Xu Haochen sighed almost inaudibly, "Let's drive home first, and I'll see it when you come back from Qihai City." ”

I glanced up at him, I wanted to say that I wouldn't be coming back, but I didn't, I was too lazy to talk to him.

Before leaving, I went to my room to pack my luggage, I didn't bring extra clothes, just remember to bring my various documents, including real estate deeds and driving books.

Xu Haochen walked to the cloakroom, flipped through my documents, and put them back in my suitcase, he walked in front of me and stood still for two seconds, scooped me into his arms, his exhaled breath gently tickled my ears, and I clearly felt his gently rolling Adam's apple.

He didn't speak, and neither did I.

After a few minutes, his low voice seemed to linger in his ears, "I love you." ”

In a daze, Xu Haochen let go of me, and turned around and left without hesitation.

I stood in place, as if I was in the midst of a chaotic world, I couldn't see clearly ahead, I couldn't see through the future, my mind was like a mess, I couldn't turn it.

I stood like this, until my legs and feet went numb, and I stood until I could clearly recall every note of those three words.

Love, I love too.

But this kind of love is mixed with too many irreversible things, my husband, my family, my love, are no longer perfect, no longer complete.

It is because of love that I can't accept such shortcomings.

I raised my hand and stroked the corners of my eyes, the wetness of my fingers seemed to soak into my heart, filled my feelings, at this moment my heart was like the fog of a winter morning, and the drips of mist condensed into an invisible net, which put me tightly into it, like a vine tightly wrapped around me, more and more tightly wound.

I continued to bow my head and pack my suitcase, two drops of crystal liquid dripped onto the white dress, and the water stains penetrated the fabric and left clear marks, like my heart, like my love, and finally left an indelible scar.

After packing my luggage, I went to the bathroom and put on a light makeup to hide my pale face, but I couldn't hide the gloom in my eyes.

I looked straight at the mirror for ten seconds, forced myself to put on a stiff smile, I picked up my suitcase and went downstairs, the curvature of the corners of my mouth until numb I was trying to maintain, the voice in my heart told me to present my best side in front of others, especially in front of Xu Haochen.

The driver drove us to the airport.

Wei Jiancheng sat in the co-pilot, and I sat between Xu Haochen and Jiang Zhiling, Xu Haochen held Qi Qi in his arms and kept teasing.

As the car sped down the highway, the time between us getting shorter and shorter, I looked sideways in the direction of Jiang Zhiling, and through the window I could see the flying leaves and withered grass everywhere. I don't know when my hand suddenly warmed, and I didn't have to look back, I knew that it was Xu Haochen who held my hand.

I clenched my fists, his palms covering the backs of my hands, and his index finger squeezed through the crunched gap between my fingers, gently scratching my palms.

"Does Qiqi like Mom or Dad?" Xu Haochen's voice kept circling in his ears.

"Daddy."

"Does Qiqi like dad or mom?"

"Mom."

"You little thing." Xu Haochen's doting voice was soft and coquettish to Qi Qi, "Dad will pick up Mom and Qi Qi in a few days, okay?" ”

"Okay."

He was expressing his meaning through Qiqi, he didn't tell me directly, and besides, there was a driver, so I couldn't refute him directly.

Before boarding, I took Qi Qi from Xu Haochen's arms, Xu Haochen kissed Qi Qi's face reluctantly, and the tenderness in his eyes poured out like silk, "Take care of Qi Qi, and take care of yourself." ”

The warm liquid slipped from the corner of my eye, my hazy gaze met his eyes, all the grievances rushed out, I swallowed the sourness in my throat and choked, "All this can happen without having to happen, when you enter the door, you find that Wu Yu is just making trouble, won't you turn around and leave, you obviously know that she is just making trouble, why do you want to stay to eat and drink, even if you are drugged, you give others a chance, no one takes a knife to your neck to force you to drink, if it is not for you to have feelings for her, She can't force you on that matter, don't always pretend to be bitter and affectionate in front of me, to put it bluntly, you are doing it yourself. ”

I sniffed, and when I turned around, I raised my hand to wipe my tears, "Xu Haochen, I hate you." ”

Yes, I hate him.

As deep as there is love, there is as much hatred as there is.

These were the last words I said to him when I left Anyi City.

On the plane, I looked at the rolling white clouds outside the window, the weather was very good today, the autumn sun was clear, and the sky was clear, but how did I feel a dirt in front of me, I rubbed my eyes, the white of the clouds, the purity of the white, the white flawless, clearly reflected in my pupils, it turned out that tears blinded my vision.

When I arrived in Qihai City, it was already evening, and I had only stayed in this city for a week, and there were no familiar streets and no familiar people, so I would slowly get acquainted with it.

