a voice in her heart is still clamoring that she has already liked her master. shouldn't be half-heartedly to like others again, but the other side has been pulled by Song Jinyu and can't help but move closer to him.
She looked at Song Jinyu in a daze, and just as Song Xiaohou's lips were about to move to her lips, she suddenly pushed Song Jinyu away.
Song Jinyu has indulged in pink bubbles, and his eyes are full of the girl he loves, everything about her makes him love to the bone marrow and can't extricate himself. Since he would not be on guard against Murong Jin, this was suddenly pushed, he took a few steps back until he hit the Taishi chair, and then stopped, he looked at Murong Jin whose face changed suddenly.
"Ah Jin?" His heart sank faintly, and he looked at his wife like a child who had done something wrong.
"Don't look at me like that." Murong Jin hardened his heart and coldly refused, "Okay." I won't pull and pull with you. I'm going to see what's going on outside. With that, she turned around and walked out quickly.
While walking, Murong Jin didn't know what he was like.
Her actions just now should have hurt Song Jinyu's heart. Because as she turned to leave, she clearly saw the disbelief in his eyes. Hesitation and panic.
She didn't dare to look back, for fear that she would be bewitched by him again as soon as she turned around.
She ran back as fast as she could, and the cold sound? Yue and Xingxiang called and asked the two of them to turn out their black clothes. She changed her clothes as quickly as she could, tied her long hair back with a headband, and held the spear in her hand, and she felt a little settled.
Walking out of the room slowly, she saw Song Jinyu standing under the eaves in a daze, looking at her in a neat black dress.
She passed by his side, her gaze forward, firm and cold, and he reached out to her, but only touched the corner of the hem of her dress, and before she could hold it, she was already gone. Only the corners of his clothes crossed his palms, leaving a touch that let him know she was gone.
Yue and Xiang came out of the room, and when they saw Song Jinyu still standing under the eaves, the two of them glanced at each other and came over to salute.
"Did I mess with her again?" Song Jinyu fixed her eyes on the two maids, "Why did she suddenly push me away?" ”
He was really flustered.
If she doesn't like him being so close to her, just say it, he will pay attention in the future, but why do you want to push him away? Obviously, they have gotten along very well these days.
Song Jinyu really couldn't figure it out.
"The slave doesn't know.", Yue and Xian Xiang didn't know what to say, so they could only bow their knees to Song Jinyu.
"Forget it." Song Jinyu smiled and waved her hand, "I also went out for a walk, but she pushed me away, she just didn't want to see me." I'll avoid her for two days, and when she's gone, I'll be fine. Hanging her shoulders, Song Jinyu floated out of the courtyard like a wandering spirit.
He worked so hard and persisted, why didn't he have any effect at all? What's wrong?
Song Jinyu is also a lawsuit now.
When he passed by the front yard, Liu Quanan saluted him, but he ignored it.
Walking down the street, Song Jinyu plunged into a tavern, ordered a table of wine, and then laughed a little. His ability not to get drunk in a thousand glasses is probably to drink all the wine on this table, and he won't get drunk, why bother!
Still, he picked up a jar of wine, leaned against the window, and drank it to himself.
It is said that getting drunk relieves a thousand sorrows, but he can't get drunk when he is born, so it becomes sorrowful.