When I saw those simple words, I thought I was dazzled, and I rubbed my eyes with my hands.

But the facts are still in front of us.

What he said was, get it, I'll find someone to deal with it.

I stared at it for a while, and I thought my tears would fall, but no.

I put down my phone indifferently, just like watching other people's heartbreaks, I said lightly to Li Xianyong: "You go, I'm sleepy." ”

Li Xianyong grabbed my mobile phone and looked at it, he repeatedly looked forward and read a few text messages from Lin Zhicheng, and finally he said, "Are you sure that the person who sent you the text message is Lin Zhicheng?" ”

Either or not, I can't really see clearly.

Holding my shoulders, I don't want to talk about Lin Zhicheng anymore, I just want to sleep in silence, so I continued to give the eviction order, and I said, "You go." ”

At this moment, the mobile phone that Li Xianyong held in his hand rang sharply.

He handed it to me, and he said, "There's an old man named Zhou calling you." ”

I took it suspiciously and pressed an answer, and the other party's mouth almost made me go crazy with a mouth.

He said: "Zhou girl, your aunt quarreled with an eighth woman in the village, and she was angry and had a stroke!" ”

As soon as the phone hung up, I picked up my bag and was about to rush out of the door, Li Xianyong ran out with me, he grabbed my arm and asked me where to go, the tears I finally put away fell again, I said incoherently that I was going to take a ride home, my aunt had an accident.

When Li Xianyong drove me on the highway, I used my imagination to scare myself almost half to death, and I finally came back to my soul, I said thank you to him, but he said lightly.

How to reconcile with a man who used to be-for-tat, all this seems a little awkward.

But when I thought that Lin Zhicheng and I used to be very good, but now he can be so ruthless, I began to be indifferent.

After returning to Xu Wen, it was already five o'clock in the morning, and I rushed directly to the clinic in the town in a hurry, I saw my aunt lying on the thin bed, her hands were stiff, I went to shake her hand, but she couldn't respond a word.

The barefoot doctor in the town told me that the situation was okay for the time being, and that it was better to take it to the county hospital at dawn.

In a state of confusion, I finally asked Li Xianyong to go to the car to rest, and I sat next to my aunt and held her hand all the time.

It was the loneliest and most torturous two hours of my life, mixed with worry and fear, and I was afraid that I would end up alone.

After Tianma Ma Liang, after going to the post office ATM to withdraw some money to pay the medical bills, I originally found another car, but Li Xianyong had to help, and finally tossed him for two hours, and after going to the county hospital, he also gave me a deposit for hospitalization fees or something.

I stayed in the hospital until the afternoon, and Old Man Zhou came.

After calming down, I was full of questions, how could my aunt have a good temper and quarrel with someone else in the middle of the night?

He wanted to speak and stopped, and was frightened by Li Xianyong's fierceness, so he said everything.

It turned out to be the long-tongued woman in the village, I don't know where I heard it, saying that Lin Zhicheng has a family, I am a vixen, I am his second wife, and I also said that I was made to have a big belly or something. I don't know if those long-tongued women did it on purpose or what, so they ran to my door and said that when my aunt heard it, she felt that Lin Zhicheng was not that kind of person, and she finally quarreled in order to maintain Lin Zhicheng's reputation for drinking me.

After listening to Old Man Zhou's words, grass immediately grew in my heart, and the grass and mud horse in my heart wanted to trample myself to pieces.

The price of my love for Lin Zhicheng is that I am struggling, embattled, betrayed, and scarred.

The price of my stupidity is that the peasant women who have no relatives with me but have worked hard to raise me have a stroke in order to protect me from the anger of those long-tongued women, and now I am still lying in the hospital bed, not knowing when I will wake up.

All day, I sat in front of my aunt's bed, and I told her all the things that had happened to me over and over again, and I thought she would wake up and see me.

However, three days later, she died because of a second stroke.

I called her daughter like a walking corpse, and was scolded back that I shouldn't have told her such bad luck.

After she hung up the phone, she probably remembered the mahogany furniture again, and she called me back, saying that it was my aunt's inheritance, which was to be left to her daughter, and she shouted that if I embezzled later, she would sue me.

Li Xianyong helped me find someone to do white things, I took out all the money on my bank card, but I still couldn't give my aunt a grand funeral, and finally I agreed to Li Xianyong's suggestion to lend me money.

Some people can scold me for not being immortal, and some people can say that the Virgin Mary knows everything and says that it is most important to be in peace, but I am the only one who knows, and I do this only to make myself feel better.

I was so selfish and pathetic that I thought my guilt would be diluted with a glamorous funeral.

This old man who has raised me for decades, I didn't have time to repay her anything, but she died indirectly because of me.

From today onwards, I am alone.

In Xu Wen, a dilapidated and close village, no one will wait for me to come back, no one will urge me to get married early, no one will tell me to pay attention to safety in a complicated society, and no one will give me, an orphan who has been abandoned, a selfless and heartwarming journey.

My tears have fallen out, when this great woman enters the ground, not a single one can fall, there are still people with long tongues, saying that I am not filial, that the baby I picked up is not ripe, that I have no conscience, that I am a show, I should cry so that my aunt can go on the road with peace of mind.

