When Zhuang Bin was tossing and turning for a confused future and couldn't sleep at night, Han Ruo gradually became hateful in his eyes, because she enjoyed the life with him, and even comforted him with a little luck, not in a hurry, it was a big deal for her to raise him!

How could he ask her to raise her!

He wants her to see her scenery, maintain her worship of herself, and don't want her to see her embarrassment. But the harsh reality has ruined the image he has worked so hard to maintain.

She wants to be stable and live an ordinary life, he can't give it, he can't even support himself.

Gradually, he got tired and tired. He hated to see Han Ruo, hated to hear her comfort, and even more hated that she was enjoying living in the suburbs with him!

Because of the long-term lack of sleep, his nerves were tense, and he was so depressed that he couldn't get rid of it, so he had to be angry with her.

He scolded her for not pursuing and short-sightedness, and asked her not to drag herself down and get away as soon as possible.

At the beginning, Han Ruo was stunned, cried, whispered justification, and left in a temper.

The anxious Zhuang Bin didn't give her any comfort at all and let her go. At least in Han Ruo's opinion.

But Han Ruo was never really angry, she understood and understood all the pressure and irritable temper generated by Zhuang Bin's pressure, she understood his difficulties, and silently endured his anger, which became a habit over time.

Later, it developed into the fact that every time Zhuang Bin got angry, she would almost apologize in a low voice, although she did nothing wrong.

She continued to encourage Zhuang Bin to survive the difficult situation and tolerate some life for him.

But the more aggrieved she was, the more irritable he became. He wanted to chase her away, he didn't want to see her again.

If six years later, with life experience, they will understand that one of them at that time was stubborn and strong, needed distance, needed time, and needed the other party to avoid it temporarily; The other party is gentle and considerate, wants to work together to share suffering, and wants to give everything to help each other, so that the other party is not lonely.

But at that time, they didn't know how to express themselves, they didn't know how to communicate, they would only be self-defeating and drift apart.

Zhuang Bin began to intensify, his vicious words were like poisoned arrows, mercilessly trying to pierce Han Ruowan's heart.

And Han Ruo, who gritted his teeth, almost described it as withered. She frequently traveled to Beijing and Shanghai, taking Zhuang Bin as the only focus of her life, cutting back on food and clothing for him, and exhausting for him.

Her love was as hot as a coal, and she wanted to warm his frozen chamber. It's a pity that he is a firecracker, which blew up at one point, and injured her again and again.

Before Zhuang Bin, Han Ruo had never been in love, nor had she thought about falling in love with someone else, she only thought that he was her only one. So she accompanied him, sharing blessings and misfortunes.

Zero experience, no emotional intelligence, too submissive...... Her shortcomings almost foreshadow her doomed to harm.

Occasionally, when Zhuang Bin couldn't suppress his anger and roared at Han Ruo, Melinda happened to come to talk about taking the test draft for him. In private, she would ask Han Ruo coldly, why was she so cheap, why didn't she leave.

Han Ruo plucked up the courage to go back, he is my boyfriend, and you don't need to worry about our affairs. Now that you're done talking to him, it's you who should go!

Melinda sneered, laughing at her for not recognizing the situation.

Han Ruo didn't know why she threw her dignity on the ground for people to step on, she was psychologically dependent on Zhuang Bin.

Later, of course, she knew why, because it was her first love, because she talked too little about love, and she would understand it after talking a few more times.

At that time, she didn't understand, she knew that she was cheap, but she still wanted to go to him.

In December, in order to show her determination to make a desperate bet, she quit her job in Shanghai, quit her house, packed her bags, and went to Beijing with one box and one box like she did last time she came to Shanghai from Yunnan. Still didn't say hello in advance, still wanted to surprise him.

The last time she was expecting and longing, he accepted her. This time, she still had a good vision, but he gave her a blow to the head.

Late at night, there was a pair of high heels at the door, which she had seen before, belonged to Melinda.

Shivering from the cold, she woke up instantly from exhaustion, and she opened the door with the key she had allocated before......

The light came on, and it was as if countless needles had pierced her brain, from front to back, settling every pulse, and the indescribable pain spread throughout her body.

She stiffened her neck and couldn't believe what she was seeing, but she had to believe it.

In the middle of the night, there was a sharp scream, an irrepressible heart-rending scream.

Oh my God, who's going to save her! Simple, kind, innocent and pure, she dreams of being a couple with Zhuang Bin for the rest of her life, but she sees such a dirty scene!

Her love, the man she loves, her first love who was trampled on her self-esteem and aggrieved and obedient!

Why be so cruel!

Why ruin all the good things in her heart!

Why let the world suddenly collapse before her eyes!

Let her be blind, let her be crazy, let her die!

How can this be? Why do this to her!

Zhuang Bin, who was awakened, pushed her out of the door roughly, and Melinda picked up her clothes naked, indifferent to the push and pull of the two of them.

They slept together, slept together......

In the cold winter night, Han Ruo squatted at the door and cried, coughing and vomiting. Shuofeng brutally crushed her frozen, red face.

It's dirty, it's disgusting......

She kept crying, retching, couldn't vomit anything, didn't even have a little food in her stomach, and was hot and colic.

Melinda got dressed and walked away in her heels. The rhythm of the footsteps is leisurely, and the casualness is calm.

Han Ruo squatted on the ground and didn't get up or go in, she didn't dare to go in, she only dared to squat at the door and cry to death.

Zhuang Bin put on his clothes and stood in the bright light with his waist crossed, his face was as cold as frost.

The crying tore apart other people's good dreams, the door next to him opened, and the shirtless man yelled: "Cry, cry, cry, cry, you M's funeral!" Shut up Lao Tzu, don't you hear! ”

Before he came up to beat someone, Zhuang Bin dragged Han Ruo in and slammed the door shut.

Han Ruo lay on the ground in embarrassment, crying until she convulsed.

Zhuang Bin looked at her with a frown, annoyed at his own absurdity, and also angry at her sudden arrival.

"Don't cry!" His voice was low, barely patient.

Han Ruo was still crying.

"Don't cry! I told you to stop crying! "He was on the verge of an outburst.

Han Ruo sniffled and swallowed back her tears.

"Give you five minutes to stop, and we'll talk." He coldly drew the line.

Han Ruo didn't care about the embarrassment, wiped his nose and tears with his clothes, and gradually stopped crying.

Zhuang Bin calmly waited for her to die down, and his face was not his business.

"Didn't you just go back to Shanghai, why are you here again?"

She whispered back, "I resigned, I'm coming to you." After saying that, tears poured out involuntarily.

Zhuang Bin was so irritable that he grabbed a handful of his hair, and gritted his teeth a little: "You get out, let's break up." "He was so cold that he treated his enemies as if he were dealing with them.

She was so stunned that her brain stopped, the light made her dizzy, and she asked, "Why?" ”

"If you don't have money, we can't live."

"I have it, all my salary is here, we spend it together, I'll go find a job, and you continue to fulfill your screenwriting dream. It's okay, I'll raise you ......"

She panicked, spoke incoherently, and trembled through her bag to find her bank card.

Zhuang Bin was once again poked in the heart, he was like a cobra fed up with provocation, suddenly burst out, pulled her wrist and threw her out.

"Get out, don't show up in front of me again!" His eyes were red, and he wanted to bite her to death.