The car slid aimlessly down the street, and neither of them spoke as if they had agreed.

The inside of the car was very closed, so quiet and comfortable that Han Ruo almost fell asleep, if it wasn't for Zhuang Bin driving in front of her, she could really sleep.

Zhuang Bin looked at her through the rearview mirror from time to time, he always wanted her to be quiet when he was in love, she was always happy like a lark, emotional, and always chattering.

Therefore, he mistakenly thought that she would never get hurt, and even if she broke up, she would gradually forget herself. But he seems to have underestimated the damage he had done to her.

No matter how long the road is, there is an end. The car stopped, and there was Binjiang Avenue not far away.

"Get out of the car, let's talk." Zhuang Bin walked in front, and Han Ruo followed boredly.

The cool breeze greeted everyone who came to walk by the river, Han Ruo wrapped his coat tightly and shouted to his back: "Zhuang Gongzi, what do you want to talk about?" Tell me, I'll listen. ”

Zhuang Bin stopped. She is still the same as before, I don't know if it is because of studying history, she always comes up with some strange and anachronistic words. After her mouth, although it was a little joking, it sounded good.

He turned around: "You don't have to be nervous, I won't do anything to you, and I haven't thought about chasing you again!" ”

She sneered: "Coincidentally, I have never been narcissistic to think that you want to chase me, even if you have this heart, this girl will not eat back grass." ”

Zhuang Bin was visibly choked.

Han Ruo's heart was happy, look, as long as I am proud and confident, I will not make a fool of myself in front of him.

In the past, in front of him, she always looked up to him with an attitude of worship, and always felt sorry for herself and said that she was "born in the wilderness, and she is ashamed of her noble family". At that time, how could I be so humble.

But his distraction was only for a moment, Zhuang Bin was not as emotional as her, he said: "Let's talk calmly like friends." ”

She laughed: "Whoever is friends with you, I would rather die old and never get along." ”

In the end, it was difficult to settle. She would rather be told to be cautious and not atmospheric enough, than to break ties with her ex-boyfriend.

"Why do you do this?" His low voice was helpless, as if she was making trouble.

The wind of Lixia blew his upright body, like catkins blowing through a birch forest. Han Ruo thought of this metaphor in his head, although he didn't have any boundaries.

She withdrew her gaze and simply sat down on the stone steps by the river.

"Zhuang Gongzi, I don't have a big heart as you, it's not you who is hurt, you can't empathize with my experience. Someone once did a survey and asked women, 'If one day your ex-boyfriend becomes the boss and hires you into his company, would you be willing to go?'" I thought that most people would not go, but it turned out to be the opposite, everyone found a reason for themselves to go, do you know what it is? Some people say that if I don't go, it means that I can't let go of him in my heart, which proves that I still love him, and if I go, it means that I have no illusions about him. Some people also said that I was hired by my own ability, and I could go to any company, and naturally I could also go to my ex-boyfriend's company. Others said that I was going to show him how well I was doing and how good I had become...... Do you know what I think? ”

She looked back at him with a smile, not needing him to answer, and went on with herself.

"I think they're all looking for reasons for their own thoughts, and I'm surprised that so many people don't think about their dignity and go to their ex-boyfriend's company with a secret, unobtrusive purpose, without even basic avoidance, and they still have a lot of words. Because they still want something in their hearts. And I'm not going to go, I think human dignity and freedom trump everything, although it doesn't pay a dime. Zhuang Bin, I don't want anything from you, I really don't want anything, so I really don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. ”

The dim light reflected in the water alone, and she looked at the ripples in the water and calmly said what she was thinking.

She was tired. So so frankly.

Zhuang Bin sat down side by side with her in silence. After six years, they are finally so close again.

"Han Ruo, I'm sorry! It's my fault, it's me who hurt you, it's my fault. ”

After a long time, an apology that had been circling for six years and was six years late was finally spoken by the owner.

Lights, rivers, voices...... Everything is far away, only this apology is clear.

He said he was wrong. It was he who was wrong.

Han Ruo's first feeling was that a smile welled up in his chest, but before he could laugh, he was smothered back in pain. Sniffing and looking up at the starless night sky, my eyes were hot and I wanted to cry.

"You apologize to me? What apologies? There was a cry in her voice, and she tried to suppress it.

Kind people never hate others, they only embarrass themselves.

Even if he doesn't apologize, she only hates herself. But when he apologized, she couldn't help it.

"Zhuang Bin, I was too young to see the world, and I thought that my boyfriend was the end of the world. Now I understand, splitting legs is nothing, splitting and merging is not worth making a fuss about, it's not who has to be, love and love are not so sacred......"

She shuddered, trying to laugh.

wanted to tell him that she had a new relationship after the breakup, but her ex-boyfriend fell in love with her colleague, she matched them and made a matchmaker, and then automatically quit. So, she looked away.

But she couldn't say it, she really couldn't say it, and the tears gathered more and more. She finally couldn't help but shake all over.

The tears that had been blocked for a long time poured out, and her heart hurt so much that she cried.

Zhuang Bin leaned over and wanted to hug her.

"Don't touch me...... Don't touch me...... Don't touch me......" she hugged herself and murmured.

"The love of a lifetime, the only one forever, will never change...... Hehe, Zhuang Bin, on the day you split your legs, I watched my world and my faith collapse with a bang...... Zhuang Bin, you ruined all my beautiful fantasies about love! How can you do that! How can you do this to me! ”

Accuse! Can't help but accuse!

She has never been able to hide her words, after so many years, she still hasn't changed, and she has never grown invincible. How could such a Han Ruo start a new life, she was forever immersed in the hurt of the past.

At that time, he said that he liked a flower, so he plucked it; If you love a flower, you will water it.

She asked if you liked me or if you loved me.

He said you guess.

She couldn't guess. She hates to guess.

Later, I realized that "you guess" is not love. She loves him, but he doesn't love her.

If you don't love, you don't love! It's not a big deal if you don't love, you can say it if you don't love! But why hurt her!

She cried out bitterly: "Do you know that I have had nightmares for many years? Why, why are you doing this? If you like each other, you can tell me! Why do this to me? ”