Chapter 112

When Fan Jia was no longer afraid, her voice was clear and pleasant, and her expression was sincere and brave. Chen Zhaoci looked at such a dirty but incomparably clean woman in the bleak air-raid shelter, and felt the pain in his heart.

In Fan Jia's opinion, the man sitting at the entrance of the cave is gradually becoming calmer. Although his behavior is deformed and terrifying, the side face looks like an ordinary man at this time, and his voice is flat and talks to you.

That's it, you ask me and I answer, sentence by sentence, at that time, it was just ordinary, but it also outlined a small and withdrawn life.

It's just that after successfully understanding this man's past, Fan Jia also wanted to ask this sentence: Since your beloved girlfriends were all victimized by campus loans, why did you turn around and become their gatekeeper? Especially thinking of the outsider in that video, who was filmed with a camera in hand, it is very likely that he is also him. Fan Jia only felt the cold air that soaked his bones. You look at his quiet brow, faintly but faintly as if he has seen the outline and twisted another face.

Chen Zhaoci noticed her hesitation, bent down, and his face was closer to the iron window: "What do you want to say?" ”

Fan Jia had a thrill in her heart, and she desperately thought about Ding Xiongwei, You Mingxu and Yin Feng, all the words that she had said about how to deal with psychopaths. There is even Xu Mengshan, that kid is only two years older than her, but he is like a fox. If it were him, he would probably also play tricks to deal with criminals!

Thinking like this, Fan Jia suddenly calmed down.

She will overcome him, she will escape.

The weapons of the people's police are not only guns and handcuffs. And also...... The heart in her chest that was always beating warmly.

She was silent for a few seconds, and in the dimly lit hole, she could clearly hear her own breathing. Then she subconsciously put her hands behind her back, so that the rope that symbolized the hostile relationship would not appear in the eye-catching position of Chen Zhaoci's sight. She raised her head again, and raised her neck very high, so that she could appear more sincere?

She didn't know if she was doing the right thing, it was all guesswork and intuition.

Chen Zhaoci stared at her pretty goose egg face raised high and remained silent.

Fan Jia smiled, smiling like the girl he had deceived at the beginning, her cheeks showed two shallow pear vortices, and said, "Thank you." You said before that you brought me here to save me. ”

Chen Zhaoci sneered: "But you are a policeman!" You don't need me to save you at all, you still shake out all our affairs! Now everybody is going to jail, and if I get caught, I'm going to jail too! ”

Fan Jia was stunned for a moment, thinking to himself~ it seems like this! Thinking like this, there was a hint of pride in my heart, my face was tense, and my heart moved, and I replied lightly: "But no matter what profession I have, no one has ever saved me." At the time, I wasn't sure if I would be able to escape, and I might have been murdered by them. It's up to you to bring me to such a safe place that no one knows about. ”

Chen Zhaoci was silent for a moment, the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and said: "Indeed, in the entire Huaicheng, except for me, no one can be more familiar with these air-raid shelters. They didn't need it, they were torn down and collapsed one after another, and I was the only one with them. ”

Fan Jia suddenly reacted and asked, "You took me from Fenjinbao Company...... Rescue, but also walk them? ”

Chen Zhaoci snorted and replied, "Of course." Every day, my bosses and colleagues walk around in the tunnels. Sometimes I would go into the cave and listen to their footsteps. I can let any of them disappear into this world silently as long as I want. ”

Fan Jia felt her throat dry slightly, but she still looked at him calmly and squeezed out a sentence: "You have really ...... all these years Very persistent, more unique, different from others. ”

Chen Zhaoci looked at her and suddenly smiled: "From just now, what are you doing with all the time you slap my ass?" Want me to let you go and go to jail yourself? ”

Fan Jia's heart trembled, thinking that this guy was actually very vigilant. Why do you have a strange feeling that you are a rabbit running to the tiger's head to pick up your whiskers? But this feeling was only fleeting, and she also felt a sense of reluctance to admit defeat in her heart, and blurted out: "I am willing to understand you because even in that environment, even if you often witness crimes, you have not really harmed people's lives." Zhu Xinya betrayed you, you just wanted to get the truth, and did not do anything to retaliate. Divide the perverted behavior of those people, you never really participated in it. And for me, your first thought is to save people, not kill people. Chen Zhaoci, in fact, we are all the same people. Although life is hard, people who are still trying to find a life. You didn't do anything wrong. ”

Fan Jia didn't know why, but after finishing speaking, tears welled up in her eyes. As soon as the two of them went up and down, one bright and one dark, separated by a distance of a few meters, Chen Zhaoci looked at her in a daze, and both of them were silent.

After a while, he lowered his head and smiled dismally: "I...... He has never killed anyone with his own hands. However, I disposed of Liu Yisha's body according to the news. I will never forget that feeling in my life. Looking at a living person, the bones were under my hands, broken into pieces. When you pick it up and shake it, you can still hear the shattering sound inside...... You're wrong, I'm not the same person as you. For so many years, even though I didn't participate in it, I watched those people I once hated bullying one girl after another, but I couldn't restrain myself and couldn't stop...... Fan Lingling, you are an upright people's policeman. But I'm in the gutter. All my life, I've been in the gutter! ”

At this moment, Fan Jia was almost persuaded by him, and even had the idea of giving up. Chen Zhaoci, who confessed her thoughts like this, made her feel a trace of fear, but also a trace of inexplicable bitterness. A voice said to her in her heart: You should not be born like this.

"No...... It's not like that, it's not like that. Fan Jia stammered.

Chen Zhaoci looked up at her, and his eyes were still a little messy: "Then what do you say?!" ”

Fan Jia's face was already red, his eyes were hot, and he said: "Chen Zhaoci, do you know, I studied when I was in the police academy, in fact, each of us, every person in the world, is born more ...... to violence and crime Pay more attention. This is...... It's probably an innate part of our human nature. In other words, change to another person, and have no mother and no home since childhood. After living very hard, his girlfriend died in front of his eyes. He will also have the urge to do bad things. If another person does something bad to his own kind, to a person's corpse, he will also not be able to control himself. Others may not be better than you, but you have not harmed anyone's lives so far. Because your heart ...... There's hope in my heart, I want to get out of the gutter, I want to stand in the sun, I want to get out of it, right? ”