Li Biran is actually smart and has a flexible brain, and he was originally able to mix well in junior high school. Although I didn't try my best in junior high school, I still had a heart. As a result, when I took the junior high school entrance exam, I played exceptionally well, and my score went to this very good private high school. It is also known as the school of nobility.

Tuition and living expenses are also expensive. Although his parents were working in other places, they gritted their teeth: on. It's all for the sake of the child's future. Now that the child is competitive and has been admitted to such a good high school, even if he has to take out a large part of his savings, he must be allowed to attend.

However, it wasn't until he lived in the new high school for a period of time that Li Biran knew what it meant to be a swollen face and become fat.

He was originally in the high school in the district, although he was not a popular figure, but he was also a character. When you get here, what is it?

Most of them are either rich or expensive. The family is either an official or a businessman. Those people, their thousands of dollars a pair of trendy shoes, bought without blinking an eye. Apple will change it when it comes out with a new model. Sometimes Li Biran sat in his seat and listened to his table chatting with people:

"Did you buy the IponeXS?"

"I bought two, one for myself and one for my sister."

"But I also want to try the Huawei P20, it looks good."

"Okay, okay, then I'll buy one and play with it. If it doesn't work, give it to my aunt. ”

……

Li Biran suddenly felt that the Apple 8 in his pocket was still eighty percent new, and it was a little hot.

When he got home that day, he called his parents: "Mom, I want to change my phone." ”

The mother was stunned for a moment and asked, "Didn't you just change it last year?" ”

Li Biran said: "Our classmates have all used the new one! Apple XS, everyone has one. Why didn't you buy it for me? ”

The mother whispered, "How much does that cost?" ”

"Ten thousand."

“……”

Of course, his mother didn't buy him a new mobile phone later, and when his father learned about it, he scolded him on the phone: "In order for you to go to this high school, all the money we earned in the past few years was thrown in." You don't want to study well, and you have to change your phone. How can we have so much money? It's so ignorant! ”

hung up the phone, Li Biran was simply blocked with a fire in his heart, and he was extremely guilty. He felt very angry, of course, this anger was directed at his parents who seemed indifferent to him, but faintly, it seemed to be also directed at himself and everything around him. Xie Huifang, that home is not his home at all. There is also the school, those strangers, who always seem to live in another world.

Not to mention the first thorough examination after admission, Li Biran was admitted to the bottom dozens of the class. He used to think that those rich and noble children must be wine bags and rice bags, and he secretly reviewed for a while before the exam, wanting to make a splash, but he slapped him in the face. Even with it, he felt that the teacher's eyes on him were much more indifferent than those with good grades and good family background......

Scold...... Don't look down on people.

Li Biran dislikes school more and more. He and those people don't get along at all. The first year of high school is almost over, but he and his classmates seem to be getting stranger and stranger. The strangeness is a feeling of falling into the mire, very slowly, deeper and deeper. You watch it happen, but there's nothing you can do, you just gradually become stiff and numb.

As his grades declined, more and more students were absent from school and disciplined, and there were more and more scolding and disappointment from his parents. And Xie Huifang, Li Biran felt that she liked to give orders more and more, and she didn't treat him as a human being more and more. Managing everything and keeping an eye on everything, it's like an excited middle-aged female spy, who seems to be looking forward to finding new evidence every day that "this child is really disobedient and incorrigible".

Li Biran likes to go to Internet cafes more and more. Whether he goes to school or goes back to that so-called "home", he feels like he is in prison.

"Damn, I'll kill you."

"I want to die."

"I really want to kill someone."

……

These words are often said by teenagers and even adults in Internet cafes. Even the sons of the rich and powerful in the school can say it very casually. Li Biran sometimes said when playing games in Internet cafes. When such words are spoken, they actually feel very cool.

And many times, when a teenager's brain is muddy and full of anger, there is always a very chaotic and indescribable impulse to do something, to break this fucking teenage life.

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Liu Ruoyu has liked to read books since he was a child, comic books, newspapers, textbooks, and even dictionaries, he can read quietly for an afternoon. My favorite is detective novels, in which the protagonist is smart, cunning, has a sense of justice, and can always control the overall situation.

It was a life that was very, very far away from him.

He has lived in an uncle's house since he was a child, and he has no parents and fathers. They died when he was very young. I heard that he died working outside. In his memory, he lived with his grandfather for two or three years, and then his grandfather also died. I lived with my uncle.

Uncle and aunt set up a small farm in the township, but they were always not as good as other people's families, and they didn't make much money, and even lost money in some years. The two often play cards, and sometimes lose thousands of dollars in a bet, even their own two sons and daughters. Liu Ruoyu always stood silently in the corner at this time, but he would still be beaten.

Their sons and daughters are older, and they all attend high school in the county, boarding houses. Liu Ruoyu is still in junior high school in the town and lives with them. Sometimes my aunt was busy playing cards and didn't have time to take care of it, so she bought 10 packs of noodles at home. There is no meat whistle, only oil, salt, sauce and vinegar, and for a few months, Liu Ruoyu came home from school every day to eat noodles by himself.

The clothes are school uniforms and are worn all year round. Wash it yourself, but it's clean and neat. I didn't have money to buy books, so I had to borrow them from my classmates, and later I heard that I could read e-books. He went to pick up the rags for half a year and bought the cheapest mobile phone.

Uncle saw the phone: "Where did it come from?" ”

He replied: "I earned it selling mineral water bottles." ”

Uncle widened his eyes, took his phone, and said, "Yes, I'll grow up and make money." After looking at it for a while, he put his phone in his pocket: "Study hard, this ...... I'll confiscate it first, children don't play with mobile phones. ”

Liu Ruoyu stood in place for a while and walked back to his room.

There is no shortage of houses in the countryside, and he lives alone in a very small and dark room, which has not been renovated much, with gray walls and concrete floors. He sat silently on the bed for a while, his clenched fists slowly released.

As a result, a few months later, when he graduated from junior high school, one day his aunt and uncle cooked a table of sumptuous dishes, and the uncle poured him a glass of rice wine.

The aunt smirked as always, like a vulgar flower, and said, "Our family Ruoyu has grown so big, and he can earn his own money to buy a mobile phone, he is really capable." ”

The uncle clinked glasses with him, looking very bold: "It's dry!" ”

Liu Ruoyu held the small wine glass and drank it all.