In the evening, Jiang Zhiling came to my room, she was lying on Qi Qi's side, holding Qi Qi's little feet and rubbing, "Grandma sleeps with Qi Qi, okay?" ”

I know she's afraid that I'm uncomfortable, and I'm going to have to face it myself. A shallow smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, "Mom, you go downstairs to sleep, I'm fine." ”

On the second day, Jiang Zhiling took me out again, doing beauty, doing SPA, shopping, and taking me to meet her noble ladies and friends.

After three days, I was a little tired, and every day I put on a stiff smile from the pain in my heart, and my facial skin was numb.

I didn't receive calls or text messages from Xu Haochen. Every night in the dead of night, I recalled the sentence "Xu Haochen, I hate you." ”

He's going to have a heartache too, I'm just going to make him hurt.

Will he go to Wu Yu, will he go to see his other son.

See, this is love, even if there is no news he lives in my head, even if it is just my own imagination, he is also pulling all my thoughts.

Early in the morning of the fourth day.

The phone vibrated a little, I opened it, it was Zhao Yuwei's WeChat. Boredom looked at the phone screen, and the icon of the text message reminded me that there was an unread text message, I opened it, it was Xu Haochen's text message, "I miss you." ”

Looking at the time again, it was more than two o'clock in the morning.

Did he have insomnia, whether it was only last night, or whether he had insomnia at night, I don't know.

The three words on the text message, every stroke and stroke are like blades in my heart, little by little...... Until the flesh is blurred.

When Jiang Zhiling came to call me for breakfast, I was lying on the pillow and letting the tears pour out wantonly soak the thick fabric, she came over and patted me on the back, "Yaoyao, think about what you want, don't regret it." It's not that your dad and I don't help you out, we just want you to see your own heart. ”

I know my heart, I love him, madly in love. I miss him, crazy thinking.

At this moment, my mobile phone rang, and I glanced at Xu Haochen, and the ringtone also woke up Qi Qi, who cried and got into my arms, shouting vigorously, "Mom, hug." ”

I hurriedly pressed the AFK button.

In the afternoon, Jiang Zhiling and I discussed where to travel for a few days, "Let's go to France to see my sister." I said.

The brilliance in Jiang Zhiling's eyes instantly dimmed, "Wait a little longer." ”

"Mom, is my sister really in poor health?" I asked the bottom of my mind.

"When I was a child, I had health problems in three days, and then I went to school, and I was always injured at school, so I was sent to France, where your father's friends were taking care of me."

I could hear the holes in her words, but I also saw the look on her face that didn't want to continue.

My aunt's next visit was five days after I arrived in Qihai City, and the day after I arrived in Qihai City, I went to my aunt's house to sit for a while, and then there was no follow-up.

My aunt asked me warmly why Xu Haochen didn't come, and the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, so I only laughed and didn't speak.

She didn't get to the bottom of it as usual. I thought she had changed her temper, but I didn't know that the Wei family was in dire straits at the moment, and everything was just calm before the storm.

I didn't know anything, Wei Jiancheng and Jiang Zhiling didn't reveal the slightest information in front of me.

On Saturday, Xu Haochen came.

I was shopping with Luo Xue, the daughter of Aunt Qiao, Jiang Zhiling's friend, and I followed Jiang Zhiling to have afternoon tea with my friends.

Wei Jiancheng called in, "Come home." ”

"Dad, is there something wrong?" I asked.

Wei Jiancheng paused, "It's okay." ”

I hung up the phone and went to two stores with Luo Xue, and I went home absent-mindedly, although I have been pretending to be strong for the past few days, I can't ignore the sadness that rolls in my heart.

Entering the living room, there was no shadow of Wei Jiancheng in the empty living room, and only after asking the maid did he know that he was in the study, and Xu Haochen was also there.

I lifted my feet and walked slowly towards the study.

Walked to the door of the study, I raised my hand and was about to push the door, the voices of Xu Haochen and Wei Jiancheng came from inside, their voices were very low, as if they were talking about something very solemnly, my ears were close to the door, the sound through the thick wooden door became more and more blurred, I couldn't hear it more and more, in fact, I didn't hear a complete sentence clearly.

I knocked on the door and pushed the door in, Wei Jiancheng and Xu Haochen frowned at me at the same time, "Why did you come back so early?" Wei Jiancheng asked.

"I ......" As soon as I said a word, Wei Jiancheng slapped his head and suddenly realized, "Look at my memory, I asked Lao Zhang to play, I almost forgot, I left first." After Wei Jiancheng finished speaking, he strode out.

What made an appointment with Lao Zhang to play ball, your old man made an appointment with his father-in-law to go down the mountain together.

Only me and Xu Haochen were left in the empty room, we had no contact for a week, and we were a little embarrassed at the moment, I pretended to be calm and glanced at his angular features, he was thin, and the cheekbones on his cheeks seemed to be a little abrupt.

Xu Haochen's dark eyes stared at my face, I was a little uncomfortable by him, I turned around to leave, and his deep voice called out to me, "Yaoyao." ”