187. Where do I look, as good as you4
But he only wanted to believe that it was the Lan clan who told Lan Yuange his secret, and it was the Lan clan who exposed him in order to take revenge on him.
If it is exposed, the Lan family will not wait until now, it will be from the beginning, they are extremely afraid that Lan Yuange will be injured, so they will never tell her, and they can only let her bear it alone.
Fang Yuzhong didn't think so, he could only hate.
He thought more than once, that child who had no chance. It was a boy, just as soon as he was born, he would take good care of him, love him, not let him be like himself, let him be like his mother, gentle and kind, and liked.
However, such a small wish was shattered. He hated Lan Yuange's weakness so much, she should resist, question him, and even take revenge on him. But she did nothing but cry, as soft and fragile as ever, and lost her child.
Lan Yuange, she shouldn't have been entangled with him at the beginning of the story, she shouldn't have belonged to him, and even God couldn't stand it.
However, he was unwilling to let go of her, he hated her so much, treated her like that, and was always reluctant to let her go.
He knew she must have regretted it. This girl, who gave up her family, also wants to be with him. However, this marriage has obviously come to an end. Maybe in the beginning, you can't go on.
Everything was wrong.
He watched her lose weight and fall silent day by day, and his heart grew more and more frightened. She's finally leaving him, and she's been hurt to the fullest.
But even she left, and he had nothing left, nothing. Even though he repented, even though he was sad, he would never let her go.
You can go with me in pain. It's okay to live like this, how much you hate me, how much you regret it, I don't care, as long as there are you, as long as there are two of us, I don't care about anything.
I think I'm in love with you, Lan Yuange, deep love, from the first side.
Lan Yuange was pregnant again, and he was extremely scared. He doesn't want any children, Lan Yuange is too thin and thin, and he can't survive this winter. The words he threatened her were just to keep her.
You are mine, not your family.
How despicable and ruthless he was, and how he would hurt her when she was in such a physical condition.
She gave birth to a daughter, and it took a lifetime of strength and luck. She loves this daughter so much that she won't leave him this time. He stood outside the ward, looking at the swaddling clothes in Lan Yuanli's arms and her thin face, and suddenly let go of the obsession in his heart. Even if she wanted to leave, he let go, and from beginning to end, she was never at fault. It's her family that's wrong.
He let her go, and this time, in the end, it had nothing to do with it. Both he and she were free.
However, she was obviously let go, but she really left, silently, so sad, so lonely.
Heh, she is so ruthless, in the world, he is the only one left, leaving the Lan family he hates very much, and leaving the Lan family who hates him very much.
It's okay this way, he can let go of the Lan family, unscrupulous, unscrupulous, and no longer have to be afraid of her eyes and her tears.
He was young, lost his lover, lost his child, was extremely depressed and sad, and his hatred was concentrated on the Lan family. He continued Zhi Jingrou, picked up Qin Xue, and formed a fake family dedicated to the Lan family.
He used all his strength to hate himself, embarrass himself, punish himself, and live in darkness and loneliness.
What is Zhi Jingrou, what is the Lan family, what are these people, it is just a game for him to vent his hatred for the rest of his life. This kind of targeting is meaningless, Lan Yuanli knows, Lan knows it, and he knows it in his heart, but how to dissipate the yin and gray in his heart.
She did not call him again until she died.
She didn't even see this cold and cruel man shed tears for her twice. Once when she was giving birth, she cried sharply, and he listened to it like a knife and hated himself, and once when she was last seen with him, she fell into a coma, and he secretly held her bony wrist, kissed, and wept.
I love you, love and hate, I'm crazy.