The potted plants displayed on the balcony are all mint.

This cool but inconspicuous plant swayed in the cold wind, as if the change of years had no effect on them.

I walked over like this, reached out and flicked it, and then in this cold winter, I smelled tears.

I cried, not because these mints choked my tears like onions, but because on the basin on which they stood, Hao Ran wrote "Zhou Mo No. 1", "Zhou Mo No. 2", "Zhou Mo No. 3" in that particularly eye-catching red, and so on and so on infinitely.

And the pot in the middle, I think I'll always remember.

That was the first time I had an argument with Lin Zhicheng, and I forced him to write on this small white basin: "Lin Zhicheng is a pig." ”

Over the years, these fonts have become mottled into indistinguishable footprints on the beach, but now they are as bright as flags in front of my eyes.

I was in a daze, and suddenly Lin Zhicheng's voice came from behind me, he said, "Why do you keep standing here on the balcony, it's windy." ”

I was in a hurry, so I quickly reached out and wiped my eyes, and then said in a steady voice: "I'm looking at the scenery, it's changed a lot here, and the greenery is getting better and better." ”

After I finished speaking, I pretended to be very busy and threw those clothes into the washing machine, poured laundry detergent and adjusted them, and then still didn't turn my face, but turned my back to Lin Zhicheng and said, "You go back to the hall, even if you are in a wheelchair, the doctor said that you have to pay attention to it." ”

Lin Zhicheng didn't move, he said, "You don't go in, it's cold here." ”

I was afraid that he would see my tears in his eyes, so I had to continue to stand there and look outside, and said a little exaggeratedly: "I'm looking at the scenery here, I think it's very beautiful, I'll enjoy it first." ”

I don't know if Lin Zhicheng is a thief or what, his tone suddenly became a little embarrassed: "That, that's what, I wrote and played." I'm actually writing about weekends, that is, when I have free time, maybe I was quick and made a mistake. ”

He was here without silver to cover up, which made me feel even more sad all of a sudden, and my tone suddenly softened, and I turned my back to him and said, "Let's put it this way, don't you hate me before we talk about it?" ”

Lin Zhicheng was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "Occasionally, a little bit, but soon I will hate myself again." ”

I had the urge to quickly wipe away those damn tears and turn around to hug him.

But so coincidentally, his phone rang suddenly.

I froze in a particularly embarrassed posture and quickly retracted it.

Lin Zhicheng made an apologetic gesture, then he tilted the wheelchair back slightly and picked up the phone.

When he answered the phone, his side face was facing me, still well-defined, but already soft.

But soon, the coldness of his mouth ruined this picture.

He said in such an unstoppable tone: "If they can threaten me first and then threaten me, if they think that I need to report and implement the authorization of a processing plant, it is better to find a way to replace me from this position." If they can't, you tell them to shut up and wait for the year-end dividends. Anyway, this is the end of this matter, I hang up. ”

And so he hung up.

I was stunned, all the impulses that wanted to run to hug him, just like the budding seedlings were stifled, I tried to hide my gaffe, and asked with a smile: "Lin Zhicheng, I also think that you suddenly authorized Zhou Wu, and you will give Zhou Wu orders when you are finished, so it's a bit blind, maybe Zhou Wu is a pile of mud and can't help it." ”

Lin Zhicheng suddenly smiled slightly, he stared at me and said, "You like to lose your own character, but it hasn't changed." ”

I shrugged my shoulders indifferently, thinking that now is also a good opportunity, so I directly explained my words: "Lin Zhicheng, I will sign that authorization agreement, not so that Hongde can give Zhou Wu an order later, but because Zhou Wu did make so many things before, with this agreement, no one will be able to trouble us with that matter later." Wu Kaiyu and I never thought of receiving orders from Hongde from beginning to end. In other words, we will still retain some of the reasonable customers we used to have, and just make a little money by making a little fuss. ”

I finished saying this, thought for a moment about the wording, and then continued: "You don't have to do something like this and that to compensate me. ”

Lin Zhicheng's brows furrowed suddenly, and he directly diverted the topic and said, "Come in, the balcony is cold." ”

After I went in, I cleaned up the coffee table, raised my hand and looked at my watch, it was almost half past four, I thought about getting Lin Zhicheng something to eat, and I would go back early.

After all, the relationship between the two of us is quite uncomfortable now.

