Zhou Shaoan glanced at the wet notebook on the windowsill, recalling? Oh, that's a sad word.

"I'll go back first, see you tomorrow."

His tone softened. I was in a hurry when I saw her being burned just now, and I was a little emotional.

Jian Chu wiped away his tears and sent him to the door. Watch his tall back disappear into the somewhat dimly lit end of the hallway. Suddenly, I had a thought, I wanted to rush over and hug him tightly. But a thought is a thought after all.

What is their relationship like now? It's not a simple superior, it's not a simple friend, it's not a lover!

Carefully place the diary on the table and dry it with a hair dryer. The handwriting on the first page was blurry, but she could see it very clearly.

"He always plays basketball alone, goes to the cafeteria alone, sits in the corner with a book in his hand, and is quiet like a melancholy prince. Oh, melancholy prince, what is this parable? ”

Page II

"I don't know why I always want to stalk him secretly. Is this a quirk? But I don't think that way for anyone else. Why does he always look like a child who is insecure? Today his parents came to school. That's the youngest and most beautiful mom I've ever met! But they don't look alike. When he saw his parents, there was no light in his eyes. What kind of person is he? ”

Page 3

"I had such a full homework schedule, and I squeezed out all the time to secretly pay attention to him. Last night, while tossing and turning, I finally realized, this is called liking, right? ”

Page IV

"I didn't see him all day today. In the evening, I leaned against the big tree and looked into the distance. Suddenly, he appeared at the gate. I quickly tidied up my clothes and pretended that passers-by had deliberately passed by him. No one knows how fast my heart was beating at that time! But I noticed that his red eyes looked like he had cried. Instantly, my mood didn't change either. ”

Page 5

"He doesn't seem to like to laugh. After many days of shameless voyeurism, I found out that he liked to sit on the bench. Looking at the bird's nest on the tree in a daze, I followed his gaze and saw that it was the bird with its mouth wide open, happily welcoming its mother who came back from catching insects! At that time, he was smiling, and it turned out that he could look so good when he smiled! ”

Page 6

"I crumpled up the love letters I had written and threw them in the trash. It doesn't seem like my style. How can I make him remember me deeply? Regarding the way I appeared in front of him, it was really a waste of many, many brain cells. The appearance of him playing basketball suddenly appeared in his mind! So I had an idea. ”

Page VII

"Today is probably my most pretending day in more than 20 years. When I saw him, I was obviously bumping into the deer in my heart, but I still pretended to be so chic and said, do you dare to compete with me? If you lose, you'll be my boyfriend! What I didn't expect was that he didn't refuse! Seeing that he looked at me with some confusion and stretched out his hand to him, he hesitated and gently shook my fingertips. At that moment, my heart was filled with joy! From the bottom of my heart, my two shallow pears were exposed

Eddy. I think this kind of appearance should be a success! ”

Jian Chu flipped through the pages with a light smile, and the memories played like a slideshow. The rumbling of her stomach reminded her that it was time to eat. Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, he closed the diary and went into the kitchen.

The window forgot to close, a gust of wind blew, and the diary was lifted again.

Page 20

"He was really nice to me! If I could, I would love to marry him now! ”

Page XXVIII

"Today he took me with him to pay tribute to his mother. It turns out that the reason why he is so depressed is here. I'm not going to say those comforting words. I can only hold him and accompany him. I'm going to be kind to him and make him happy! Give him plenty of security! ”

Page XXXIII

"Today we had a fight. When I angrily analyzed one, two, three with him, he actually laughed! And said that I was sometimes like his buddies, not like a woman? It's something that can be solved by being coquettish, but it has to be so hard! Am I really too man? ”

Page 90

"I haven't kept a diary in a long time! I thought that this vigorous love would stop at marriage. But I didn't expect it to end in such a tragic way. Shao'an, I hope you go well when you go abroad. I love you, but I can't drag you down. Hehe, the most painful thing is the death of the heart. Who said this? My heart is indeed dead. How am I going to pay back the money my dad owes......"

This diary should indeed be called a memory, and there is so much recorded in it. No wonder she was so nervous when she saw that the diary was on the table opposite Zhou Shao'an!

Zhou Shaoan was lying on the bed tossing and turning, it was late at night but he didn't feel sleepy.

Why is it that even though I don't love her, I still have a complex emotion when I see her eyes?

I can't see her crying, I can't see her hurt, I can't see her hesitating!

Shouldn't that girl named Jian Chu be clear, straightforward, brave and decisive?

Thinking of what has happened to her over the years, I feel a little more distressed.

The next day

When it was time for lunch, Jian Chu was packing up the materials at hand and preparing to eat for a while, when a text message came from his mobile phone.

"Let's have a bite to eat."

My heart was beating a little fast, why did he ask me to dinner?

"Where are you going to eat?"