Many people who talk about me, I ignore it, and on the way back, I think of the time I used to go fishing with my aunt, and I laughed. I cried at the thought that I would never see her again.

I cried and laughed like this, and returned to someone else's old house that I had bought for more than 20,000 yuan.

It's still a very strong smell of kerosene, which I used to repulse, but now I feel luxurious.

In the end, I moved a small bench and sat in the yard, the autumn fog was very heavy and heavy, wet my eyebrows, I fell back like this, just stuck to the broken concrete floor and looked up at the starry sky, I wanted to sleep for a long time, but life went on, I had no reason to fall.

Before Li Xianyong went back to Shenzhen, we met at the beach.

This man who has accompanied me through so much, he suggested that I take the child away and start a new life, he also said that I can go to Shenzhen, he arranged for me to go to work, he said that there is not much bad thing about the world, and he promised to let everyone like me do my best.

But my heart was like ashes, I took care of my own calculations, and calculated that I owed him almost 20,000 yuan, and I said that I would work later to pay him back, but I would not go to Shenzhen again.

I wrote him an IOU.

When he was about to leave, he hugged me.

If it had been in the past, I would have bounced up excitedly, and I would have kicked him twice, but this time I didn't do anything, and I was just indifferent to him.

He said that he liked my personality a lot, and when my wound healed, I could always go to him to develop it, maybe we could achieve positive results.

I rejected Li Xianyong.

As for the city of Shenzhen, the city that carried too many things for me, it suddenly became unfamiliar.

I don't think I'll ever go back in my life.

Later, I went to Zhanjiang, where I experienced one of the darkest nightmares of my life, I never knew that a man had such a hideous face when he was desperate, and he did find someone to deal with the child in my belly.

But the way I handled it was hard for me to digest.

In the end, I was covered in scars and bloodstains, disheveled and found in a dirty and messy alley, there was a Zhanjiang man named Wu Kaiyu, he opened a shop near the Iron Horse Computer City not far away, he closed the stall very late, he helped me, helped me call the police, and sent me to the hospital.

He came to see me all the time when I was in the hospital, but I've learned to put away my embarrassment.

My squalor was visible in front of him, so I refused to get any closer to him.

After I came out of the hospital, my personality changed greatly, I became more inferior, I no longer like to laugh, I couldn't find a suitable job, and finally I sold Malatang in a chaotic corner of Xiashan, and the polite man asked me to make Malatang Shih Tzu, and the lewd man always stared at my chest, but my business was a little better than others.

My face has also thickened, and in the face of strange men whistling at me unscrupulously, I can sit there calmly and calmly and light a piece of change of two dollars, blushing or something, it seems like a lifetime.

The only time I had an outburst was when it was raining heavily, it seemed to be two o'clock in the morning, there were two men who could drink too much spicy, one of them reached out and touched my ass, I dodged him and came up again, and as soon as I reached out and touched the base of my thigh, the wild factor in my bones made me pick up a wine bottle and burst his head.

I didn't have any acquaintances in Zhanjiang, only Wu Kaiyu's phone number, and in the end, I had the audacity to ask the police station to contact him to bail me out.

After I came out, I found that my stall had already been smashed, and someone came to me to give me a message, saying that I smashed my brother's head, and I looked good in the back, and said that I was dead on the street, and I didn't know how I died.

Wu Kaiyu said that some rotten boys in Zhanjiang were desperate, they were different from other gangsters, so I stopped stalling.

He also took it upon himself to move my little luggage to the staff dormitory, and I found out that he had a small assembly factory, the name is very cute, called Daxiong Parts Factory, mainly doing some battery data cables or something, and he said that he wanted to ask me to be the clerk there.

I think I'm going to have to thank him with all my might.

Because of him, when 2012 was about to pass, I was living more and more like a fish in water in Zhanjiang, and the smile showed more and more on my face.

At this time, the big bear assembly factory has been renamed Zhou Wu Electronic Parts Co., Ltd., I went out non-stop to run business, Zhanjiang many electronic stalls of the business to me all, and Wu Kaiyu even monopolized the business of many counters in Shenzhen Huaqiangbei.

The money in my pocket is abundant, my life is a little comfortable, the only fly in the ointment is that I found that there are too many people named Zhicheng in Zhanjiang, I go to the supermarket and visit the mall, and often hear someone calling this name.

At first, I complained that Zhanjiang people don't know how to choose names, but then I realized that it was because I was particularly sensitive to this name, and it touched my nerves.

Many times in the dead of night, I sadly found that I occasionally remembered his tenderness and embrace, and his face was not all hideous in my memory.

However, I will soon think about his lack of affection, and hatred will also be clouded in my heart, and when I think of him, all kinds of emotions are always mixed together, and I can't dissolve them.

After that, I would close the curtains and sleep in the moonlight as I prepared for the next day's bright sun.

I thought that I would struggle in Zhanjiang, the city that brought me a new life, in my life, or I would meet a new love after getting rid of the demons, and there was no more intersection between me and Lin Zhicheng, but I never thought that I would meet him after three years after all.

I took the initiative to find him.

Rather, I begged him.

(Pay attention to the small yellow box below, I have something to say to you, hehe)