At nearly 11 o'clock in the evening, Han Ruo waited for the bus at the stop sign, but he couldn't wait for the last train.

The night wind was very cold, she wrapped her arms around herself, and the wine she drank had already flowed into the blood of her body, and there was a fluttering feeling of drunkenness.

Someone walked up to her, she looked at it, but didn't speak. I thought to myself, didn't he and Melinda take a taxi and left, why did they come and wait for the bus.

In fact, Zhuang Bin came to her on purpose. His inky eyes were fixed on her.

"Han Ruo." He opened his mouth, calling her name for the first time since the reunion, in fact, he had already called her countless times in his heart.

Han Ruo silently rolled his eyes in annoyance, ignoring him.

"Why did you want to get into a film and television company?"

"What's your business!" To him, there is no need to be polite. How much I loved him once, how much I hated myself later.

"Han Ruo, can you stop following me?"

With a snort, Han Ruo laughed angrily at his inexplicable words.

"I'm following you? Are you sick? ”

"Are you getting my attention? In the past, you followed me from the southwest to Shanghai, learned copywriting with me from history, I went to Beijing, and you wanted to go too, but now I do film and television, and you also change to a film and television company. Did you find this interesting? ”

Hehe. She was speechless, she could only hehe. Wait for him to continue.

Zhuang Bin actually drank a little too much, Mr. Li, Mr. Zhuang, Zhao Moju and others toasted him repeatedly, and he drank it every time, and his temples suddenly hurt at this time. Han Ruo's perfunctory and indifferent attitude annoyed him.

"Han Ruo, is it interesting for you to torture yourself like this? Are you asking me to feel guilty? Why do you want to get into this business, you're going to be thirty years old soon, you're not young anymore, you can't afford it. After all these years, why have you never been able to live your own life......"

He has a mouthful of why, like an abandoned husband, and he still thinks he is a negative woman if he doesn't know. Annoying individuals! Still guilty, will you Zhuang Bin know guilt?

"Shut up! Mr. Zhuang, how old I am, I don't need you to remind me, even if I fail in my life to the end, I don't need you to talk too much! Excuse me, get out of here! If you are sick, take medicine, hurry home and treat, don't come to disgust me! ”

This is her Han Ruo's impatient and fierce style. Before she knew him, she was like this, but after she met him, she became weak and bullied, just because she liked him more, so she had no bottom line and was low.

But he trampled her self-esteem and self-confidence on the soles of his feet. In the past six years without him, she is slowly finding herself and regaining her once confident self.

She was panting, excited as soon as she spoke, and when she was excited, she was angry and bloody, and she couldn't control her shortness of breath and trembled. She still hasn't gotten rid of this problem.

Zhuang Bin shook his head helplessly, he didn't come to quarrel with her, he didn't want to make her angry, he felt sorry for her. He didn't want to see her being bullied like this in Tang Cat Film and Television. It's just that he can't help her openly for a long time.

Silly girl, you've always been so stupid.

Why is it that two of us who are not bad at IQ even have a problem with basic communication when we meet each other. Can you understand my heart?

A thousand words are hidden in their hearts, and they are all proud people.

"Han Ruo, don't follow in my footsteps anymore. Walking at night, there is always a little ghost behind, too panicked. You're dead set on me, what are you supposed to do. ”

Hehe, he actually said that he was a little ghost. Who's pestering whom?

Han Ruo's eyes seemed to be filled with soapy water, blinking spicily.

"Zhuang Bin, I'm stupid, not like you can speak, you expect that I can't quarrel with you, I can't talk about you, and I can't scold you, so I have repeatedly bullied me, haven't you? Who the hell is pestering the two of us! You are a big screenwriter, it is your freedom to cooperate with any company, please think that you have never known me, okay? I've been a stranger to you for a long time, have I taken the initiative to talk to you? Did I reach out to you? I can't even hide! I don't even fight for the project, do you still think I have ambitions for you? The two of us, you're making a shit! ”

"This project is neither written by you yourself, nor is it your most proud, and the investment is average, but it is just a work written by your gunman with your name, is it worth it for you and Melinda to come over again and again to discuss cooperation and listen to opinions? Why don't you talk about your ambitions? Dwinking in front of my eyes, do you want to show your success, or do you want to show your affection for Melinda? How long will you humiliate me? ”

"Zhuang Bin, I have lived until now, and the thing I regret the most is to meet you, I would rather never know you! I hope to have no contact with you for eternity, old age and death, please get out of my world! ”

The last train that had been delayed finally arrived at the station, and it stopped with a bang. Han Ruo jumped into the car angrily.

The car drove away and took the girl he liked. Zhuang Bin watched all the way until he could no longer see.

It's been so long since she broke up, and she still hasn't lived her life well.

Han Ruo, you are no longer like yourself. I let you go because I want you to be happy.

I did it wrong, I was sorry for you, so the only thing I can make up for is for you to get yourself back. Because my Han Ruo is a radiant little sun, what I like is the happy Han Ruo, not the miserable Han Ruo who has lost himself. Do you understand?

Han Ruo, who of us owes whom?

As soon as the shower was turned on, the cold water hit the head and face. Han Ruo was so cold that he still didn't dodge or dodge, and let the cold ice water wake him up.

Six years ago, she was also standing under the shower, crying until she was hoarse and out of breath, like a dying asthma patient, unable to breathe. She cowardly would only ask over and over again in her heart: Zhuang Bin, Zhuang Bin, why are you doing this to me?

Only this time, she didn't have tears, only cold, completely cold.

Why should I meet you? The memories of the past have become blurry and chaotic with the passage of time, but I can't forget them if I want to, and I can't forget them all the time. Especially whenever my father's death day comes, whenever there is nowhere to go during the Spring Festival, and whenever I look back on the first half of my failed life, I hate the self who once loved you deeply.

Why did you show up to remind me of my failure when I almost forgot about you?

Yes, you're right, I'm a thirty-year-old girl, with nowhere to go, nothing. I don't hate you, I only hate myself.

Han Ruo could never forgive himself.

When Dad was seriously ill, she didn't know it. At that time, she was crying for an unworthy man until she was heartbroken and couldn't sleep all night, so she ignored the automatic shutdown of her phone's battery drain, and she also missed the opportunity to see her father for the last time.

When he died, he must still be worried about his favorite daughter, afraid that she would be bullied and that she would mismatch her feelings.

And the daughter who was cared for by him on the tip of his heart, gave her enough space to pursue her beloved daughter, and was really bullied by a pair of fornicating scumbags and scumbags, and really cried bitterly and undignified and begged others to answer her calls, but others never answered.

She is a little princess loved by her father, and how sad it would be if her father saw this scene in heaven!

Every time she thinks of this situation, her heart will be like a knife.

Later, she learned that her father had already sensed that something was wrong with her emotions, but he didn't ask, and went home when she couldn't hold on. But he didn't wait, her rebellious, love-brained daughter didn't even catch up with the last meeting......

Han Ruo raised her head and let the rushing water wash over her face.

In this world, the man who loves me the most is gone, I don't deserve love anymore, and I won't love you anymore.