So I stood up, and I said, "I'll go get you something to eat, and I'll go back when I'm done." ”

Lin Zhicheng sighed and said, "Go back so early." ”

I smiled noncommittally, stood up and walked to the refrigerator and opened the door, and after rummaging through the old days, I only found a few buckets of noodles, I took them out and threw them into the trash, clapped my hands, and I naturally reached over and said, "I'll go out and buy some food, you give me a vegetable money." ”

A little depressed, Lin Zhicheng said: "The wallet is there, you want to take as much as you want." ”

I don't know what I'm doing, although he didn't say anything about me, but I said in a heartfelt voice: "I have been deducted from my salary for taking leave to take care of you, I can't buy vegetables and have to pay for it, so I won't lose my wife and soldiers." ”

Lin Zhicheng was directly scorched by me, his expression was even more depressed, he said: "The company will not deduct your money, I will pay you according to the highest standard of nursing price, okay." ”

I guess he thinks I'm a money obsession.

But that's how I can hide my inner urge to hug him.

I'm not that young anymore, I've been through everything, I've ever met the most beautiful things, I've been knocked down by the cruelest things, my body is rooted in a very dirty brand, my sleep is often full of nightmares, I want to save myself, I want to tell myself that tomorrow's dawn will still come, I also want to hypnotize my life The light of my life will come as scheduled. However, I will also find that all those comforting words are often not the truth that those who have experienced setbacks have come up with after learning from the pain, but to a large extent some people who stand and talk without back pain. And the things that have accumulated corruption in my life will stay with me for the rest of my life.

This made me more cautious, for fear of making a mistake and going back to hell again.

I can't quickly return to a normal life as Wu Kaiyu expects, and the normal love between those ordinary girls is already a fantasy for me.

So when I went out, I wrapped my coat tightly, and this winter was unusually cold, so I suppressed the commotion in my body in the freezing temperature. I was even a little uncomfortable, but I was glad that Lin Zhicheng answered the phone temporarily, so that I would not be impulsive and turn us into a situation where I was even more confused.

I returned to Lin Zhicheng's house with a bag of vegetables, only to find that the password had been changed.

I thought back to myself that year, smiled a little self-deprecatingly, and finally rang the doorbell.

It is estimated that he is not used to the wheelchair, Lin Zhicheng took a long time to climb over and open the door for me, he reached out to help me take something, but I refused because he was sick.

I carried those green things to the kitchen, and said to Lin Zhicheng, who was following up: "Maybe you have to eat later, today's dishes are more troublesome." ”

Forgive me for deliberately going to such a point.

That's right, I did it on purpose, and I have no better excuse than to stay here longer.

My identity was so embarrassing that I was afraid that my concern would overflow even a little bit, and I would cross the line.

But Lin Zhicheng couldn't stand up, he didn't want to stay well, but pushed the wheelchair over and said, "I'll help you cut peas, so it's faster." ”

I didn't even look back, and directly refused: "No, I'll come by myself." ”

Lin Zhicheng sighed, he was like he would die if he didn't speak, he said: "I changed the password in my house." ”

This is his home, he changes the password if he likes to, even if he lights the fire, I don't have an opinion on whether it is not. So I hummed and didn't speak again.

Lin Zhicheng seemed to hesitate behind for a while, and then he said awkwardly: "Eh, who is that, that's the password, I changed it to your birthday, eight numbers." ”

The baby cabbage I grabbed in my hand was forced to make a mark by me, and I didn't know what I was messing with him.

What did he say the day before yesterday to let me go back to Zhanjiang, I stayed here to take care of it for various reasons, and he didn't mention anything about reuniting, and I didn't mention leaving Shenzhen.

Okay, okay, now that he's changed the home password to my birthday, what the hell is he trying to say?

I suddenly got a little upset, so I threw the baby cabbage away, turned my back to him and asked, "Why are you doing this?" ”

"Turn your face around, I want to tell you to your face." Lin Zhicheng didn't know if it was because he was slow to react or what, he took a long time to answer that sentence.

I saw that he was deified, and I didn't think much about it, so I turned around and asked, "What are you doing?" ”

It was clear that he had nothing to look for, and a particularly proud look suddenly appeared on Lin Zhicheng's face: "I don't want the password at home to be known by others, but your memory is not good, I'm afraid that you don't remember if you change something else, you will definitely not forget your birthday, how about it, I'm smart." ”

I don't know if he was to adjust the atmosphere, or to cover up something, he was a little carried away, and the mobile phone he was holding was thrown to the ground at once.

When I saw this, I also knew that he couldn't take it himself, so I took two steps forward, squatted down and picked it up, and as I got up, I raised my head and said, "Oh, troublesome ghost." ”

I was so frizzy that I had just finished my sentence when I slipped and fell on the side of my wheelchair.

What embarrassed me the most was that my lips rubbed all the way from Lin Zhicheng's nose to my chin, and then I finally stabilized my body.