Sitting in the car, she looked a little cramped.

"There is a newly opened private restaurant with a good reputation."

Zhou Shaoan replied indifferently.

Jian Chu half-clenched his fists, he really couldn't guess what he was thinking about every day! This feeling of imminence almost drove her crazy! Do you still have love for me?

The two of them ate very elegantly, and the waiter cast envious glances at the couple.

"Let's go to the hospital after eating!"

"What's wrong?"

Jian Chu looked up suspiciously.

"Go see Auntie."

Zhou Shaoan wiped the corners of his mouth, his eyes warm.

"Okay."

Jian Chu also finished the meal, and his heart was warm.

"Mom, guess who's coming to see you? It's Shao'an! I'll mention it to you

Shao'an many times. ”

Zhou Shaoan looked at her mother's calm and thin face and remembered what the doctor said last time. Looking at Jian Chu's tearful eyes full of expectation, it was not a taste in his heart.

"I'll go renew some fees first, and I'll be back in a while."

Jian Chu motioned for Zhou Shaoan to sit down and followed the nurse to pay the bill.

Zhou Shaoan raised her hand and put it down, raised her hand again, and held her mother's somewhat cold hand.

"Auntie, I'm Shao'an, you've seen me, remember? Ah Chu is very good now, she works in my company. You need to wake up quickly! It has not been easy for her all these years, and you are her hope for life. If you choose to give up, she'll break down. Auntie, you must come on! ”

I don't know if it's an illusion or what, Zhou Shaoan felt as if her hand moved. stared closely, but there was no movement. There was a voice at the door, and he quickly withdrew his hand and stood up.

"Let's go, we have to go to work!"

Jian Chu glanced at his mother deeply, Zhou Shaoan said goodbye to his aunt, and went out of the door with Jian Chu.

"Thank you for coming to see my mom."

Jian Chu is sincerely grateful.

"It should."

Zhou Shaoan didn't go to the parking lot, and walked straight out.

"Aren't you going back to the company?"

Jian Chu asked suspiciously, following beside him.

"Don't worry, I just saw a flower shop opposite. The smell of disinfectant water in the hospital is too big, buy some flowers and put them in your aunt's room, the air will be better. ”

Jian Chu was moved, and his eyes were hot. He is such a careful person.

The green light in front of the zebra crossing turned on, and Zhou Shaoan took a step.

Suddenly!

A black car runs a red light and is speeding up!

"Be careful!!

"Ah Chu !!"

With the sharp and piercing sound of brakes, Jian Chu rolled on the ground several times with Zhou Shao'an in his arms!

The car braked, Zhou Shaoan was unharmed, Jian Chu hugged him, was hit by the car, and blood flowed out from his knees!

The drivers are confused! Something happened on the first day of the road today! Red light, he forgot to stop......

"Ah Chu, are you okay?"

Zhou Shaoan didn't care about patting the soil on his body, and held her in his arms and looked up and down in a panic!

Jian Chu smiled and shook his head, "It's okay, it's just that my knee touched." Everywhere else is fine. ”

"Check it out first!"

He rushed into the hospital with her in his arms, and the driver behind him followed tremblingly, but was left behind by the man who was running fast.

"Don't be in such a hurry, it's really fine!"

Jian Chu hugged his neck tightly, looking at his anxious and nervous appearance, his heart was sweet.

Do you know how much I covet such an embrace? Shao'an, for your sake, I can't think about myself at all.

After some checking, it's fine. It was just a knee abrasion, and the doctor gave me medicine, bandaged it, and prescribed some oral and external medicines.

After settling the fee and apologizing repeatedly, the driver hurried away. Because that man's eyes are so scary!

Zhou Shaoan sent Jian Chu home, poured water for her, and watched her drink the medicine.

"Why are you so stupid? That one

If you don't brake the car, you're dead, you know?! ”

He sat on the edge of the bed and scolded her excitedly.

Jian Chu was half-leaning on the head of the bed, and the little stars were smiling lightly in his eyes.

"I'm fine."

"What if!"

"In case, it can only be me, not you!"

……

Zhou Shaoan looked at her in shock, and Jian Chu also had some regret blurting it out like this, and looked at him in a daze.

Zhou Shaoan was silent for more than ten seconds, looking at her eyes fixedly.

"Why did you save me?"

Jian Chu lowered his head in confusion and bit his lip. He raised his head again and looked at his brown eyes stubbornly and affectionately.

"Because I love you."

"What did you say?"

"Because I love you!!"

She looked at him firmly, tears streaming down her cheeks, but she was still staring at him burningly.

"Because I love you, I can't watch you get hurt. Because I love you, I can't be a drag on you in the first place. Because I love you, I've been alone for so many years. Because...... Hmmm......"

Zhou Shaoan slammed her face and kissed her fiercely......

(End of chapter)

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