Chapter 531: Just Because I Love Him
"Does it make sense for you to say this to me now?"
Xu Tian turned around and slightly hooked the corners of his lips.
I'm not ready to leave, and there's really no point in talking about it.
An Hao was silent for a while, and his originally calm eyes fluctuated slightly.
Soon, however, the shock subsided. She lowered her head and laughed self-deprecatingly.
"Yes. I'm confused. You're not the kind of person to kill them all. ”
“……”
Xu Tian's heart suddenly tightened. Somewhat surprised, she said this.
Before he could speak, An's lowered face was raised again.
"Xu Tian, I'm sorry."
“……”
The sudden apology made Xu Tian really surprised, and he didn't know what to say.
No, it's not that she doesn't know what to say, it's that she doesn't know what to expect at all.
Did she really apologize to herself or did she retreat?
After a moment of silence, she eased her emotions, and her face still maintained a flat expression.
"No need. It's all gone. Besides, there are some things that don't make much sense to apologize. I don't care, and neither does Changqing. ”
Some mistakes are unforgivable. She is like this, and so is Gu Changqing.
The phone call that reported the bad news was an unforgivable mistake. He will never forgive her in his life.
An Hao didn't say anything, and the luster on his calm face gradually faded, and he turned slightly white.
Xu Tian glanced at her: "Okay." I'm leaving. Please go back today and look for the artwork. Thank you. ”
After a cold thank-you, she left.
Coming out of the mall, she raised her face to look at the sky and took a deep breath.
Whether An Hao can find the artwork or not, whether she will really look for it seriously, she is not sure. That's all she can do. Now, she had to think about how to communicate with David.
She thought about this all the way. When I returned to the family home, I finally came up with some eyebrows. When the car passed by the playground, she was pulled by a figure at a casual glance.
"Xiao Zhang, stop the car."
She shouted, and the car stopped and said, "You go back first." Tell Changqing that I'm back and tell him not to worry. ”
The man was now walking on thin ice all day long, and as soon as she moved out, he was worried.
Xiao Zhang glanced at the playground and smiled: "Lei Lei, this kid is quite a tiger." ”
Eleven or twelve years old, the same age as a calf, can you not be a tiger? But that's when it's hard to manage.
Xu Tian sighed, didn't say anything, just laughed and got out of the car.
Gu Lei is playing basketball under the basketball hoop. I don't know if Gu Changqing pointed him out, this shooting action is very good.
When Xu Tian came over, he was throwing the ball into the basket, and with a cushion of his toes, a beautiful parabola was drawn out of his hand.
The basketball was in the middle of the basket, there was no mud and water at all, and then the ball landed, he ran over to pick it up, and when he held the ball in his hand, he saw Xu Tian.
At that moment, he was stunned for a moment, but soon, he ran outside the three-point line with the ball again and began to practice shooting again.
It's like I didn't see her.
Xu Tian walked over, didn't alarm him, and stood next to him not far away, watching Gu Lei dribble, shoot, and pick up the ball.
She didn't say a word, she stood there in complete silence.
It wasn't until the ball rolled to her feet that she quickly lifted her foot and stepped on it.
Gu Lei came over and wanted to pick up the ball, but when he saw her step on it like this, his face suddenly looked bad.
"Give it to me."
He didn't come up and grab it.
Xu Tian looked at him and slowly let go of his foot, but instead of kicking the ball to him, he bent over hard and picked up the basketball.
"You're playing well. Did you learn it from your dad? ”
She asked, holding the ball in her hand. Gu Lei frowned impatiently: "You don't care." Give me. ”
He reached out and asked for it. Xu Tian held the ball, but walked towards him instead of letting go.
"We haven't seen each other in a long time. You've grown up and you've grown taller. It's all the same as me now. ”
She said with a smile, but Gu Lei didn't seem to see the smile at all: "Give me the ball." ”
He didn't bother to say anything, he just asked for his ball.
Xu Tian looked down at the ball in his hand, was silent for a while, and then raised his gaze and stared at him:
"I can see that you are not happy and do not expect a brother or sister. Right? ”
She is very direct, Gu Lei is still a child after all, and she was poked at the center all of a sudden, and her face was a little unnatural.
"Give me the ball."
He stubbornly asked for it again, but he didn't hear Xu Tian's words.
Xu Tian still didn't let go, so he didn't see his impatience.
There are some things that need to be made clear.
"I know what you're thinking. You probably think that your dad is just your dad, it's yours alone, and you don't want someone to rob you of this dad. ”
once again directly broke Gu Lei's thoughts.
The child's face was even more ugly. He seemed a little annoyed, but he didn't say anything after all, just shook back the hand that was stretched out to ask for the ball, snorted, and then turned his face to the side.
At least he didn't grab the ball and turn around and run.
Xu Tian looked at Gu Lei and thought so.
"But, Lei Lei, you know so well what you want. So have you ever wondered what your dad needs? ”
She spoke, only pausing slightly, without waiting for Gu Lei's response, and then said:
"He used to be away all the year round, living alone, working alone, except for his comrades-in-arms and superiors, there was no one around him who cared about him. When he is sick, he can only carry it alone, and when he is in a bad mood, he can only calm down alone, and even when he performs dangerous tasks, he still faces life and death alone. Have you ever thought that he is also a human being, and he also needs the care of others and needs the company of others. ”
Speaking of these, she couldn't help but feel sorry for that person, and her tone couldn't help but be much heavier.
Gu Lei turned his face to look at her and didn't say anything, but Xu Tian could see that the child's face had changed, not just angry, not just angry, but more entangled.
Even if he hadn't thought about it, he didn't completely disagree with it.
She was silent for two seconds, and then said, "Two years ago, he went on a mission, and he was abroad, and he almost didn't come back. There were rumors everywhere in the unit that he had died, and for two whole months, he had not been heard from at all, and even I was in despair until the end. Do you know that? ”
“……”
Gu Lei showed a surprised expression.
Xu Tian was not surprised by his expression.
"You can't know. He won't mention it to you at all. Your grandmother is old, and you are young, and neither of you can afford it for him. When encountering this kind of thing, no matter how tired he is and how traumatized he is, he can only face it alone. At this time, have you ever thought that he is also lonely? ”
There was another silence, and when he said this, Gu Lei's face was already a little pale.
"Lei Lei." Xu Tian looked at Gu Lei, didn't give him much time to think, and said, "Your father needs me." I can give it to him, you can't give him company. Of course, I am not so selfless, I only give him company, only take care of his family, and do not ask for it. So, I had this child. I love your dad and want to have a child of his, and it has nothing to do with a solid family, just because I love him. "I want to talk about "The Sweetness of the 80th Army Marriage" with more like-minded people; , talk about life, find a confidant~